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Need prayer before I go crazy!!!!

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Posted by: Deanne

I am in desperate need for your prayers. I am a single mom of 6 children. I'm am struggling like never before. Our house is falling apart. We have no furnace, our roof is caving in and we stand to lose everything. My oldest son(22 years old) just moved back in with me. He is bi-ploar and very difficult to handle. He is his own worst enemy. He is either drinking or doing drugs or in trouble with the law. Now he is having an affair with a married woman and her husband wants to kill him. I am afraid because its just me and my kids and I have nobody here to call. My 10 year old daughter is disabled and extremly difficult to manage. I can't take her anywhere because her behaviors are too difficult,so I have to constantly be at home with her. She is constantly either hitting, bitting, kicking or cussing at me. I don't own a car so when I feel like I can't take it anymore all I can do is stand outside. I can't even leave my daughter for a minute so I never get a break. I have no support at all. I know I have the Lord but he doesn't come over and help me. He seems so distant at times. I did meet a very wonderful man,but his daughter just moved in with him and she completly controls his life and he lets her. She only allows him about 15 minutes a day to spend with me. It hurts me so bad because before she moved in with him I allowed myself to fall in love with him. Now I suffer from a broken heart. To top things off I have a extremly controlling Mother. She thinks since my husband left me that she got ownership of me. She is mentally sick and she is really a challenge. She can scream for hours upon hours at a time. She will call and scream if I go for a walk without calling her first to let her know I was going. We are out of money and have been since about the first of the month. I have no way to pay these bills. We have about three more meals before we are out of food. I have not posted here for awhile because I'm sure I sound like a broken record. I am feeling so desperate right now, so I hope you will forgive me for posting again. Deanne


Posted by: Christy Demoran

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Originally Posted by Deanne
I am in desperate need for your prayers. I am a single mom of 6 children. I'm am struggling like never before. Our house is falling apart. We have no furnace, our roof is caving in and we stand to lose everything. My oldest son(22 years old) just moved back in with me. He is bi-ploar and very difficult to handle. He is his own worst enemy. He is either drinking or doing drugs or in trouble with the law. Now he is having an affair with a married woman and her husband wants to kill him. I am afraid because its just me and my kids and I have nobody here to call. My 10 year old daughter is disabled and extremly difficult to manage. I can't take her anywhere because her behaviors are too difficult,so I have to constantly be at home with her. She is constantly either hitting, bitting, kicking or cussing at me. I don't own a car so when I feel like I can't take it anymore all I can do is stand outside. I can't even leave my daughter for a minute so I never get a break. I have no support at all. I know I have the Lord but he doesn't come over and help me. He seems so distant at times. I did meet a very wonderful man,but his daughter just moved in with him and she completly controls his life and he lets her. She only allows him about 15 minutes a day to spend with me. It hurts me so bad because before she moved in with him I allowed myself to fall in love with him. Now I suffer from a broken heart. To top things off I have a extremly controlling Mother. She thinks since my husband left me that she got ownership of me. She is mentally sick and she is really a challenge. She can scream for hours upon hours at a time. She will call and scream if I go for a walk without calling her first to let her know I was going. We are out of money and have been since about the first of the month. I have no way to pay these bills. We have about three more meals before we are out of food. I have not posted here for awhile because I'm sure I sound like a broken record. I am feeling so desperate right now, so I hope you will forgive me for posting again. Deanne


YAHWEH YIREH,
THE LORD WILL PROVIDE
IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS,
Father, i CRY OUT YOUR NAME, THE NAME THAT IS ABOVE ALL NAMES!! JESUS, Come quickly Lord! Deanne, is in distress! Jesus move in a might way Right Now Lord, Right Now, we need YOU!! I bind, these demonic forces comming against her so strongly! YOU are stronger Lord, YOU is all she need right now! YOUR GRACE, it is sufficient, Lord grant relief to her this hour, this minute!
Deanne, i know what your going through, i have been there too! Not quite to the extent you have but Jesus is there with you, right now. Take a deep breath, and just focus on Him, think on Him, think on good things! He knows all you are going through, He feels what you are feeling! Do you have access to a radio? Turn it on a christian station and listen, and play chritian music. satan, and the demons cannot where there is worship of the Lord! You need some strength, Read the Word, but i know that, in your situation is almost impossible, so please play christian music. Faith comes by hearing, hearing by the word of God. You really need to sink yourself into Gods word. Worship and Praise Him, no matter what you are going through. He can and will change your circumstances, cry out with an earnest heart and seek Him First, above ALL ELSE! Dont look to anything or anyone else, He is Your diliverer, your refuge and strength. With all those thing comming against you, Greater is He that is in you, than He that is in the world!! The thing is you dont have to take this kind of oppression any longer!! You need to know what He said about all this! You need to use His word, it is quicker that a 2 edged sword! The power He has already given you is stronger than anything! You need to be built up in His word. It is your shield! There are also things you can do to lessen your load, your boy the one that is over 20, if he wont go on his own, get some help, call the law, to help you get him out! Dont protect him from, the world, but give him to the Lord, lay him at Jesus feet, and trust God will take care of him, dont keep him from suffering, through suffering, Jesus learned obediance. When he faces the real world, it will humble him and the Lord will use that suffering to convict his heart, and start to work in his life. Pray continually for him, but trust him in Gods hands! We have to let go and let God, Some times we have to turn the switch on for the lights, to come on, we have to do our part! Give God something to wok with in his life. It might take a while, but God will and is gonna word all things for your and his good!
Father, i leave all this in Your hands, and pray YOU through all this, get the Honor and Glory and Praise, when it is all said and done. Lord you and only YOU can turn this all around for the good of all!! Jesus i could go on and on writing, but YOU know all and already have a plan for their lives, i just Pray Lord it be manifested, soon!! My heart bleeds for this dear sister, send the mightyest of angles to stand by her side and minister to her every need, open her ears to YOUR Voice, Jesus that she can hear clearly what it is you would have her to do and give her the heart to do it!! We just love YOU and Praise YOU, Jesus-Amen


