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What would you do ?
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Posted by: Frederik
I argued with my father a few days ago and since that day we haven't been talking to each other. Actually I expected him to apologize since he really misbehaved that day, but he doesn't feel like apologizing, he thinks that I have to apologize ! He has such a distorted picture of everything, it's always him who is the innocent guy and always me who upsets him and insults him, that is really sick.
My father said to my mother that he won't apologize, he wants me to apologize. He insults me that day, tried to beat me up, said I'm no longer his son and then expects an apology !
I will not apologize, I mean supposing I apologized then he'll feel like he was right and I finally felt regret for what I have done. I didn't do anything ! However, I ask myself wether God will hear my prayers, I mean I'm not angry at my father any longer but can this affect my prayers ?
But I refuse to apologize when I don't have anything to apologize for, I mean I cannot do that. And besides that things like last week have already happened so often, he treats me like trash. Somtimes when we argue hw just throws me out or a few times I was just eating something and he simply took it away and told me to leave the kitchen. He behaves like the big boss and yells at others and threatens them, I'm really sick of this. I don't have to talk to him ever again, I won't miss it a bit. If he wants to have war, he can have it.
Posted by: StarChilde
Frederik come into chat... go to webchat on the far LEFT side, and come in there, and let me and JeriRose pray for you~ PLEASE?
go to the main menu, on the far left side, and it is 8th on the list of extras~
Posted by: Frederik
I asked a friend of mine and he said that what I am doing is sin and that it affects my prayers. I cannot believe this ! Does this mean I have to humble and apologize to my father for something I haven't done ?
He is the one who should apologize. Supposing I apologize to him, then he'll become megalomaniac, he won't even see his own mistakes, he never will see them as long as I crawl back to him. I cannot believe that I, who I am the victim in this case, am punished for not apologizing.
Maybe God doesn't even hear my prayers right now, who knows.
But how can I apologize when I didn't do anything ? I just cannot do that.