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I give up!!!

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Posted by: piuku

Hi!!!

I am so tired.I give up. I give up my dreams to be with the man I love.He is still drinking and hurting me even if I left him and take away our baby boy.He has hold on me...I tryied to pray his salvation,I still am.I prayed that someday we will be a family again praising the Lord together.Maybe it isin't Gods plan and I am so mad because of that.This was the man I wanted, this was the man I loved and still do....
And I give up from myself.I am not good christian and I don't know how to put God first.I believe He is here, but I can't trust Him.I can't trust anybody.I am doing things wrong.

I give up hope for a family, a husband who love me back.I am trying to grow my son.Please pray that he will grow with God,not with drinking,not with satan.

I give up hope to ever be happy.All my life I've been unhappy.The moment of gold was when my child born.I love him and I wanna raise him right.Give me power to do that. Give me power to pray my ex boyfriends salvation!Give me place to live and people who I can trust.Give me money to survive, give me love, give me wisdom...Give me streght.Ou please let me be HAPPY!!!!!
Pray for us:
-Pia, her son: Joona and ex bf:Janne-


Posted by: hopefulchild

I know it may seem like you're giving up; but I feel if you truly looked to God you will see you are "letting go" and "letting GOD" handle this situation. You have a beautiful child; put that love into your child and open your heart to love--your child is someone you have together; a gift from your relationship...My prayer is that God will open your eyes to the blessings you have in your child---a vessel where you can pour all the love you have. My experience is that having my children in my life has kept me going...because I want to show them I love them in spite of all I've gone thru. Please stand today and say "I will trust you Lord in all my disappointments, pain, heartaches, troubles, I will trust, I will trust you Jesus." I know God will be there for you and you'll find peace and happiness; please put your heart in his hands. May God bless you and your child.


Posted by: KSunshine'sMIRACLE

God will gve you joy in your life, and your family, He will. I do believe He is. Let Him do it, He will. I praise You God for what You have planned for this family. I know it must be good. Keep beliving. Ask Him everything You don't know. Again and again if you are like me. He'll show you.
Love,
Kerri