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Originally Posted by piuku
Hi!!!
I am back.Firts I wanna confess my sins.I have done wrong.Dear Lord forgive me.I am like a baby with my faith.It is so easy to slip...make me stronger. Then I wanna ask salvation for my friends:Pirjo,Anu,Anne,Sami,Ilu,Rami,Toni,Jenny and Kikka. I wanna also ask salvation for my ex bf(father of our son).Lord Thak You that he has been so good father lately and he has been sober.I know these are only babysteps,but I can wait...Thank You for saving him.Let the alcohol taste so poisoned that he don't wanna ever drink it anymore.Make him so sick from drinking that it is not option to relief stress that he has.Make him speak only the trueth.I wanna thank You because he has stardet to speak with me and telling me how he feels.I still love him, but I know that now I have to watch what happen.And maybe someday I can marry him if not then LET ME FIND SOMEBODY WHO MAKES ME HAPPY.Before that teach me how to love myself and how to grow. I wanna thank You fo my son and friends and everything.I don't deserve to be Your child,but still You always take me back.I love You and I love all people here.Now I an hurting but You make me keep going on. Love:Pia |