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I want to come home
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Posted by: Jay
I want to come home to Jesus...deep down I know he loves me. My world seems to gloomy and dark. Have you ever felt like that?? I imagine ya'll have- darkness, hopelessness,hurt, pain, bitterness and anger are all I know now. I'm so afraid to open up to anyone I've been used by a man I honestly trusted..and thought I loved. I've repented of any sin we committed together and now we dont visit anymore (it was long distance)and so we talk every other night--- He is amazingly close to the Lord again...and I'm lagging behind and feel extrememly used...I mean thats where sin will get me huh? He urges me to let go of my sin and the music i listen to --the guys I hang out with.. any parties i go to...he prayed for me and everything.. and I realized that he's right i dont want satan to win in my life.. I want to overcome the power and strongholds satan has in my life.. believe me I do..
I'm coming out of depression (on anti-depressants) and I feel better mentally I guess..but the same problems remain. I know I'm not worth much, I'm only a little spec on this earth...I'm alone -by myself.. all the time.. in my room...I feel very lonely and hurt...i don't necessarily feel sorry for myself.. but this is all i know.. i wish i wasnt so selfish but its kinda hard to see anything outside this little box I'm in. Please I need someone to talk to...if you want..and only out of the goodness of your heart.. want to add something just email me at...baybgrl320****.com...
Please.. if anything.. just pray for God to touch my heart- and my life...ask that he bring people who love him into my life to help me draw nearer to him... please pray that God renews my mind.. etc.. thank you guys so much.. God bless you...
Love,
Jamie
Posted by: katij
Lord,
I know so much what it's like to feel as Jamie is. I just want to encourage her to hang on to You. For the troubles we see will soon be over, but the joys to come will last forever. Lord, bring an encourager into her life. Show her the light at the end of the tunnel. Encourage her to read the Psalms. Father, please just shine your light on this woman, show her how much you love her. Let her know how real and compassionate You are. Lord, we know that You love us, but there are just some times in our lives when we are so down and we need a real touch from You. Lord, touch Jamie today. Let her know that you are there for her. Read Jer. 29:11. Jesus, just lift that spirit of depression from her. Wrap her in the comfort of Your arms.
In Jesus name,
Amen
Posted by: eagle4him
Jamie, know that He is God, that He loves you very much and that He has never forsaken you! You did the right thing by turning to Him first. That is all He wants from you is a personal relationship. Now that you have time, you have time to dwell on Him and His word. God loved you so much that He sent His only Son to die for your sins. That battle and all of your other battles, depression, fear, sickness, etc.,with the enemy was already fought and won at Calvary! Praise God. Now your battle is not with flesh but with the enemy who wants to kill, steal and destroy. The enemy wants you to believe that you are not worthy, but that is a lie! God loves you today just as much as He loved you yesterday and before you were born He knew you and had the number of hairs on your head counted! He began a good work in you and is not yet finished. He has already screened all the attacks the enemy has against you, and He sees your victory through the blood of Jesus! The battle belongs to the Lord, and has already been fought and won. Satan is a liar! Satan is defeated! "You are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is He that is in you, than he that is in the world."-1John4:4 I pray the blood of Jesus over you today, that He would send His ministering angels to comfort you now in your time of need, and together we join in sending 10,000 warring angels to flight and fight on your behalf! Turn to the Lord in authentic praise and worship, and like what happened to Jehosophat the enemy will turn on itself and destroy itself as you exalt Him as the King of Kings. In Jesus almighty name, Amen!
Posted by: Dani
Loving Father,
In Jesus' name I lift Jamie up to you in prayer tonight and pray for intercession in her life. Father, she is continuing to look to you and I know that you are able to rescue her from her own mind. Please help her to be released from this mind-junk that the devil is using to keep her confused. Loving Lord, I praise you and thank you for your love and sending Jesus as a sacrifice for our many sins. We love you so much.
Amen