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Originally Posted by Debi16
I just wanted to share. During my prayer Friday night, I also felt the need to ask for forgiveness for sin. With me, this is my second marriage and I am Catholic so I constantly want to know if God sees me guilty of adultery. I think He has forgiven me...I spent quite a bit of time crying and asking for forgiveness, again and He still leads me to scripture that He will restore my marriage. I was not totally walking with the Lord back when I divorced. That is no excuse, but it's truth. I am standing for this marriage...it is a covenant vow and I will fight for life if I have to. God has forgiven me and bestowed blessings upon me and U.B. Now to my report.
Last night U.B. came over and we sat and talked and laughed for a couple of hours. We always have no problem on the friendship area, as I have probably mentioned. He was so much back to his "old self" last night I fell in love with him all over again! He was teasing me relentlessly. He invited me to get "cozy" with him so I sat with him on his chair and he called me "sweetie"!!! Pet names are a no-no at this point (I thought) so I didn't make a big deal out of it. He also said I looked really nice in the outfit I wore. Awwwww! I kept it very loving and easy-going. We ended up being intimate and he stayed a couple more hours after that. He was so fun-loving last night. Just like the guy I fell in love with. He was really teasing me and I was threatening to tickle him or punch him (lovingly, of course!). I wanted him to stay the night but he just told me "you wait until next Sat, I have something planned for you!" I can't wait to see if he will be in this mood next week. ALL the glory goes to God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He is working on my husband and I praise Him and thank Him!!! God is soooo AWESOME! I have been faithful in prayer that the Lord would change and mold U.B. and restore him to Jesus and He is truly touching his heart!!! I am so happy that God loves us sooo much, He answers our prayers to Him. I try not to think about the fact that I want U.B. home, I want him to come see me more, I want a miracle NOW. It is not in our timing but the Lord's and I am steadfast, my Lord, I am steadfast!!! Praise Jesus! He gives me the strength to go on day after day. People we must remain strong in our faith. The Lord will not let us down!!! He is So VERY good. I know this is probably gonna be a LONG, very HARD road to travel, but I trust in my Father! Keep us in prayer, please. God bless us all!!!!! Debi |
I hope a little bit of his enthusiasm is from our day together Sat. I am praying he is letting God in because he knows that I am never giving up on us both walking with God.
above works in the most wonderful ways. May the Holy spirit give you strenght now to wait patiently for God's will. Our Lord above is the God of impossible. I pray Jesus continues to do his wonderful miracle in your life. Your this message will give a lot of courage to the grieving herats
posted due to their marital problems. May God Bless you abundantly and may he listen to others parys just as he did for you.
Praise your Jesus Thank you Jesus

I made the comment that I wonder what my neighbor across the road (an elderly lady I hardly ever see) thinks as UB has been gone almost 9 months and recently here is his car in the driveway every Sat. and when he stays over...hmmmm. LOL He teased me that I better be careful or he'll start borrowing other cars to park overnight. I threatened to whack him with my paper! The nice part was he said "at our house" and not "your house". 


Unlike with his family whom I think he still lies to, telling them he is staying with a male friend.|
Originally Posted by Debi16
Hi all,
I am just sharing an update. Much the same as has been happening, but it gives me a reason to praise Him to everyone!!! I am so guilty of making mountains out of molehills!!! When satan throws something in my path that makes me stumble, I tend to go all to pieces and believe what I see. God has never failed to whack me and tell me it's not so, to stop being so assuming. He has never led me wrong! I could give you so many examples of how I "saw" something and God assured me it was satan's tricks, and I had to beat myself up before I let it sink in my stubborn skull and believe Him whom I should've been believing all along. Today was a little bit like that. But I am recovering quicker because of God's Grace!!! ![]() ![]() ![]() UB came over last night about 11pm. We sat talking and listening to music until really late...3:30am. I am tempted to tell him either stay or go home but I am sleepy. LOL. To understand my dear, sweet hubby, you have to know he needs an excuse for EVERYTHING!!! Last weekend he stayed over because he had to work at 9am. I didn't offer him to stay because I don't want to pressure him at all. Anyway, he says "don't you think we should get some sleep?" LOL. We did. Oh, and when he first got here, he brought me cookies from his job! AHHHHHH! How sweet! Usually when we wake up, he goes home. We did wake up and go back to sleep a few times before we got out of bed. We talked some more and this is when he says "will the boys be here on the weekends this summer?" They are my teen sons and they KNOW he comes over on Sat. They usually spend the weekends with their dad but he is due to move out of state this summer. I do have to admit, before I would've freaked out and we would've had a HUGE fight over it. I was hurt but I teased him "are you trying to skip out on seeing me for the summer?" He looked upset, told me no, made a joke of it too. Inside I am crying because I want this separation to end, at least emotionally, if not physically. To me he is saying, this is going to continue for a LONG time! So, I am saying goodbye to him, walked him out and while he is getting in his car, he get's serious again and says he still wants to come over, that he is not saying he doesn't want to see me. I understand that he feels uncomfy. I am honest with my boys and the older one (16yrs) will ask me on occasion when will UB grow up and come home to me. The younger (14) will see his car in town and want to stop and see him. They know he stays over, which has been frequently lately! Unlike with his family whom I think he still lies to, telling them he is staying with a male friend.I do cry when he leaves, pray and read my bible. God is ever faithful and tells me to wait and be patient. I feel bad that I let it upset me. It just hurts so much when he is so loving, kissing me, being intimate with me, teasing me, tickling me, being the man I fell in love with, then telling me he still wants to be away from me! It's AGONY!!! God uses alot of mediums to reach me...today besides His word, two different Christian programs basically said the same thing...stop trying to throw away your miracle before it happens! So here I am saying Thank You Lord Jesus for Your patience, Your love and Your faithfulness. I praise You Father that when I stumble, You reassure me and when I fall, You pick me up, hold me in Your loving embrace and tell me how much You love me. Father, You are my everything! I love You beyond words. Help me to stay patient Lord, while You work on my husband and my marriage. We will have victory!!! Amen and amen! |


