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Big time prayer , big time help or both..pass this on for prayers,please..

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Posted by: glory_one

Dear Christian friends,

I am not sure who to send this prayer need to.

Our prayer needs are all that I had mentioned here..

I need the Christians to help me..

In early Aug. of 2002 my Husband and I moved in to our unsaved (not Christian) Mom in laws apartment. For me this was an act of love as a sacrifice to help my Husband and I get a leg up after being hit badly financially with dot com and nearby 9 11.

I am a faithful Wife and I am not in any backslidden Christian state.
My Husband too is a Godly Husband and not in any baclslidden state either.Am not a complaining Wife.

Yesterday my Husband contacted a place that took our computer to fix. Due to the fact it was there over a year they renovated it so it’s not our now..anymore..

Last night at bedtime my Husband talked about wanting to (God forbid..) die..

He added that we 'may have to stay living at his Mothers the rest of our lives.."
He suggested my disability, which makes us basically a one-income family. "Makes it difficult to have a regular job with out making stops etc."

Fact is I am not a complaining Wife. I am supportive and kind and forgiving and understanding as best one can be.

When we moved into my Mother in laws the understanding was we would not be here "forever" and we would save our money to buy a place of our own so we no longer had the grief of terrible neighbors we
had in our own apartment.

I’m not sure anyone is seeing the sacrifice we made and I made as the Wife here to help my Husband.

Worse, my Husband is talking about wanting to 'die now' (God forbid!!!!) and things of that nature. He also, as I mentioned was saying " We may end up living here our whole lives.."


Will you lift my Husband Walter up in your prayers?
Is this due to his Dad having adulteries? Is this depression?
He apologized tome and said it was self-pity but I did /said nothing to deserve such comments. And I’m getting tired..Very very tired.

It’s enough our living at a Mom in laws (Betsy) who’s been very unkind to me from the start. Its enough living around her and her friends and family who may NOT fathom the sacrifice I made here with my Husband for a better life for us..


But its much worse if my Husband is so down he’s not even, perhaps seeing or fully appreciating our putting all our belongings in storage, paying it off with my disability money and my Hub. not making much, so we can pay off all debt and get on our feet to move out.

I was in a head on collision last November 2002, a few months after living here.

I recall feeling not very loved that day God spared my life..

Why?

I know my Husband loves me with the God kind of love we do love each other that way.

Was it feeling unappreciated for what I've done in helping here?
By the whole family not just unrecognized but, I’m some cases slandered and shunned?


Some things not fair here..

Thanks

Pam


Walter and Pamela


Posted by: Anointed Of Jesus

Dear Pam,

I will be praying for you hereafter......dont worry things will be fine soon sister...Just keep up ur faith in Jesus....after all faith is the hope of things that are not seen...encourage ur husband in the Lord...i willl be praying for you hereafter ferventlyy...
Remember,. J4esus Loves you...
In His Love...,
Grace


Posted by: glory_one

PS. Please let me add my Husband's welfare is of prime importance to me. This prayer need is not just about fairness to me/for me.. We have been together a long time, my disability has never been a problem to my Husband. It isn’t now either. To my knowledge.

Seeing my Husband in such a low place has me deeply concerned.
Satan, I think, is attacking us and my Husband with thoughts of low self-esteem and the like. Depression and its ups and downs need to be healed for my Husband. It is hard for me. And I have seen him reach stages of rage and anger which, of course, I don’t deserve, but he should not have to go to these places in his mind or thinking or in his spirit.

I had to add this. I need to make it clear this is not just a prayer request for ''me'' though that would be no sin.

My requests may’ve been longish; a number of prayer needs, yet unseen. But this too is no sin.

Thank You AnointedofJesus and all for your replies.
Lord knows our hearts, & trying the best we can.
Still coughing..seems somewhat better..Thank you.

Pax