Posted by: jfelix

Father, in the name of Jesus, remove the stress from Deanne. SHe can place all the worry on you. Father supply all of this family's needs, you already know their situation. Open the doors of Heaven and pour your blessings over this family. Watch and protect all of the kids, give Deanne the patience and endurance to handle all of her kids. Weigh heavy on the kids hearts to be more kind and loving towards their mother. Bless this family financially, meet all of their needs. Father you always make a way out of no way, you are our supplier and provider, all we have to do is place you first in everything we do.

Scripture says:

1st JOHN 5
Now this is the confidence that we have in Him, that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us. And if we know that He hears us, whatever we ask, we know that we have the petitions that we have asked of Him.

Proverbs 3:5-6
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; 6 and in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

James 1:12
Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.

AMEN


Posted by: Georgia_Girl

My Heavenly Father I come to you now asking that you take Deanne and shelter her under your wings. I pray that she will take on a new spirit and that you send your angels to protect her from the heartache that she is facing. Bless her life Father more than anything. Give her the faith to stand up to Satan and his army and yell out in Jesus name to leave her home and her family. Lord that is the only way for total peace. Give her a heart of gold Lord and a wonderful person to share it with. One that will love you and her more than anyone could comprehend.
I pray this in Jesus name.
Amen


Posted by: ssisles

Father in the name of Jesus fill this family with all of your love and peace in all areas of their lives. Lord bring change for the best. And Bless Deannes Finenances like never before. Lord Provide for all her needs and keep all evil away fom her family.And put this family in order o lord. Lord all angels put in action of their lives like never before. Lord Do dynamic miracles and Let your light shine on this family. Lord let her sun be on fire for god and full of joy and direct his path o lord just protect this lovely family O lord amen.

-Sharina


Posted by: smefaj4

Our Father, Lord of wonders and all the love that it is in us I pray to you right now. Lord Deanne needs you right now in a special way. Touch her heart God and give her a renewed feeling. Lord when she feels like she has gone as far as she can help her to remember that she is not the one who has to walk but you will carry her when she gets tired and you are the one who hold her when she needs the strong arms at night. Help us father to be her support group and let her known that we are always here and sometimes our lives feel like the can not get any worse and in truth sometimes they can't to us Father but you are in control and we just have to believe. Bless her family tonight Lord and give them a restful sleep. In your name I pray, Amen


Deanne, I want you to read a couple of verses in the Bible if you can. Matthew chapter 6:25-34. It is over worry and I know that you may have read it before but this time right before you read get on your knees and say Father tonight I need you more. Help my family to be paitent and kind Lord. Help me to not worry and help me to be able to hang on to you and grow in you daily. Just open your heart up to him and he will give you great rest in Him.


Posted by: faith rising

I will be praying for you!


Posted by: Diane1

I can't imagine your pain, I too have been suffering attacks. Believe that Prayer is Powerful. I will pray for you and your situation. I prayed for you this morning and asked protection for your son, and you and your children.

God is always under control. We just have to keep our eyes focused on him. When all seems so hopeless we have to keep our eyes focused on him. Read his scripture, read PSALM 101 and claim your renewed faith to God. Someone told me the other day, that my prayers have to honor my actions. And this I do and try to do.

I pray for peace for you, I pray that you will be surrounded by many God serving people who will come to help you and give you rest and peace. I pray for salavation for your son. I pray for your daughter to recieve such a healing. And I pray that money come upon you in a mighty way that you would know it is only by the Grace of God.

Hold on and let me know if I can help you. Your sister in christ, Diane1 pop


Posted by: WoMoMe

Our Heavenly Father, loving Father of all who are fatherless, for whatever reason, you know the heart of our sister, Deanne, and you know her needs. You promise that if we ask, you will bless... so I ask that you please give Deanne guidance and courage to do whatever is neccesary to help her oldest son grow and become a better man while doing whatever is takes to help her 10 yr. old daughter so she and all of her children can overcome or learn to better cope with the difficulties they face. Thank you Father for your true love. Place people in this families life to help them meet their everyday needs and shelter Deanne as she learns new ways to handle her mother's overbearingness. Bring laughter, joy and new good things to this family quickly, since they are so limited and confined now. BRING TO Deanne Christian fellowship who will pray for them, lift them and stand with them and assist them wherever they need.
I pray in Jesus Holy Name, Amen.