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You, God
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Posted by: Samuk
You say I'm your Son yet I'm kept in a perpetual misery
You say HE loves me yet I rarely experience this love
Your Bible says promises but they never are true for me despite having surrender to you and accepted you, begging your forgiveness so many times.
You say your a Prince of Peace yet all evidence shows your a God of war.
You claim protection over your people yet they die en masse
You say we are entitled to a prosperity like Abraham but I'm here with more stress and crucifixion EVERY DAY
You promise deliverance yet though I pray every day I have none
You say you hate sin yet I feel I am forced to do it but there is no respite from you, only empty promise
You claim your love for your people yet they suffer and cause dreadful hurt and pain in their ignorance and superstition
You make me suffer despite all I claimed once you gave me 'this and that' I gave testimony to your wondrousness yet you have taken from me everything within and without which made me happy and gave me reason to live the life.
If my heart would tell me 'there is no God' you would insult me and say that I am a fool.
Can the Tower of safety answer as promised?
Could he be the strong the deliverer as claimed?
I feel despised and rejected by you Lord because you fail to heed to my prayers, thanksgiving and supplication no matter how desperate I am. You make me beyond broken and contrite. You suffer me beyond every temptation, more than I can bear. Where is your blessing and love for this thy dear child.
You know I can be a mighty prayer warrior for you, Jesus, could you please meet my needs in full in Jesus name?
This prayer is supposed to be a guarantor according to your own living testimony Jesus, yet the fruits I have benefited have been NOTHING I can say particularly in the harsh financial situation you have kept me bound to. Where is your strong rebuke? Where are the answers to my prayers? Why do I have to scream out in agony every day: Where is my GOD to save me and scream your name for the mercy andf grace I require to live. This is a wasted life for me right now Jesus yet I 've given it up for you. So where is your favour?
It's a torment trying hard to live for you Jesus. This is true. It has brought me nothing but brokeness, violence, shame, hurt and poor health Jesus as well as condemnation.
Amen
Posted by: michellejane
You're not alone sweetheart, the Lord hears every prayer that You pray,
"Lean not too heavily on Your own understanding". You sound very disappointed and unhappy. Lord Jesus please respond to this request to prayer to calm this anger, disappointment and loss of Faith. Holy Spirit please be very near to this our beautiful sister. Comfort her in her need, cocoon her within Your Holy love and bless her life with Your church family.
Please help. Only You Lord can comfort someone sooo low and broken. Send Your Angels to surround her and encourage her and to give her hope. In Your Loving Mercy, please hear our prayer. Amen. 