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Please pray for a closer connection to Jesus Christ

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Posted by: Illuminate

Hello everyone,

I am requesting prayers on my behalf for strength, the courage to move on, wisdom, guidance, acceptance, faith and peace of mind, and heart.

I come here this evening because I sometimes feel that God doesn't want to let go of me. I feel He doesn't want me to get married. I won't go into any details because I have posted my horrible traumaticing experiences in this awesome prayer board. I feel people here, with your prayers, have helped me become a little stronger than I realize I could be. I had been depressed for 6 months and now finally I feel some, not much, but at least compared to before, more at ease. But then I feel I meet a Godly man and he turns out to be an evil person being controlled by his testosterones. Luke has a great spiritual family but he has become rebellious against God for pathetic reasons and is now a black cheap. He is a good person, I can feel it. I just wish I knew what to do to help him and stop using women like candy and then tossing them when he is done. He is a good man but thinks too much about the oppostie sex. He is 29 years old and should be thinking of his career, settling, and stopping his party life. I just feel so lost and disappointed because I wanted to open my heart again and I end up meeting another deceptive person.

Dear Jesus Christ, If you do not wish me a companion that I so long for and want as a normal woman would, then I beg for your mercy in removing, taking away my emotions for mankind. I do not want to feel attracted to anyone, I don't want to fall in love, I don't want to care for a man. Lord, give me peace and let me be with my family. However, it is not what I want. I want to find a humble Godly man to marry and introduce to my family. I feel I deserve happiness with someone that will fall in love with me. I have never heard such words from anyone and would like to know someone out there will give his heart completely to me. Dear Christ, show me mercy and do not forsake me what is planned. I want to be loved just like many women out there that sleep with many men. I, at the age of 34 have recently lost my virginity and suffered circumstances greatly, while other sleasy women get what they want. Why? Why do the bad get the best and why the good get the worst? I stoped analyzing many years ago because there is no answer but acceptance. I really wish I was an angel so that I could heal and help the good. I am tired of seeing good loosing to evil.

Many blessings to all,

Illuminate


Posted by: Annie7

Hi dear,
The evil may seem to get what they want- but only for a season.
In the end, those who are evil suffer and pay for that evil dearly.
Also, can you imagine not having a relationship with God, which is how it is when you are living a sinful life.
I can't imagine what people do when they can't turn to God.
Keep yourself pure-losing virginity doesn't mean you can't repent and start over. You can be like you are unblemished when you ask God to forgive you, and then save yourself for whoever He has for you.
Don't blow it by sleeping with someone ahead of time again and you will be rewarded for your faithfulness to God.
You will be much happier in this life if you don't mess up and if you follow the rules in God's Word. He didn't put them there to make us miserable and not have fun-He knows what sin does to our spirits and the sorrow it can bring.
God bless you-we're praying.


Posted by: Illuminate

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Originally Posted by Annie7
Hi dear,
The evil may seem to get what they want- but only for a season.
In the end, those who are evil suffer and pay for that evil dearly.
Also, can you imagine not having a relationship with God, which is how it is when you are living a sinful life.
I can't imagine what people do when they can't turn to God.
Keep yourself pure-losing virginity doesn't mean you can't repent and start over. You can be like you are unblemished when you ask God to forgive you, and then save yourself for whoever He has for you.
Don't blow it by sleeping with someone ahead of time again and you will be rewarded for your faithfulness to God.
You will be much happier in this life if you don't mess up and if you follow the rules in God's Word. He didn't put them there to make us miserable and not have fun-He knows what sin does to our spirits and the sorrow it can bring.
God bless you-we're praying.


Hello Annie 7,

I apologize for my late correspondence but have been busy. At any rate, thank you for responding to my prayer request. I truly do appreciate it as I do your other responses as well. As for loosing my purity. Believe me, I am petrified to even become intimate again. I am so very afraid to trust another man in my life. I feel there is so much deception out there. I only wish and hope Jesus Christ would send me a Godly man whom is not afraid to admit he has a great respect for our Lord. I truly do want someone special in my life but intimacy is very freightening for me. I hope when finding the right one that I can trust and not be so afraid. May the Lord have mercy on my lonely painful heart, spirit, and soul.

Thanks again annie 7. Many blessings to you.

Illuminate