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Need prayers for me (sober women). I can't take much more..

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Posted by: Marychr00

I need prayers for the family of my best friend who died Friday 3-19-04 and was buried on what would have been her 44th birthday. I had not seen her for at least 14 years, but thanks to email we always kept in touch, I still feel her presents as if she is sitting beside me, she was living in Oklahoma and I still live in New Jersey where we both gow up. She was my best friend since childhood, the only one I was in touch with. I am/was devistated when my father called me to see if I knew. Since her mother who lives in Ohio didn't know my current last name (which I am changing soon after my divorce in July 2003, from a lying cheating man, who at first stole my heart 10 yrs ago, and said after the first affair that he had changed, I have to let go of that because he will never change, he was having an affair/sex with a 16 yr old student, seeing his now wife and married to me all at the same time)
Sorry to get off the subject, but this past year and a half have weekend my faith in my God. The only time I feel his presence at this time is when I am either at church, or an AA meeting, (I am a recovering alcoholic and addict) My friends in AA give me the strenght to go on, but the lonines I feel is very difficult. To top it off I also have Multiple sclerosis and other problems health wise and I am only 42. How much more can I take... God please grant me the serenity to accept the things I CAN NOT CHANGE, the courage to change the things I CAN and the WISDOM to know the difference. Please keep me in your prayers or prayer circle, I truly need as many as possible. for myself, ,my best friends family, my father since the death of my mother last January. I apologize for rambling on, but when it is written and not just a thought it helps some what.

Love and prayers to others dealing with many difficulties.
marychr00dark red


Posted by: Christy Demoran

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Originally Posted by Marychr00
I need prayers for the family of my best friend who died Friday 3-19-04 and was buried on what would have been her 44th birthday. I had not seen her for at least 14 years, but thanks to email we always kept in touch, I still feel her presents as if she is sitting beside me, she was living in Oklahoma and I still live in New Jersey where we both gow up. She was my best friend since childhood, the only one I was in touch with. I am/was devistated when my father called me to see if I knew. Since her mother who lives in Ohio didn't know my current last name (which I am changing soon after my divorce in July 2003, from a lying cheating man, who at first stole my heart 10 yrs ago, and said after the first affair that he had changed, I have to let go of that because he will never change, he was having an affair/sex with a 16 yr old student, seeing his now wife and married to me all at the same time)
Sorry to get off the subject, but this past year and a half have weekend my faith in my God. The only time I feel his presence at this time is when I am either at church, or an AA meeting, (I am a recovering alcoholic and addict) My friends in AA give me the strenght to go on, but the lonines I feel is very difficult. To top it off I also have Multiple sclerosis and other problems health wise and I am only 42. How much more can I take... God please grant me the serenity to accept the things I CAN NOT CHANGE, the courage to change the things I CAN and the WISDOM to know the difference. Please keep me in your prayers or prayer circle, I truly need as many as possible. for myself, ,my best friends family, my father since the death of my mother last January. I apologize for rambling on, but when it is written and not just a thought it helps some what.

Love and prayers to others dealing with many difficulties.
marychr00dark red

marychr00,
You need the power of the Holy Spirit! You should be sending those demons on the run instead of them running you. You are a child of the King! You have authority in the name of Jesus! The same power that raised Jesus form the dead lives in YOU. Start useing the power Jesus gave you. The Lord said you have not because you ask not. ASK the Lord to give you the Holy Spirit.Just start thanking and praiseing Him for it. Get in a Spirit of worship and praise!
Father in Jesus name send the Holy Spirit to decend upon marychr00, give her the power to overcome the evil that is souronding her. Open her eyes let her see and know all the powers you left us when You went away. Send Godly people to come along side her strengthen her, that she will start sending demons fleeing from her. Thank You Jesus, amen and Amen!