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Posted by: WhoAmI

Hello. My name is Katheryn and I really need help. I've ran so far away from God that I just don't know if I can ever come back. I have messed everything up. I thought I was in love with a man, who used me and tossed me away. I gave up everything for him. I quite college, my church, my family, and worst of all God. Now I am going back to church but I stay in our Childrens church away from my preacher and all the others. When I walk into that place I just feel so dirty, and I can't get clean. God was the one person who loved me, really loved me and I turned my back to him. I haven't prayed in forever, I can't pray. I feel like my sin is to great to be forgiven. I don't desirve to be forgiven. How could God love me if I can't even love me. Please help me, I don't know what to do. please it hurts so bad now. Please help.


Posted by: ANOINTED WARRIOR

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Originally Posted by WhoAmI
Hello. My name is Katheryn and I really need help. I've ran so far away from God that I just don't know if I can ever come back. I have messed everything up. I thought I was in love with a man, who used me and tossed me away. I gave up everything for him. I quite college, my church, my family, and worst of all God. Now I am going back to church but I stay in our Childrens church away from my preacher and all the others. When I walk into that place I just feel so dirty, and I can't get clean. God was the one person who loved me, really loved me and I turned my back to him. I haven't prayed in forever, I can't pray. I feel like my sin is to great to be forgiven. I don't desirve to be forgiven. How could God love me if I can't even love me. Please help me, I don't know what to do. please it hurts so bad now. Please help.

pray this Jesus comes to you always with the arms of grace and mercy no matter what you do and love say this right here: Jesus I leave my whole life in your hands and give it to you the best I know how, I confess unto you all my secret sins all my open sins, every sin; forgive me of all my sins in the past, present and future, I recieve your gift of salvation in what you did on the cross for me into my heart now and forever more, come into my heart as Saviour and Lord forever, write my name in the Lambs book of Life and make me your child now forever in you Jesus, the best I know how I will follow you and listen to you and let your will be done and not mine, I lay down all my burdens and sorrows and pain and leave it all in your hands, You are Lord of my life and I am not so I will step out of the way and let you be Lord and watch you do mighty and wonderful things in my life Amen!!! Jesus show this person the way and hug them ever so tight in you now


Posted by: shalu

((((((HUGS)))) Katheryn!!!! I am sooo glad that you are here. I know, that the Lord God has heard your cries and you are not here by an accident!!! You have just had a divine appointment with Your Lord and Savior. He brought you to a place that is soooo drowning in the annointing. The Lord is doing great things here and I PRAISE YOU LORD GOD for Your child is turning back to YOU!!!

You can never go too far that God can't reach you or meet you. In fact, He has been making many divine appointments with you, to turn your heart back to HIM.

Luke 15

The Parable of the Lost Sheep

1Now the tax collectors and "sinners" were all gathering around to hear him. 2But the Pharisees and the teachers of the law muttered, "This man welcomes sinners and eats with them."
3Then Jesus told them this parable: 4"Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Does he not leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it? 5And when he finds it, he joyfully puts it on his shoulders 6and goes home. Then he calls his friends and neighbors together and says, 'Rejoice with me; I have found my lost sheep.' 7I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent.

The Parable of the Lost Coin

8"Or suppose a woman has ten silver coins[1] and loses one. Does she not light a lamp, sweep the house and search carefully until she finds it? 9And when she finds it, she calls her friends and neighbors together and says, 'Rejoice with me; I have found my lost coin.' 10In the same way, I tell you, there is rejoicing in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents."

The Parable of the Lost Son

11Jesus continued: "There was a man who had two sons. 12The younger one said to his father, 'Father, give me my share of the estate.' So he divided his property between them.
13"Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living. 14After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need. 15So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs. 16He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything.
17"When he came to his senses, he said, 'How many of my father's hired men have food to spare, and here I am starving to death! 18I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. 19I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired men.' 20So he got up and went to his father.
"But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.
21"The son said to him, 'Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.[2] '
22"But the father said to his servants, 'Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. 23Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let's have a feast and celebrate. 24For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' So they began to celebrate.
25"Meanwhile, the older son was in the field. When he came near the house, he heard music and dancing. 26So he called one of the servants and asked him what was going on. 27'Your brother has come,' he replied, 'and your father has killed the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound.'
28"The older brother became angry and refused to go in. So his father went out and pleaded with him. 29But he answered his father, 'Look! All these years I've been slaving for you and never disobeyed your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat so I could celebrate with my friends. 30But when this son of yours who has squandered your property with prostitutes comes home, you kill the fattened calf for him!'
31" 'My son,' the father said, 'you are always with me, and everything I have is yours. 32But we had to celebrate and be glad, because this brother of yours was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.'

Lord I lift up Katheryn up to You. I praise You LORD for one of Your lost sheep has come home. How the heavens must be rejoicing for her return. She is so very precious to You. Father, I praise You for Your forgiveness for our sins, so that we don't have to feel shame and dirty. That shame turns into repentance, repentance turns into the creation of a NEW HEART AND MIND. Transform her mind Lord Jesus, so that she had peace in knowing that there is NOTHING too dirty for You to take from her. There is nothing that she has done, that cannot be turned to gold with Your holy touch. WOW, LORD, I am so very excited for her return home. I pray that your peace and comfort rains down on her, as she is reassured of Your UNCONDITIONAL LOVE for EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US!!!! I pray this all in YOUR name, Amen.

Shalu


Posted by: kasi64

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Originally Posted by WhoAmI
Hello. My name is Katheryn and I really need help. I've ran so far away from God that I just don't know if I can ever come back. I have messed everything up. I thought I was in love with a man, who used me and tossed me away. I gave up everything for him. I quite college, my church, my family, and worst of all God. Now I am going back to church but I stay in our Childrens church away from my preacher and all the others. When I walk into that place I just feel so dirty, and I can't get clean. God was the one person who loved me, really loved me and I turned my back to him. I haven't prayed in forever, I can't pray. I feel like my sin is to great to be forgiven. I don't desirve to be forgiven. How could God love me if I can't even love me. Please help me, I don't know what to do. please it hurts so bad now. Please help.




ANOTHER((((HUG)))))) FROM ME TOO. YOUR SIN IS NOT TOO GREAT TO BE FORGIVEN AND JESUS" BLOOD WAS ENOUGH TO COVER YOUR SIN. SHAME IS THE MARK OF APPROVAL FROM SATAN. DONT LET HIM HAVE ONE MORE SECOND OF YOUR LIFE. HUMBLY LAY IT DOWN AT THE FEET OF THE LORD AND LET HIM WASH YOU CLEAN. COME BACK HOME NOW!! WE LOVE YOU HERE AND GOD LOVES YOU RIGHT WHERE YOU ARE RIGHT NOW. WE ARE GLAD YOU ARE HERE.!! WELCOME, LOVE KASSY


Posted by: rachel70

Ask the Holy Spirit to speak for you when you can't . You are not too dirty to be clean and forgiven. No one is!!! You WILL make it through this and be even stronger.