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My darling husband 2

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Posted by: czynka

I sent him an email yesterday. I knew he wouldnt reply. My heart is so heavy and i am nearly in despair. If anyone can join again today, and every day, with me in my attempts to pray for Paul, then please tell me. I need your encouragement so bad.
He did begin to change, the Lord began to work in him , his temper, his jealousy, his pride. I was so proud of him and i told him so. The Lord began to show him how he acted towards me, his anger, and all the rest of it....Lord i was so thankful to You for what you were doing in his life. I felt the change in Paul, he called himself the new and improved Pauly. And he was. And it lasted for maybe two weeks. Until he got upset with me online and vanished from the screen. Since then. except from that one icey cold email, i havent heard from him at all.
Lord You can see my heart breaking. You can see my nervousness, knowing in my heart that he wont contact me, yet still my heart thumps when i look at my emails...just in case.
Lord, all i know is that You dont want any marriage to end. That is what im holding on to. If i look at whats happened, its just impossible. Whatever the reason Lord, the house deal, the custody case, the money...whatever the reason, i cant find any reason good enough for him to ignore me. Ive told him i love him, i told him ill wait for him. What more can i do Lord? He said we always argue. Oh Lord, he said i am the one who argues with him, Lord cant he see that sometimes he gets mad at some silly small thing, sometimes in my eyes, unreasonable ? Lord You know how careful ive been to show him he can trust me, to show him i love him and im sure deep down in his heart, he does know that. You know all that happened Lord, and you know the real cause of why he is still ignoring me.
He said we should wait to come until he can get everything settled. And he knows i would. But this silence Lord, this shutting me out of his life completely, it is killing me. Thats how the email started, the last one, two weeks ago almost. Yet as the email went on, it was as if he was finding excuses for us not to come. He said if i cant accept what he decides then i wont come. And he told me he has told everyone in church who has been praying for our visas, that it could take years now. We prayed and they prayed that we would be together before Christmas Lord, and the visas were approved. We could have been together for good at Christmas. You did that Lord, You answered that prayer, im sure You did. And now he doesnt want us. I dont understand.
Please help me Lord, what can i do? I dread the thought of him sending all my clothes back, that i left there with him. Lord dont let him do that. Please give him a new heart Lord. Give him a heart for his wife. We became one on June 30th, we're still one, and always will be. I love him with all my heart Lord, You know that. Please, please bring him back.
In Jesus name. Amen.


Posted by: peejer

Father thank you that no weapon formed against this marriage shall
prosper.
Lord I lift up this child of God before you, and I ask that the comforter
would be poured out on her. Thank you that when we draw nigh to you
you will draw nigh to us. So smother her with your love and your presence. Release faith and hope into her. Father we speak PEACE to her mind and her spirit.
Bring someone along side of her for encouragement to help her to walk through this in you.
For I too have gone through the pain of seperation from my spouse.
Yet through it all Father God you have proven yourself faithful to me.
The comforter has come along side of me renewing and restoring me with his tender mercies. Oh God comfort your child tonight. Bless her with your presence, remove all doubt and fear. Renew her with hope,
knowing that you can do exceedingly abundantly more than she even asks or hopes for. Help her to trust in you.
Remember IF GOD BE FOR YOU WHO CAN BE AGAINST YOU,BE PERSUADED THAT NOTHING SHALL EVER SEPERATE YOU FROM THE LOVE OF GOD.
FAITH IS THE EVIDENCE OF THINGS HOPED FOR ,NOT BY WHAT YOU CANT SEE.
So father we take authority against every demonic stronghold that had been assigned to Paul we bind it and loose him. We break every curse off of him and his wife. Now we loosen the spirit of god on and in him.
We ask that this marriage and communication be restored in the mighty name of Jesus and whatsoever we ask believing we recieve, Thank you
father for you are Jehovah Jirah, you are the god that meets our needs.
AMEN
THAT NOTHING CAN EVER


Posted by: czynka

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Originally Posted by peejer
Father thank you that no weapon formed against this marriage shall
prosper.
Lord I lift up this child of God before you, and I ask that the comforter
would be poured out on her. Thank you that when we draw nigh to you
you will draw nigh to us. So smother her with your love and your presence. Release faith and hope into her. Father we speak PEACE to her mind and her spirit.
Bring someone along side of her for encouragement to help her to walk through this in you.
For I too have gone through the pain of seperation from my spouse.
Yet through it all Father God you have proven yourself faithful to me.
The comforter has come along side of me renewing and restoring me with his tender mercies. Oh God comfort your child tonight. Bless her with your presence, remove all doubt and fear. Renew her with hope,
knowing that you can do exceedingly abundantly more than she even asks or hopes for. Help her to trust in you.
Remember IF GOD BE FOR YOU WHO CAN BE AGAINST YOU,BE PERSUADED THAT NOTHING SHALL EVER SEPERATE YOU FROM THE LOVE OF GOD.
FAITH IS THE EVIDENCE OF THINGS HOPED FOR ,NOT BY WHAT YOU CANT SEE.
So father we take authority against every demonic stronghold that had been assigned to Paul we bind it and loose him. We break every curse off of him and his wife. Now we loosen the spirit of god on and in him.
We ask that this marriage and communication be restored in the mighty name of Jesus and whatsoever we ask believing we recieve, Thank you
father for you are Jehovah Jirah, you are the god that meets our needs.
AMEN
THAT NOTHING CAN EVER



thankyou somuchfor your encouragement and your prayers. When i read your words it broughtt ears to my eyes, just to know that you understand. Please keep praying for us, i cant thank you enough for your prayers.