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Help me, I'm in pain

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Posted by: DespondentSoul

Dear Brothers and Sisters,

My family and I flew from Georgia to Ohio late last week. We went to Akron, to visit Ernest Angley at his home Church, GRACE CATHEDRAL. God instructed us to do so. God did not say precisely what would happen on Friday night, but the assumption was that I could finally be healed of Obsessive-compulsive disorder. This illness has ruined my life and all chances of happiness. I cannot express this enough. The pain I have gone through is Hellacious. I know what suffering is like...and I no longer take for granted the fact that I was once normal like everyone else. I always felt free up until the age of 20...I am 28 now. Around the age of 20 is when the OCD got really harsh. It is getting worse now, after I was slain in the spirit by God- byt the holy ghost, through the hand of Reverend Ernest Angley. I thought I was free. I truly truly believed I was healed. Apparently, I was wrong.

Saturday and Sunday were both pleasant. But as soon as Sunday was gone, I began feeling anxious once again. I have been taking approximately five to seven baths every single day due to my fears of mayonnaise, garbage, dirt, germs, and other things. My skin around my stomach is dry and cracking- it hurts. My stretchmarks (sorry to be so graphic) are red hot and hurt, as if I have been cut there. I keep bathing to reduce my anxiety, but my skin is being damaged. I wash my hands more than 75 times a day. My OCD hasn't been this severe. And just three days ago, I was supposedly healed by God. Of course my faith is suffering. What would you do if You were me? And yes, I have been praying and taking my medicines...even though I believed I was healed.

I am so lonely. I long to have a girlfriend. But who would accept me as I am now, with all these phobias and eccentricities? Hope is dying for me. My optimism is failing. I am getting despondent once again, after the Lord supposedly delivered me from despair. I was told that the devil might trick me into believing I am still sick- but this is not a trick, it is the real sickness coming back. I still have these phobias. I am even thinking about hurting myself. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. When does it end. When can I have just a normal life. When can I find love again. I am in darkness.

Please pray for me. This is not at all what I expected! I figured that I was not completely out of the woods even though God had healed me- after all, Rome wasn't built in a day. But this is not meant to be. I shouldn't still be hurting so badly.


Posted by: garciadl2

I am a health professional and just went to a seminar on OCD.
The Lord is a might God that uses MD's to assist in bringing relief. There are many medications that may be benifical.
Dear Heavenly Father,
I come to you in the name of Jesus, and ask for healing on thisl illness. Father you said you wouldn't give us anything that we couldn't handle, show my brother your miracles by bringing healing to his body, mind, soul and spirit. Bring Health professionals into his life who have the knowledge to assist him with this thorn. In his darkness, he is reaching for the light. Your light father God. Lead the way, show him the way, Put others in his path, bring sensitive and understanding people in his life. AMEN. Donna




QUOTE=DespondentSoul]Dear Brothers and Sisters,

My family and I flew from Georgia to Ohio late last week. We went to Akron, to visit Ernest Angley at his home Church, GRACE CATHEDRAL. God instructed us to do so. God did not say precisely what would happen on Friday night, but the assumption was that I could finally be healed of Obsessive-compulsive disorder. This illness has ruined my life and all chances of happiness. I cannot express this enough. The pain I have gone through is Hellacious. I know what suffering is like...and I no longer take for granted the fact that I was once normal like everyone else. I always felt free up until the age of 20...I am 28 now. Around the age of 20 is when the OCD got really harsh. It is getting worse now, after I was slain in the spirit by God- byt the holy ghost, through the hand of Reverend Ernest Angley. I thought I was free. I truly truly believed I was healed. Apparently, I was wrong.

Saturday and Sunday were both pleasant. But as soon as Sunday was gone, I began feeling anxious once again. I have been taking approximately five to seven baths every single day due to my fears of mayonnaise, garbage, dirt, germs, and other things. My skin around my stomach is dry and cracking- it hurts. My stretchmarks (sorry to be so graphic) are red hot and hurt, as if I have been cut there. I keep bathing to reduce my anxiety, but my skin is being damaged. I wash my hands more than 75 times a day. My OCD hasn't been this severe. And just three days ago, I was supposedly healed by God. Of course my faith is suffering. What would you do if You were me? And yes, I have been praying and taking my medicines...even though I believed I was healed.

I am so lonely. I long to have a girlfriend. But who would accept me as I am now, with all these phobias and eccentricities? Hope is dying for me. My optimism is failing. I am getting despondent once again, after the Lord supposedly delivered me from despair. I was told that the devil might trick me into believing I am still sick- but this is not a trick, it is the real sickness coming back. I still have these phobias. I am even thinking about hurting myself. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. When does it end. When can I have just a normal life. When can I find love again. I am in darkness.

