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Originally Posted by jessicanphillip
I no longer need a breakthrough. I no longer feel desperate, even though I still don't have money to move into the house we paid a deposit for. I don't feel worried. I come in here for support, it helps, even though I have no emergency, I want to tell ya'll what the progress has been, and I do want prayer, because I am just starting a journy with God, I think, and I don't know wher I am going. But Y'all (I'm in Tennessee. This is how we talk.) wouldn't believe this dog! I have NEVER seen a dog this big! She's like a horse in my apartment. When she jumps up on me, she's as tall as I am. But she is so friendly. She thinks she's a puppy. She just bounds around, and she seems to know not to jump up on the baby...(1 1/2 year old) I am becoming happy with this dog. she makes me laugh. The kids are thrilled. And we are moving to a house with a backyard if we come up with rent money. My son is over there playing with the dogs tail and squealing. The dog has made herself comfortable on the couch. If you want me to send you a picture, or a video of this dog, email me.. I have my camera hooked up to my computer. She's very big. I believe that god found us the house across from my daughters school, it's perfect. And I believe that god already had the dog in mind when he picked the house with the back yard. I got out of bed today, cause I had to take this huge dog outside. I usually dont get up in the morning. Could a big smelly dog be the cure for my depression, after all of the medications i've tried? I think maye that, and ya'll, and a website somebody directed me to about how to clean, and the new house
(please pray we get there) may , together, help me be happy again. But I'd also like to stay on the computer to keep coming here and to the cleaning site, but that will be more difficult, because the phone bill definately comes last. Ah well. My aol account will stay on for a while. Will anybody email me when my phone is off, so if i go to the library to check, I will still have support? Thank you all. |