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Originally Posted by glory_one
IM COUGHING ..
IVE BEEN LEFT TOO MANY TIMES HERE IN MY MOTHER IN LAWS COLD APARTMENT SHE HAS LIED TO MY HUSBAND ABOUT KEEPING THE HEAT ON..AND OTHER THINGS TOO.. UNFORTUNATELY WE ARE AT ‘HER’ ‘MERCY REGARDING THE HEAT UNFORTUNATELY WE HAVE TO RELY ON ‘HER’ GOOD WILL WHICH IS MINIMAL.. THE ONLY RADIATOR IN THE ENTIRE APARTMENT THAT IS SLIGHTLY WARM IN THIS APARTMENT IS IN OUR LITTLE OFFICE I ASK THE LORD TO REMOVE ANY LAST REMNANT OF ILL WILL STRIFE AND NOT KIND GOOD THOUGHTS OR ILL WILL OF ANY KIND AND/OR UNFORGIVENESS THAT MAY’VE BEEN SET BETWEEN OR ON MY HUB. AND I LIVING AT HIS MOTHER’S PLACE..IN THE PAIN OF LIVING HERE WE MAYVE SAID THINGS WE DID NOT MEAN OR SHOULD NOT HAVE SAID ABOUT EACH OTHER,OR OTHERS, INCLUDING MY HUSBANDS FAMILY.. I am coughing a lot I don’t know what’s wrong I’m sad about my Husbands family I can’t imagine them wanting to pursue SPIRITUAL ENDEAVORS WHEN THEY HAVE A HURTING DAUGHTER IN LAW/SISTER IN LAW (ME) AND SON/BROTHER THEY CAN REACH OUT TO IN ME AND MY HUSBAND AND DONT..THE NEAREST FORM OF CHRIST LIKENESS IS TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER.BUT THEY ARE SO EVRY SELF FOCUSED,UNFORGIVING,PRIDEFUL AND COLD. INSOLENT TOO BETSY, MY UNSAVED MOM IN LAW, TURNS THE HEAT DOWN IN THE UPSTAIRS APARTMENT WHERE WE’VE STAYED SINCE AUGUST 2002 IT’S STRESSFUL, AND SADDENING TO BE LEFT IN A COLD APARTMENT. I’M TRULY CONCERNED REGARDING MY HEALTH.. I AM ASKING THE LORD RESTORE AND PROTECT OUR HEALTH IN REALLY STRESSFUL SITUATIONS WHERE MY UNSAVED MOM IN LAW IS ON HER ‘WORD’ ABOUT KEEPING THE PLACE UP HERE WARM..NOT SUCH A FAITHFUL ‘WORD’ AT ALL: BECAUSE WE ARE LEFT AT HER ‘MERCY’ HER GOOD WILL IS VERY FLUCTUATING. SHE DOES NOT HAVE CONSISTENT KINDNESS TOWARDS ME NOR MERCY OR GOOD WILL..SO SHE HAS BEEN PRONE TO LIE NOW AND THEN ABOUT HAVING THE HEAT ON WHEN SHE ACTUALLY TURNS IT OFF OR DOWN VERY MUCH AND THEN SHE HOPS OUT TO TRAVEL ON PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION NEARBY,AND GOES OUT ALL DAY,LEAVING ME IN A COLD AND/OR FRIDGID APARTMENT..IN ADDITION,SHE HAS SLANDERED ME UP AND DOWN TO MY BROTHER IN LAW AND HIS WIFE AND SISTER IN LAW (HANS & JUNE AND EVELYN) AND THEIR SONS CHRISTIAN & LUKE..AND THEIR FRIENDS AND FAMILY AS WELL AS TO HER FRIEND DOWNSTAIRS WHO OWNS THIS BUILDING,LUIS.. PLEASE PRAY MY COUGH GOES QUICKLY AND THE SOURCE OF IT..MY HUSBAND MAKES A BIT ABOVE THE POVERTY LEVEL....ITS NOT HIS FAULT ..I AM SURE IT’S JUST ALL THE COMPETETION AND LACK OF JOBS IN THE AREA..BUT FOR SOMETIME NOW I HAVE GONE ‘WITHOUT’ LOTS OF THINGS SO MANY HAVE WEEKLY OR DAILY OR MONTHLY IN ANY WAY OF PROVISION AND TAKE FOR GRANTED..IT’S A VERY ROUGH EXISTENCE..I ASKED TO MOVE HERE TO HELP MY HUSBAND WALTER-BUT I DONT KNOW THAT HE QUITE SEES HOW PAINFUL IT IS FOR ME MUCH MORE THAM HIM..OFTEN I FEEL LIKE CINDERELLA LIVING HERE..I MUST FORGIVE THEM ALL AS A CHRISTIAN, BUT ARENT WE TO SUFFER ONLY AS THE LORD ALLOWS AND NOT UNDUE UNNECESSARY SUFFERING? BECAUSE I HAVE A DISABILITY WHICH BASCIALLY KEEPS ME HOUSE BOUND.. I HAVE NO OTHER PLACE TO GO ALL WEEK BUT THIS APARTMENT.. AT TIMES LAST FALL AND WINTER SHE (MOM IN LAW BETSY) LEFT HER BEDROOM WINDOW WIDE OPEN THIS CAUSED ME TO BE LEFT ALONE IN A VERY COLD APARTMENT..SHE STILL PLASY THAT GAME EVEN TODAY.. SHE SEEMS TO THINK MOTHERHOOD REMOVES HER FROM A NEED TO BE RIGHT WITH GOD..SOMETHING ABOUT THE VIRGIN MARY..DONT KNOW.. SHE GOES TO CATHOLIC CHURCH BUT IS NOT BORN AGAIN.. IM GETTING VERY TIRED HERE..I CANT DO MUCH FOR I FEEL TIRED AND DOWN AND RATHER WEARY..LIVING HERE..I AM THANKFUL FOR SHELTER BUT CONSISTENT OR SEMI-CONSISTENT-CRUELTIES LIKE THOSE OF MY MOM IN LAW BETSY AND HER FRIEND LUIS AND THEIR ADULT UNSAVED KIDS, HANS & HIS WIFE JUNE AND EVELYN, HAVE GOT ME PRETTY SAD AND DONT FEEL WELL ENOUGH FOR THANKSGIVING.. I KEEP COUGHING.. PLEASE PRAY I GET WELL SOON.. IM PRETTY DOWN.. PLEASE PRAY ALSO THAT MY HUSBAND WALT CAN BE KEPT TOO FROM THE EVIL ONE AT WORK AND IN GENERAL AND THAT HE DOES NOT HAVE TO WORK IN NEW YORK CITY IF POSSIBLE.. AND THAT WE MAY LEAVE SOON..FOR A PLACE OF OUR OWN WITH PROVISIONS TO SPARE..PLEASE SEND THIS PRAYER OUT TO ALL I KEEP COUGHING.. I AM VERY TIRED AND I KEEP COUGHING THANKYOU PAM AND WALTER |