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Please Pray for Me...

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Posted by: MandaGal

I am 17, and earlier this year i made an awful mistake. I decided that i was adult enough to sleep with my boyfriend of 1 year and 5 months. I've regretted it ever since. He's been there for me and he still is. I've asked for forgiveness for this, but i still feel wrong. About two months ago i was diagnosed with an STD. Nothing life threatening or incurable... but knowing i had it... i prayed to God for it to be okay. And it was. Now, I'm terrified i still have it. Even though my boyfriend and i havent done anything since, i'm still so scared. I was too small for such large doses of medication i was given, so i vomitted most of it back up. I'm being re-treated however, and that is what i desperately need your prayers for. I do not want this disease. We've decided to wait until we're married next year to let anything else happen. I appreciate everything. I'm sorry if reading this took up too much of your time. Thanks again. God Bless.


Posted by: forgiven one

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Originally Posted by MandaGal
I am 17, and earlier this year i made an awful mistake. I decided that i was adult enough to sleep with my boyfriend of 1 year and 5 months. I've regretted it ever since. He's been there for me and he still is. I've asked for forgiveness for this, but i still feel wrong. About two months ago i was diagnosed with an STD. Nothing life threatening or incurable... but knowing i had it... i prayed to God for it to be okay. And it was. Now, I'm terrified i still have it. Even though my boyfriend and i havent done anything since, i'm still so scared. I was too small for such large doses of medication i was given, so i vomitted most of it back up. I'm being re-treated however, and that is what i desperately need your prayers for. I do not want this disease. We've decided to wait until we're married next year to let anything else happen. I appreciate everything. I'm sorry if reading this took up too much of your time. Thanks again. God Bless.


MandaGal, I think the most important thing here is praying for the mind of Jesus to encompass your thoughts, words and actions. Praying for God to "make it okay" is fine but the most important thing is praying for the Lord to strengthen your relationship with Himself. We have all done things we regret, trust me I know, but the worse thing for me was not trusting the Lord to guide my life. When our emotions lead us we usually fail. I will pray for your body to be healed in Jesus name. Also, I pray that the Lord would touch your mind and spirit and show Himself to you in a special way. I pray you would walk with Him and allow Him to take you down the path He has for you. I pray that if that relationship with your boyfriend is not what God has for you then He would show you that and you would trust Jesus completely with your life knowing that God has a plan for you to prosper you and not to hurt you. I pray you will have such a desire for Jesus that He becomes everything to you in your life that you need, even before family or friends. I pray that as you are strengthened you will also talk to other young woman and encourage them to follow the Lord. I pray the Lord will shower His love and forgiveness on you this day. If you seek Him, He will be found.
IN HIS LOVE, forgiven one.