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In great need of faith renewal

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Posted by: soccerangel

I am very desperate and to top it all I think I'm loosing hope and faith. My family and I are struggling financially in every way. I just told my thirteen year old that there were not going to be christmas this year, she took it better than me. I am so behind on all the bills that's is not even funny. I pray for others and it seems to work. But I pray for me and family and there is no answer at all. I must confess that on Friday I got very angry and upset with God and said things that I shouldn't have but I am really desperated and he doesn't seem to hear me. I know I'm not the only one. But I feel like I am drowning I have no where to look for help but him and he don't answer back. My whole family is in chaos, my uncle and brothers loosing their jobs, and I can't help them because I can't help myself at this time. I'm very depressed and I feel like I don't have any reason for living. I know I have made mistakes but I have asked him for forgiveness. What I am doing wrong? Why he is not there for me? Please help me to get back in track. I think he is very angry and mad at me. How can I find the way again. I was going to church every morning looking for him, and I stop thinking that maybe he needs a break from me? Please can someone help me how to get back, I don't want to stop believing in him but it is so hard at this time of tribulation. Pleasseee help!!!!!!!


Posted by: ABurns

I know how your feel (about angry at God) I have been there a time or 2. Hang in there with your church many times they can help. I am praying for you and your situation God knows exactly what you are going through.


Posted by: JohnF

My Sister In Christ... Soccerangel

Your faith is stronger than you realize and your hope is even more powerful today than yesterday. Why? The Lord has promised.

Do not be in despair in things you cannot control... It is about "Him" and his purpose in your life. DO you know you are the twinkle in the Lord's eyes right now? Do you knnow why?

You are reaching out to him... this is what makes him so happy he has planned this problem in your life... it is your decision on how you wish to handle it... from what I can see you are doing the right things... do not give in to Satan's temptation and foresake your church... that is exactly what he would love for you to do!!!

It sound like you are in invloved in sports (i.e. "soccerangel").. I used to coach basketball for many years and let me say the competition in sports in many ways is the same in the spiritual world... you will have to compete against Satan... You have to tackle this like a game... prepare yourself like a game... and never lose the "focus and faith" in Yourself!!

I am proud to pray for you... and I will... do me a favor..okay? at 10:00pm EST tonite we will pray in spirit together... you will find a peace like never before I promise you... it may not happen immediately... but rest assured it will happen and then you will start to see the miracles you seek happen in your life.

Praise God!! For your prayers are being heard.
In Christ. John


Posted by: shale

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Originally Posted by soccerangel
I am very desperate and to top it all I think I'm loosing hope and faith. My family and I are struggling financially in every way. I just told my thirteen year old that there were not going to be christmas this year, she took it better than me. I am so behind on all the bills that's is not even funny. I pray for others and it seems to work. But I pray for me and family and there is no answer at all. I must confess that on Friday I got very angry and upset with God and said things that I shouldn't have but I am really desperated and he doesn't seem to hear me. I know I'm not the only one. But I feel like I am drowning I have no where to look for help but him and he don't answer back. My whole family is in chaos, my uncle and brothers loosing their jobs, and I can't help them because I can't help myself at this time. I'm very depressed and I feel like I don't have any reason for living. I know I have made mistakes but I have asked him for forgiveness. What I am doing wrong? Why he is not there for me? Please help me to get back in track. I think he is very angry and mad at me. How can I find the way again. I was going to church every morning looking for him, and I stop thinking that maybe he needs a break from me? Please can someone help me how to get back, I don't want to stop believing in him but it is so hard at this time of tribulation. Pleasseee help!!!!!!!


Lord Jesus, these are your people calling upon you and you have not stepped in or we are not able to see beyond our circumstances. Please Lord, open the door and give this family a breakthrough. Its not what we do or what we feel when time are tough in our lives. You are not moved by our needs but by our faith. Lord, its difficult for us to stand when we know we serve a big God. You just speak and it comes to pass. Your prophets spoke and you made it come to pass. Not by might, not by power, but by Your Holy Spirit--did things come to pass. Please Lord hear your people crying out to you for help. Stretch out your arm Lord and allow us to witness again your love for us. Ruin the plans of the enemy Lord Jesus. Let no one take glory for what you are doing in our lives. Please Lord, grant this family their breakthrough. Help this family Lord. My Lord, you made gold for ceasar in a fish...I know you can make a way when there is no way for this family. This our inheritance as your people. Lord, please heed and help. In Jesus mighty name. Amen. sh