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Please pray that I be able to kill myself

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Posted by: Douglass

as I was unsuccessful last time. My wife,from whom I am separated and my one-year-old daughter,stand to inherit 100k upon my death. I have prayed for our reconciliation to no avail,and do not wish to live without them. I realize this might seem to be a strange prayer request,but I do believe it is the best solution. Thank you.


Posted by: ANOINTED WARRIOR

I dont get this prayer but if suicide is involved I bind this demon with the chains of the holy spirit now and let the Holy Spirit send it to the pit, Jesus flood this situation with your glory and save this man and this woman may they say this prayer Jesus come into my heart and save me be my saviour and Lord forever forgive me of my sins I give you my life the best I know how amen, this is all in your hands Jesus


Posted by: Tara

Father,

I come against the devil and his tricks of suicide RIGHT NOW in the precious name of Jesus. Satan, take your slimy hands off of God's son! Flee from him now in the name of JESUS! The name above ALL NAMES!! Lord, fill Douglass with your comfort, your love, your grace. Impress upon his heart that You, who are above all, loves him with a deep, unconditional love that is neverchanging. Lord. let Douglass know that you have sent him here on Earth for a purpose. He is not a mistake nor unworthy or someone that will not go unnoticed. His is a man created in Your image and has been called according to Your purpose. Posses him, Lord.

In Jesus name I pray...Amen

Douglass,

As someone that once suffered from severe depression and suicidal thoughts and whom God himself delivered me from, I can tell you that suicide IS NOT the answer,nor something that God would want you to do.

If it was so, the Father would not have blessed you with a one year old daughter, whom is a precious Angel herself. No matter what society tells us, a girl NEEDS her father. Your daughter needs you and loves you, just as Christ loves you.

I will be praying for you.


Posted by: wanderer

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Douglass: I am not understanding what you are exactly asking for prayer for. If you are asking that I pray you are successful in taking your Life then I will not be a part of the devils scheme. We are to lift you up and glorify God and by praying that you succeed in suicide goes against anything I believe. By stating that they would gain money from this, is this the final chapter that you want? Just to give them money or if you can't have them then they can have the money instead. Sort of a guilt trip. It is obvious to me that you are not thinking straight.
Father God, I ask that you come into this situation with Douglass and I ask that you rebuke Satan. Take the blackness from Douglass's eyes and show him that in trusting You, You and You alone can lead him from these terrible thoughts. Show him how to love again, to love himself, and to give the best of him to others. Let him know that to anyone who loves him, all they want is the best of him. Give him a clear mind to think this through and to see what his consequences will be like for his child. Father, Let him see that no matter what the amount of money is it cannot replace a Father in a Childs Life. Father God take over his mind and steer him away from all of this. Father I believe that he is not asking for prayer to be successful in taking his life, but rather crying out for his Life. I ask that you wrap Your Loving arms around him and set his feet on solid ground. I ask this in your very Precious Name
God Bless You Douglass
Bev


Posted by: ZanSeverson

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Originally Posted by Douglass
as I was unsuccessful last time. My wife,from whom I am separated and my one-year-old daughter,stand to inherit 100k upon my death. I have prayed for our reconciliation to no avail,and do not wish to live without them. I realize this might seem to be a strange prayer request,but I do believe it is the best solution. Thank you.


Before you attempt to kill yourself call a friend, a pastor or a doctor. Allow them to help you process your feelings. Allow them to support you at this difficult time in your life.

Think about your child living without a Dad of whom she loves very much even at one year. She will grow up never knowing her loving, kind, giving father. I understand your feelings of confusion, loneliness, anger, frustration, but you must look forward to your time with your daughter first.

My prayers are for you to find help. This may not be what you are asking for but don't take the easy way out of life even though it is difficult. Just remember you don't give birth to anything until you go through a birthing process.


Posted by: akabezalel

Douglass:

If you kill yourself your wife and child will not inherit one single penny of your insurance! There is always a suicide clause written into life insurance policies.

NO ON WILL GET ANY MONEY FOR YOUR DEATH BY SUICIDE!

Not the hospital or morgue or funeral home to pay for your final expenses!

You will be doing nothing but sending yourself to hell and placing an immense financial burden on your family!

You will do more for your family by staying alive to give your daughter a FATHER to be "Daddy's Girl" to. You do not want her to have to find someone to take your place in her heart! She may never find anyone to fill that empty spot.

