11-25-2009, 09:03 AM
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mother is happy I am loosing my home
Father God, in the name of JESUS, please forgive me for I had to delet my mother's email from receiving any more nasty insulting emails from her. It breaks my heart but I had to. Dion said by continuing with this madness with her will do nothing but block out our blessings. So I had to block out her email dear Lord. Please forgive me, but just to know that she is happy to hear that I am loosing my home is heart breaking and I have nothing else to say to her and her ignorances. She has hurt me and my family time and time again and I have forgiven her. Hoping and praying that she had changed but she never do. She feels it is beneath her to get on a dollar bus and come and visit her grandchildren make them feel special. But she don't. She want someone to ride her around. She don't get to see them unless I bring them over there to her.
I am weary beyond anything Lord, trying to figure out what is going to be our next step with this house, and with this family. Where we are going to go. And she's thrilled to know that I am loosing my home. That is the breaking point, I need peace and quiet in my head and right now I wasn't getting that from her. All I've been getting was nothing but hell from my mother. A woman whom brag about what she does for the kids but don't take time out unless I bring them to her, but she can ride up and down the east coast seeing people that don't care two shakes about her. And I'm tired Lord. Lord, forgive me for deleting her email right now. But until she fights these evil ways that she has, and wants to continue to hurt me but all she is doing is hurting herself. It hurts me that she is this way and all for nothing. She wasn't around Nakuwa for her 1st, nor her 2nd, why is her 3rd birthday I am catching all types of hell from my mother when she could have easily got on a bus and saw the child herself? Why am I held to blame for her misdeeds? I give my weary heart up to YOU Lord, for I don't know what else to do or to say right about now. In JESUS' name I pray, Amen.
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11-25-2009, 11:46 AM
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Michelle
I am so sorry for how horrible that she I would block her email as spam You have to protect yourself from attack You do not allow evil into you home, no matter who it is or where it is coming from This is the mother that caused your lack of custody of your child? You can forgive and sever ties. I would just be quiet about it though Jesus Heal Michelles weary heart of pain that should be filled with love and support Give her a doorway to solve her problems to find a home, income and work Lord bless her and her family Move for them, now Show Michelle & Dion what doors to knock on and give them one to open!!!!
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11-25-2009, 01:56 PM
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Once I listed her email as spam is when I felt this huge burden lifted from my shoulders. The burden she has placed upon my shoulders - the stress that she has caused for no reason in my life due to her own selfish ways, was lifted quickly. I was able to think clearly and see the plan that God has in store for us. the house we thought we was renting to own -- turned out to be something totally different. the broker told me no credit check would be involved. That 's why we thought this would be the perfect place, until, she ran a credit check this past weekend, and told us we had some judgements on our credit. Now the lady has backed out and she is going to return the down payment to Mary. My husband's aunt Michelle (the one whom gave us so much problems when purchasing this house is the reason why I don't feel that this home is my home most of the time that I am the stranger) told Dion that with the grandmother getting older that she wants us to move out there to Phoenix, Az. My brother-in-law Eddie wants us to go to Las Vegas, Nv where jobs are a plenty. Dion wants me to breathe and know everything is going to be taken care of and not to worry. We'll be able to stop the sale of the house with his worker's comp money, and still be able to get Ms. Green in here by February. Father God, in the mighty name of JESUS, bind and remove all demonic influence surrounding my relationship with mother/daughter, remove all demonic tongues praising our down falls and set backs. Father God, forgive me for blocking my mother's email address. I know her forked tongue and the words she is saying is not of YOU, but that of the enemy. Any time a mother can be happy for the down fall of her daughter's plans and future and happy that her daughter is in the middle of loosing her home, I can't support that relationship dear Lord. Please forgive me. I know I will never have a mother/daughter relationship with my mom like I did with my grandmother. Whom gave up everything for me. To raise me with good morales, and good standing. To have prayer ethics. I pray one day my mother will repent her misdeeds, the pain, the destruction she have tried to caused to so many in her life time before YOU call her home dear Lord. I pray she will not stand in the way of me and my sister having a relationship. I thank YOU LORD for the clouds lifting once I blocked her email. I thank YOU for the sigh of relief that YOU have placed over my heart over my mind, over my body dear Lord. I thank YOU for removing my panic attacks. I thank YOU for removing all forked tongues out of my sight, out of my life. In JESUS' blessed name I claim, peace, quiet, success, and victory. Amen,Amen,Amen.... God bless family.
