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Posted by: Montauk173

I feel bad that I have not been on the board in a long time. I still pray to the Lord and sleep with my rosary beads at night. I have been having difficulty at my job and am on the verge of losing it. I have a meeting this Thursday with my principal and a union rep. This is not good and I am probably on my way out.

I am devastated. This was my dream job which I had waited 6 years to get out of school. I admit I have not been perfect and am not where I should be in terms of my skills. I wish with all my heart I could have done everything perfectly or almost anyway. But sadly I have not. I can be lax at times and have difficulty focusing or organizing myself. I had wanted this job for a long time and will probably lose it. I feel like a loser and want to just go to sleep and not wake up. I know this is not the answer. I know that when God closes a door he opens another and that somethings just happen for a reason. Whatever happens please pray that God give me the wisdom to finally for the first time learn from the error of my ways so that I will not make these mistakes in the future. Please pray that I find a new job to support myself. I have no one to help me out if I do. I'm so scared and upset with myself. God please make me strong and give me wisdom. Let me learn for good how my laxness and unorganization is detrimental and lift me up high. I need you all the time.

Please pray for me !!!!

Erin


Posted by: cgirl

Thank you heavenly Father for your mercy and grace. We ask that you would help her in this situation. We ask that you give her direction. And to stay focused on you in prayer so that she will have peace no matter what the job sitation is. Give wisdom too in Jesus name, we pray to you our Father, amen and amen.


Posted by: Montauk173

Thanks for your prayers. I have a meeting with my principal and union rep on Thursday. I know it's not going to be pretty. I just pray to God that he'll protect me and guide me to my new job if this one is not the one he wants me to have. I also pray that if I get a new job that I will not make the same mistakes I have made in this one and that I will learn from the error of my ways and improve as a person.