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Posted by: shelleyanne
Jerry, My name is shelleyanne. You e-mail me back in response to my prayer.
I wanted you to know that God has used many goverment agencies to keep my husband and I afloat. He has also used them to provide an apartment for us, we move in on monday.
The problem is I asked God for my nation which happens to be a large number of people God brought into my life that are fatherless. I asked God for this nation, I asked if he had a plan and purpose for us all and he revealed his wisdom to me through my prophetic gifting.
18 months ago God asked my husband and I to trust in him and not work. His exact words were " You will never work for anyone but me again" . Because we believed and followed we have made it this far. I have had to fight it seems the whole world over these words he spoke. Through the last year he has revealed to me and my husband what are giftings are and what our future holds. We are to take this nation and move them to new land, a different province, and build a foundation, a home , a family. My calling is to lead them and build a church.
I know what every person will be doing when we get there, yet I have to wait on the Lord to provide the door. God has promised to provide all I need to lead his people in one lump sum. I'm not afraid and I know I am right where I am suppose to be. I just want my live back.
If God doesn't interveen in my family and nation( group of about 80 people) after two years of giving up my life for there freedom then how can I ever go on to a different nation or claim to others that he will heal them or rescue them.
I told God this morning that If I have to move into this apartment and plant myself back in this city then the journey to freedom is over, I quit the postion. Not him or his laws but leading and sacrificing.
To fix our lives all we have to do is get employment, yet he still tells me not to because he has a different plan. The very nation that I asked for are the ones that are mocking and slandering. Instead of things getting better between releationships, things have never been so bad.
God will do what he has promised!! Thank you for allowing me to speak. God has already picked up this nation, we are all just waiting for him to set us down. Please, if you get any discernment for this letter, please e-mail me.
God bless you real good
shelley
Posted by: quickdraw
I read this yesterday:
You may feel frustrated with the pace of your progress, BUT GOD'S NEVER IN A HURRY! He took 80yrs to prepare Moses, including 40 in the wilderness!
For 14,600 days Moses probably wondered "IS IT TIME YET?" BUT GOD KEPT SAYING 'NOT YET!" Contrary to many popular book titles, there are no easy steps to maturity.
WHEN GOED WANTS TO MAKE A MUSHROOM, HE DOES IT OVERNIGHT, WHEN HE WANTS TO MAKE A GIANT OAK HE TAKES 100 YEARS!
May God bless you and keep you beneath the shadow of His wings as He brings about His perfect will and plan for your lives, His timing is always perfect!
Oh Father, give Your children Your grace, patience and courage to wait on You!!
ISAIAH 40:31
BUT THEY THAT WAIT UPON THE LORD SHALL RENEW THEIR STRENGTH; THEY SHALL MOUNT UP WITH WINGS AS EAGLES 
Forever His,
Sharon