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11-25-2009, 02:59 PM
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Michelle dear-
You know, God declares to work with people so long, but if continue to be negative, we are allowed and "Commanded" by God, to finally, "shake the dust off our feet" of the situation and leave them to thier worldly ways. Even God dear Sis, realizes, some people cannot be reached, and therefore, must be left to thier own "vises"- (results of personal choices). And God instructs us to do such things, if its going to strain or mess up our witness for Him, until possibly such time we are strong enough to let it bounce off, not effecting us. I also had to leave my remaining two brothers and thier wives to thier worldly thinking and operating, for all they demonstrated, was vindictiveness towards our past living earthly father and I. so, I let them know at Dad's funeral, I'd always be there if they needed me, but not to contact me until they could want to be family and get along again. I would no longer put up with thier insults and retorical speaking. I have no pain or sorrow left to feel for them, as for over 15 years back then, I prayed to God and spoke every chance I could to keep things peaceful, yet they chose the opposite. I do still pray for them tho. I am the "black sheep" of the family anyways, even tho my mother always acted as tho hated me too, she always knew I was there to help them when needed. The other two offered, but were always too busy when called. And I'm the youngest, but most responcible that way in our family. We each have to make our choices and God does not expect any of His children to sacrifice thier lives or place with him, for others. God comes first and even Blood family must be let go when needed to preserve our place with God sometimes. I know this may sound cold to an extent, but when you spend a whole lifetime hearing your the least important and less likely to be anything, you come to a point, where, when God shows you, you are growing into the Child he wants, what others say, means nothing, when realize, its only what God thinks of us that is important. I am sorry for your family situation, but know I can relate to the extent of my personal experiences in parallel to yours. God Bless you dear young lady. You are a most precious Child of God, awaiting a new chapter in Serving god to come. Be excited for that, and less attentive to other distractions. ok? With love to you and yours!! Brian- CC
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11-25-2009, 06:27 PM
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There comes a point when nothing else can be done. Your mother is just adding to the chaos going on. You are right in blocking her emails. The devil is using her to make things worse. This is one way to silence one of the tongues rising up in condemnation. You DO NOT need such stress right now. But, don't dispair, God has big plans for your family, and that's why the devil is attacking from every quarter. I continue to pray for your situation to be solved, quickly, that you are able to find the right place to live.
Lord, show the devil that You take care of Your own and that no weapon formed against them shall prosper. Come through with a miracle of housing for Michelle and her family. Provide the right place with enough space and all the other things needed for the best for their family. In Jesus Name, amen.
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11-25-2009, 10:21 PM
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My husband is not acknowledged, a friend of the church told me my mother don't acknowledge him because she don't have a significant person in her life. My mother's attitude had me cloudy in the mind, everything feeling like it is caving in on me. but once I placed her email address on spam mail. It was like a ton of bricks. I started to see things clearly. and plans was forming and my panic attacks had ceased quickly once I placed her on my spam list. I had no more pressure on my head as I have been having since Friday night when she allowed her little green monster to take ahold of her. She is so full of demonic ways. I know personally how many 'special people' she went to - to keep someone in her life and that person never stayed. Just trying to keep her blocked out of my emails and out of my life, because as long as she is demonic and have demonic thoughts and forked tongue I cannot be bothered with her. Father God, ease this pain that have been caused by my mother. Her secret hate is beyond evidence dear Lord of my success. Everything I have received was not out of con-ing someone but out of YOUR favor bestowed upon this family. Remove all negative influences that tries to get through the door. That tries to remove my focus off of you dear Lord, and with their constant tirade dear Lord. Bring me to a peaceful place dear Lord. Bring me to a happier place dear Lord. Bring my family to a happier place dear Lord. In JESUS' blessed name I pray, Amen, Amen,Amen...
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11-25-2009, 10:46 PM
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thank you dear sister in Christ, I checked on my email account and she is still writing insults, I went back into my spam and put the priority at high so she won't get another email through to me. She is spitful, evil, vile, (i just realized vile/evil, and devil all have common words  ) and full of demonic tongue. I just want to get my family far away from her, and her evil ways, to some place peaceful, and not having to deal with someone's jealousy, hate, envy, ways. She definitely carry around the 7 deadly sins. I guess I wanted to be finally freed of her wrath that I became a little desperate in my plans and its not where God wants us to be at. I am still open for guidance of where HE wants to lead us and not ourselves. Be bless and continue to pray for clarity for me as well as freedom from my mother's wrath.
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11-26-2009, 02:58 AM
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You can actually block emails in some accounts. I had someone I couldn't deal with anymore, because their was too much anger and venom in her emails, so I "accidently" on purpose bocked her emails. They didn't even come as spam, then. I didn't exactly mean to hit "Block" but after I did I decided it was of God and didn't reverse the action. See if you have the "Block" function. It is also a way of telling the devil you block him from your family!!! Sorry to say some (so-called) friends and family members are nothing but bad news. It is hard to make the decision to cut off interaction with them, but, once we do, we feel so right and peaceful about it. I pray you can move, SOON, and get far from her.