She may turn her back on God because of your act of suicide! Do you want your daughter to spend eternity in hell because of your actions? I do not think so.

STOP being so selfish! Wanting to get out of difficulties by running from them and committing suicide is NEVER the right way to solve your problems. You just leave the mess for someone else to clean up.

You need Jesus and you need Him in a close Salvation Relationship. I suggest that you honestly spend some time (hours) in prayer. In Repentance for your sins, for Salvation, for guidance in how to reconcile, for wisdom in raising your baby, for just plain fellowship and relationship with God!

There are always people here who will be glad to lead you in repentance and Salvation, just ask!

Or you can go to the Salvations Forum and read the sticky about Salvation, Jerry has written down what you need to do to be saved.

A prayer for Salvation is the only prayer that God can hear through sin. I suggest you have a long talk with the FATHER and start your life over again.


Posted by: FriendOfGod

No, I will not! God will not honor such a request! Please don't kill yourself! I will pray for you to find peace. I will pray that you will be reconciled with your wife. It is not up to you when you die. It is up to God when he will take you home. It is a sin to commit suicide, and you will not be welcome into God's kingdom if you die from the result of suicide(Since there is no chance of repentance when you take your life.) I know you are hurting. Killing yourself is not the answer. Your wife will resent you for doing it for the rest of her days, money or no money! Killing yourself so your wife can have 100K is no way to love her. Having the policy yes, in case of death, not purposely brought on by you. Jesus will be deeply hurt if you do it, for he knows that you would not get to go home with him. I pray you can gain the strength to reconcile with your wife. There is hope.
Oh dear Lord, please spare this man's life. Fill him up with your peace. Give this poor soul hope, peace and comfort. Give him strength to get through this seemingly unbearable time. Get this man help! Set him free from this bondage of torment. Help him to find the light. To find meaning in his life! Cast the demons out of his mind and heart that are telling him to take his life! Lord save him! I ask this desperately in the mighty name of Jesus!

I care and send God's Love!
Your sister in Christ
Janet


Posted by: jedijeb

Lord deliver Douglas from his destructive thoughts and breath new life and fire into his spirit. Lord make him into a mighty witness for You and not a pawn for Satan. Lord show him Your will. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.


Posted by: Montauk173

Lord I pray that You rid Douglas of his thoughts and that You show him what a great future he will have if he only believes in You and trusts that You will make everything okay.


Posted by: shale

Its when we are at our deepest darkest moments that death seems sweet. You have more reason to live than to die if you really think about it. You have a "wife" still, you have a daughter to think about and her future. You also have Jesus...who already paid the price for your life. Don't you want to be part of your dauther's life inspite of your separation from your wife? Healing and restoration doesn't happen overnight. Money cannot replace you and your role as your daughter's father. She needs you and only you can care for her the way she needs to be cared for. God picked you to be her father. Seek first the Kingdom of Heaven, and everything will fall into place...according to the will of God. God doesn't make mistakes...and He does understand your situation. Healing is a process and takes time. Being a parent is a lifetime job. Don't step away from your role as a father. Yes, life hurts and sometimes it seems the Lord isn't doing anything. But I know He is. He promised and spoke to these pains of ours already. Cast your cares upon the Lord. His burden is light and His yoke is easy. Just hurt for now -- but give 2 minutes of your time to Jesus...He understands and knows your pain first hand. Call on the Name OF Jesus-Just say His name..words get in the way..Just cry out to Him and let Him carry you..You are not alone.

Oh Jesus, cover this man with your unconditional love and peace. Lord, show him his purpose in this life. Show him how wonderfully made he is in you. Jesus, I believe love conquors all. Your love for us put you on the cross for our sins. My Lord, I pray for intervention and that your Holy Spirit will minister Your awesome comfort to this man. Allow him to play his fatherly role to his child. My Lord, nothing in this world can take his place. He is so needed in this world. Lord, give him the strenghth to carry on and take one step at a time forward. Please God, be the comforter and healer for my brother. I pray beauty for ashes Lord Jesus, I pray for healing and deliverance. I rebuke the enemy and his plans. I pray Lord for your hand to help this man in his situation. Only you know the plans for your people Jesus. I believe the life you have prepared for this man and his family is good. In Jesus Name, Amen.