Please pray for me. This is not at all what I expected! I figured that I was not completely out of the woods even though God had healed me- after all, Rome wasn't built in a day. But this is not meant to be. I shouldn't still be hurting so badly.[/QUOTE]


Posted by: ANOINTED WARRIOR

Quote:
Originally Posted by DespondentSoul
Dear Brothers and Sisters,

My family and I flew from Georgia to Ohio late last week. We went to Akron, to visit Ernest Angley at his home Church, GRACE CATHEDRAL. God instructed us to do so. God did not say precisely what would happen on Friday night, but the assumption was that I could finally be healed of Obsessive-compulsive disorder. This illness has ruined my life and all chances of happiness. I cannot express this enough. The pain I have gone through is Hellacious. I know what suffering is like...and I no longer take for granted the fact that I was once normal like everyone else. I always felt free up until the age of 20...I am 28 now. Around the age of 20 is when the OCD got really harsh. It is getting worse now, after I was slain in the spirit by God- byt the holy ghost, through the hand of Reverend Ernest Angley. I thought I was free. I truly truly believed I was healed. Apparently, I was wrong.

Saturday and Sunday were both pleasant. But as soon as Sunday was gone, I began feeling anxious once again. I have been taking approximately five to seven baths every single day due to my fears of mayonnaise, garbage, dirt, germs, and other things. My skin around my stomach is dry and cracking- it hurts. My stretchmarks (sorry to be so graphic) are red hot and hurt, as if I have been cut there. I keep bathing to reduce my anxiety, but my skin is being damaged. I wash my hands more than 75 times a day. My OCD hasn't been this severe. And just three days ago, I was supposedly healed by God. Of course my faith is suffering. What would you do if You were me? And yes, I have been praying and taking my medicines...even though I believed I was healed.

I am so lonely. I long to have a girlfriend. But who would accept me as I am now, with all these phobias and eccentricities? Hope is dying for me. My optimism is failing. I am getting despondent once again, after the Lord supposedly delivered me from despair. I was told that the devil might trick me into believing I am still sick- but this is not a trick, it is the real sickness coming back. I still have these phobias. I am even thinking about hurting myself. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. When does it end. When can I have just a normal life. When can I find love again. I am in darkness.

Please pray for me. This is not at all what I expected! I figured that I was not completely out of the woods even though God had healed me- after all, Rome wasn't built in a day. But this is not meant to be. I shouldn't still be hurting so badly.




WHAT YOUR GOING THROUGH DESPONDENT SOUL I ONCE WENT THROUGH AND YOU ARE HELD IN BONDAGE BY THE SPIRIT OF FEAR AND ANXIETY....I WENT THROUGH THESE THINGS...IT GOT SO BAD FOR ME I USED TO FEEL THE FLUID IN MY NERVE ENDINGS....BUT ONE AWESOME GLORIOUS DAY THE HOLY SPIRIT WITHIN ME AROSE FROM WITHIN ME AND SAID ENOUGH IS ENOUGH AND DFEATED THESE PROBLEMS WITH FEAAR AND ANXIETY.....THE SPIRIT OF CONTROL IS ALSO INVOLVED...
SO AS JESUS SET ME FREE I KNOW HE WILL SET YOU FREE...SO COME INTO AGREEMENT WITH ME AND RENOUNCE THESE SPIRITS OF FEAR , ANXIETY AND CONTROL IN YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU DO JESUS WILL MOVE IN WITH HIS HEALING ANOINTING AND SET YOU FREE..JESUS BEFORE WE BEGIN COVER DESPONDENT SOUL WITH YOUR BLOOD AND PROTECT HIM FROM ALL EVIL...SEND ANGELS TO SURROUND HIM IN THIS TIME OF DELIVERENCE IN YOU..LET THE HOLY SPIRIT FILL HIM EVERY SECOND THE WHOLE TIME THIS IS GOING ON....MOVE THROUGH ME JESUS AS I PRAY FOR HIM......RIGHT NOW THIS VERY SECOND AND INSTANCE I COME AGAINST THE SPIRIT OF FEAR IN DESPONDENT SOULS LIFE....IN THE NAME OF JESUS RIGHT NOW COME OUT OF DESPONDENT SOUL SPIRIT OF FEAR I COMMAND YOU WITH THE NAME OF JESUS NOW TO COME OUT...LEAVE HIM NOW YOU SPIRIT OF FEAR AND GO TO THE PIT ....YOU SPIRIT OF ANXIETY COME OUT IN THE NAME OF JESUS NOW...I COMMAND YOU TO LEAVE AND COME OUT NOW OF DEPONDENT SOULS LIFE....THE FIRE OF THE HOLY SPIRIT IS FILLING HIM NOW WHERE YOU EVIL SPIRITS ONCE DWELLT....JESUS KEEP COVERING HIM WITH YOUR BLOOD....YOU SPIRIT OF CONTROL COME OUT NOW OF DESPONDENT SOULS LIFE NOW...IN THE NAME OF JESUS LEAVE NOW....COME OUT IN JESUS NAME SPIRIT OF CONTROL.....NO WEAPON FORMED AGAIST HIM SHALL PROPSER......ALL YOU EVIL SPIRITS COME OUT NOOOOW IN THE NAME OF JESUS AND DO NOT COME BACK...JESUS FILL DESPONDENT SOUL WHERE THESE SPIRITS HAD CONTROL OVER HIS LIFE.....FILL HIM WITH YOUR PEACE.....THANK YOU JESUS FOR DELIVERING HIM IN YOU.......