Jerena
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11-26-2009, 10:23 AM
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I pray that she will finally repent and trully turn herself over to God. Instead of following false gods to get her to her next destination in life. Dion and I decided on staying locally until things get straightened out with our finances and with some other pending case we have. And just continue to do what we was going to do is rent out the house get a smaller place near by until maybe next summer and then move away. Even Dion agreed that this is only for a brief moment until we can actually travel some place else and check out their areas. I know Dion wants to see where his grandmother is at in Phoenix, Az. And Las Vegas. We are not closing our minds to other places God has in store for us. Dion was quite relieved that we wasn't going to be able to get the house next door to Mary & Sheala. Because of how Sheala's behavior is at times is like a short fuse, and he said he don't want no one and their unstable ways and thinking come between us. Wow. I never knew how much he really didn't want to be next door to Mary, but he does want to have a relationship with the grandbaby though. That the deal the broker gave us was indeed too good to be true and it was. Dion said -- it wasn't meant for us to have that house. Why would the woman take a down payment and then afterwards just days before the closing date do a credit check, she was suppose to do that in the beginning. Lord, raise a huge hedge of protection around me and my family dear Lord, protect us from the snare of the devil and his henchmen/women dear Lord. Keep my family safe, keep my marriage untainted, keep my sanity in tack dear Lord, for the devil is hitting me at all angles dear Lord, because he knows that YOU are true to YOUR holy word and that YOU have something great in store for me and my family. The devil don't want to see me save my home, the devil don't want me to be happy, the devil don't want me to move and prosper,, the devil don't want me to be married. Father God, in the blood of JESUS, in the blood of JESUS, in the blood of JESUS, I rebuke all darts, all arrows that are pointed in this direction from the enemy, that no weapons formed against me in any fashion from any direction, from any source shall not prosper. In JESUS' precious name I pray, Amen, Amen,Amen... I might have stumbled for a second but I am not out of the fight.
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11-26-2009, 12:42 PM
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El Shaddai
by: Michael Card and John Thompson El Shaddai, El Shaddai, El-Elyon na Adonia, Age to age You're still the same, By the power of the name. El Shaddai, El Shaddai, Erkamka na Adonai, We will praise and lift You high, El Shaddai. Through your love and through the ram, You saved the son of Abraham; Through the power of your hand, Turned the sea into dry land. To the outcast on her knees, You were the God who really sees, And by Your might, You set Your children free. El Shaddai, El Shaddai, El-Elyon na Adonia, Age to age You're still the same, By the power of the name. El Shaddai, El Shaddai, Erkamka na Adonai, We will praise and lift You high, El Shaddai. Through the years You've made it clear, That the time of Christ was near, Though the people couldn't see What Messiah ought to be. Though Your Word contained the plan, They just could not understand Your most awesome work was done Through the frailty of Your Son. El Shaddai, El Shaddai, El-Elyon na Adonai, Age to age You're still the same, By the power of the name. El Shaddai, El Shaddai, Erkamka na Adonai, I will praise and lift You high, El Shaddai. El Shaddai, El Shaddai, El-Elyon na Adonai, Age to age You're still the same, By the power of the name. El Shaddai, El Shaddai, Erkamka na Adonai, I will praise and lift You high, El Shaddai. The LORD, our Healer, be with you on this Thanksgiving Day. I pray that He will heal your heart. In Jesus' Name I ask, amen.
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11-26-2009, 01:57 PM
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Lord Jesus,
This is a sad matter. But you have the heart of this mother in your hands. So lay Your gentle hands upon her and change her for good. Heal the pain she has caused her own children. Put it in their hearts to forgive her, and give them strength to do so. Amen
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11-27-2009, 01:06 PM
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Thank YOU Lord for shinning the light on this situation. In JESUS' blessed name continue to show me the direction to go in -- regardless of the situation, spiritual, or other wise. IN JESUS" name I pray, Amen, Amen, A,men..
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11-28-2009, 05:41 PM
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Amen to God starting the healing so quickly. It took until my mother was dieing and asked what had changed me the last five years or more before that. God healed our relationship and saw her get saved and reborn as well. My Brothers, tho I still love them, I leave them to God. If its His Will, He will see our relationships restored as well. Sometimes the hardest thing is to leave them to God and then later see if anything has changed. God Bless!! CC
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11-28-2009, 07:08 PM
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I couldn't treat my mother the same manner as she has treated me and my family over the years. My husband said that is what attracted him to me 20 years ago, my big heart. My compassion for not treating others in the same manner as they do me. And with that they sit back and think why am I treating her like that, and that makes their attitude change dramatically. That would not have happened if it wasn't for the Grace of God within me. Father God, in the mighty name of JESUS, thank YOU for anointing me with grace the other day dear Lord, and even through the hurt and the pain of the insults to call my mother to wish her a happy thanksgiving. Father God, thank YOU for showing me the way of being a good steward in YOUR holy name dear Lord. I pray that the phone call the show of love and not revenge nor hate will pour over my mother and that she shall start to do a good deed in YOUR holy name, In the blood of JESUS I pray, Amen, Amen, Amen....
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11-28-2009, 09:27 PM
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This is what heaping coals of fire is all about...your actions sear their conscious, because they realize they would be nice in the same situation. Praise the Lord that your mother was nice to you and not mean and nasty.
I continue to pray God's best for you and your family, and Dion is right. You don't want to be near other family members and their bad attitudes. I think you need a break from such, and I pray God's moves you to a sitaution where your family can be away from such attitudes. Lord God, give Michelle and her family rest from other's negativity and bad attitudes. I pray that You will block all of this from their hearing and sight. Allow them to rest and have peace from all this. I ask and pray, in Jesus Name, amen.
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