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Posted by: czynka

PLease pray for Paul,my husband.....please keep praying , please keep praying every day for him, for our mariage.. until the Lord restores our mariage....i need your prayers so badly....i am so empty, as if its hit me now what he tried to say in that email....but also not exactly spelling it out. Its been so long since that last horrible email from him. I can hardly sleep, and every time i wake up i feel this terrible emptiness inside me. As if now i am beginning to realise that he reaslly doesnt want me anymore. Its as if the hope has been drawn out of me and theresonly a huge black hole in its place.
Paul, my beloved husband, how could you take your love away just like that? How could you close your heart to me and our marriage, dont iou think of me at all? How you must hate me....but i dont even know why. Why is this happening? When we should have been looking so forward to me and my daughter coming to you. We wouldve been there before Christmas, just as we asked the Lord. If only you had sent that form to the immigration. Why are you doing this to me ?
I feel so drained, so tired of fighting, i feel like giving up, i have no strength left. As i write this im shaking. All i want is my husband back. Please PLEASE ask the Lord to change Pauls heart to me. please claim His promise over our marriage.....let Paul remember His commandment that husbands should love their wives....please proclaim the Blood of Jesus over Paul, over our marriage.
I feel so lost, so hopeless. I love Paul with all my heart. Surely this is not of God, he has been ignoring me for almost two weeks now. I am broken.
Please Lord , bring Paul to his knees, let him realise that He is not acting according to Yiour will. Please Lord, remind him of our wedding vows, please remind him that I am the woman You gave him, as Paul himself has said many times before. Please remind him of my love and devotion to him, my faithfulness. Lord, i beg You, please take away everything that is in the way, that is stopping him from contacting me. The distance Lord, him in the US , me here in Holland. Lord distance means nothing to You. Please PLEASE Lord, restore my marriage.
I am desperate, i am so desperate right now.


Posted by: StarChilde

Where did you and Paul get married? I get the impression that you met on the internet... am I correct in this? Have you gotten the chance to meet in person? Have both of you received Christ as your Savior? I ask out of concern, not condemnation. My husband and I met on the internet, and he moved here to be with my son and I, and we got married, and now have a little girl also in our family.I ask dear God that the truth comes out about Paul to czynka, why he has been gone from her, and why he is seemingly ignoring her.I ask dear God for the truth in this situation, and may You be with those who are hurting and comfort them. Let czynka be able to give this all to You and trust that You are working in this situation, and give her a sound mind through all of this, not a spirit of desperation or of fear...let her rest in the knowledge that You dear God are working in this... I ask this in the Name above all others~ Jesus Christ~ and thank You for listening to my petition~ praise You Jesus~ thank You Father~ Comforter..the Holy Spirit~ praise praise PRAISE~!
Amen and amen~
czynka you might go to the thread of touch this screen and let Jesus fill you....


Posted by: czynka

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Originally Posted by StarChilde
Where did you and Paul get married? I get the impression that you met on the internet... am I correct in this? Have you gotten the chance to meet in person? Have both of you received Christ as your Savior? I ask out of concern, not condemnation. My husband and I met on the internet, and he moved here to be with my son and I, and we got married, and now have a little girl also in our family.I ask dear God that the truth comes out about Paul to czynka, why he has been gone from her, and why he is seemingly ignoring her.I ask dear God for the truth in this situation, and may You be with those who are hurting and comfort them. Let czynka be able to give this all to You and trust that You are working in this situation, and give her a sound mind through all of this, not a spirit of desperation or of fear...let her rest in the knowledge that You dear God are working in this... I ask this in the Name above all others~ Jesus Christ~ and thank You for listening to my petition~ praise You Jesus~ thank You Father~ Comforter..the Holy Spirit~ praise praise PRAISE~!
Amen and amen~
czynka you might go to the thread of touch this screen and let Jesus fill you....

Yes we met on the internet, and we got married in the US in June. We really saw God working in our relationship, and throughout the time we've been married, ive seen the hand of God in various situations.
We both know the Lord as our personal saviour and redeemer. He is younger in faith than i am, but i know how much he loves the Lord.
I have other posts on here, maybe if you read through you can understand whats happening, i think Paul is overwhelmed by all that is going on at the moment in his life.
Thankyou for your prayers, i need them so much, it helps me so much to know that someone cares about our marriage so much that they are prepared to offer their prayers for us. Thankyou so much, may the Lord bless you for it. You and your family. God bless you.


Posted by: piuku

Hi!!!I just want you to know that I pray for you...take care and God bless your family....


Posted by: ruthd

lord i ask that you would come to her in her time of need and fill her up with your love and faith. lord show her she is never alone, as you are always with her. lord i ask that paul be called to you and be given a desire to follow your plan for his life. lord please restore this marriage according to your perfect will. thank you lord.