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Wrestling with darkness

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Posted by: mellie73

Today I'm struggling- I just feel the wrestle inside my soul- sometimes it's hard to breathe. I don't know why I'm experiencing this- I just feel this huge weight/ burden on me. It's probably because I've asked God for breakthroughs and am determined to go without wine this week- I didn't think I was addicted to the stuff, but I wish I could have a glass now- urrgh- hate to say that but it's true, but I know I can do without it. I'll be fine. I guess that says I use it for comfort when I know I shouldn't. That's telling me right now it is wrong. So please pray for me- that this burden will be lifted. I can do without the wine- it's not that big of a struggle- sure I enjoy it and it relaxes me, but I fully believe God can cure the anxiety- I think my burden is just from my prayers going up to God for so many things- Satan doesn't want me to have faith that God will pull me through & pull those I've lifted up through. Please say a little prayer for me. Thanx.


Posted by: JG

Dear Mellie:

This is Jerry the founder of the site. I have been where you are. What you need is a week long hug from Jesus. Try and see how much Jesus really does love you.



Posted by: mellie73

Thank you JG- you're right- I do- I've been praying for that- just for Him to hold me. God bless and have a great week!


Posted by: alexx

mellie...sister i know how you're feeling....i have cut out sugar...and im feeling so low...i really didnt even feel like posting a prayer today but it always picks me up...so sister i will pray for you to be lifted up also....lisa


Posted by: mellie73

Thank you for your prayers- it means alot and I feel ALOT better now, so your prayers were heard! God bless you too and I just said a prayer for you also! Have a great week!


Posted by: Christy Demoran

mellie 73,
Hang in there girl, im praying for you. Hold on to Jesus, He is holding on to you!!!!! You can do all things, in Christ that strengthens you!!! Love ya, christy!!


Posted by: flowerchild

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Originally Posted by mellie73
Today I'm struggling- I just feel the wrestle inside my soul- sometimes it's hard to breathe. I don't know why I'm experiencing this- I just feel this huge weight/ burden on me. It's probably because I've asked God for breakthroughs and am determined to go without wine this week- I didn't think I was addicted to the stuff, but I wish I could have a glass now- urrgh- hate to say that but it's true, but I know I can do without it. I'll be fine. I guess that says I use it for comfort when I know I shouldn't. That's telling me right now it is wrong. So please pray for me- that this burden will be lifted. I can do without the wine- it's not that big of a struggle- sure I enjoy it and it relaxes me, but I fully believe God can cure the anxiety- I think my burden is just from my prayers going up to God for so many things- Satan doesn't want me to have faith that God will pull me through & pull those I've lifted up through. Please say a little prayer for me. Thanx.


dear mellie:

you CAN do all things through Christ who strengthens you. just hang in there. what you are experiencing is probably a little bit of withdrawal symptoms. hang on, it will pass. believe it or not alcohol makes anxiety worse, not better. of course, initially you feel the relaxation, but the next day you will feel more anxious than before. it is a vicious cycle. have you tried attending A/A meetings? or a support group at your local church? maybe seeing a Christian counselor to help you deal with the reasons behind your drinking?

a few ideas to deal with the anxiety: pray, read the Bible daily (psalms are very encouraging!), learn about positive affirmations, drink chamomille tea (decaff, of course), drink lots and lots of water, have nothing caffeinated (it makes anxiety worse), exercise for at least 20 minutes a day (make sure you see a doctor before starting any exercise plan. you may have to start with just 5 or 10 minutes if you have not exercised in a long time), take nature walks (look around, admire the gifts around you), learn some breathing exercises, do something daily you enjoy, change your thinking (you may want to go to a good christian counselor who can help you learn better coping skills and will teach you how to correct distorted patterns of thinking), buy a good inspirational book (there is a good one called: Freedom from Fear by Neil T. Anderson and Rich Miller. Well, just a few ideas. May God strengthen you and give you peace and joy. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen!