Prayer Board Requests - I need God's direction

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Originally Posted by banner

Please pray for me as I have been dealing with this issue for the past four years. I have been praying for a husband for the longest time and when I prayed about a particular person God revevealed to me in a dream that he was not the one for me. After a while, I felt as though God was leading me to another person and I began to pray and ask God for confirmation. It so happened that I did not like this guy at first because I thought that he was very arrogant and I gave him a piece of my mind on an occassion. However, for the next three years, he would say hello to me and I would ignore him, until the last time when i felt a well of tears streaming down from my face. I went home and I cried and it was as though God used his persistence to begin to heal me from resentment and anger and it opened a door of forgiveness in my life. I began to forgive people that had hurt me in the past. It was after this that i began to see him in a different light and I began to pray and ask God for confirmation. I would then dream about him putting his arm around me and total peace would come upon me. I still kept on praying. About two years ago I told his friend and his friend told me that he had a girlfriend. He later told me the next day that I should carry on praying about it. I have had two or more of what I thought were confirmations for example I flet that God was telling me that I should mention that I like a particular car in his presence that he would buy that car. He bought it. I was going to the movies with his friend and God convicted me to dress well although I wished I was going with him. then his friend called and asked if he could come along and he did, but at the cinema he said nothing. So I went home confused again. Since then he had been giving me these looks but I would not respond because I was frozen up and shocked. In all where I had been down throden by some events in my life his attention seems to have helped me through as I felt admired. I then decided to give him a call recently and explain to him that I could not respond to him as I was going through some difficulties at the time. Unfortunately his girlfriend was there at the time and she took the phone off him and she was abusing me. I felt really bad and confused. I didn't know whether it was God that was talking to me in the past. He did call back to apologise. I really need God's guidance in this situation because it has gone on for too long and I want to move on but I can't shake away the feelings that I have for him. Please help me with some insight into the situation and prayers. My prayer partner is going through a similar situation and she encourages me to hold on but i do not want to take this into the new year. Thank u.