| "... I guess you will not get my address and phone number next week. Besides, this is not an official notice, the summons has to be handed to me or mailed. You can not make it official. I can imagine the bull ******** you told the courts but you are a good story teller anyway. I don't know if you filed for separation or divorce but I can file a divorce at no cost to myself." |
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My Dearest Carolyn. Please understand that what I did, I did not do it out of vengence or malice towards you by any means. Based on the questionable manner that you abandoned us, I had to do what I felt was right and was best for our children. Once again, I didn't do it to be mean in any way, but simply for the wellfare and protection of our children. It was something that I talked with Pastor Jeff, Jerry and many other of our Christian friends and leaders about first before acting, because I wanted to make sure that I wasn't doing it for the wrong reasons. I am not out to play games nor do I want any games to be played on me and the children any further. I did it purely for the kids sake and it was the courts decision to approve the order. As for Seperation or Divorce, I have not filed either one of them, because I don't want a seperation, nor a divorce. I love you dearly, and always will. I am praying for you everyday and everynight, as are our children. |
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Hey everyone. I wanted to come here and give some praise... for many years I have fought the temptation of pornography and had always lost. But of late I have been having victory and I have been enjoying the peace in my heart that has been coming around as a result of it. I ask for everyone's continued prayers in this as for the first time I truly feel victory in this battle. I truly feel God working on me in ways that I could never have imagined or believed in the past. My walk with God of late has also been getting closer to include the fact that I am now leading my kids in bible study nightly. I truly feel God moving through me and guiding me in my life right now, and for the first time, I am trusting him completly with some really big issues that I am dealing with. I still ask everyone to please continue praying for my wife and for her deliverance, and that God will force his presence upon her and drive her to her knees in repentance. It is not her suffering that I look forward too, but instead look forward to her restoration with God and as such for God to send her back home to seek restoration with our marriage. I feel God making me into a new man, the man that I had always desired to be for him..... and for my wife.... but only now that he has removed my wife can I see how she was a distraction for me while she was ill and doing the things that she was. As I read his word more, I can start to see even more hope that maybe he allowed her to go into the wild so that he could work on me and make me into the Godly man that I need to be.. for my kids sake... and upon him working on my wife, breaking her down, then building her up, and then deliver her from the wilderness... I could then also be the man that she will need in her life once again as we seek restoration with God and our marriage, complete and whole by his word entirely. Father continue to mold me. I am the clay and you are the Potter. Put me into the fire and forge me into a weapon and instrument of your works and your ways. Father I give myself up to you complete and whole. Purify this temple father so that you will not be ashamed to be seen within it. Make this temple whole and complete once again Lord. As the body is for the Lord, so is the Lord for the Body. Father I ask these things in your Awesome and Precious name!!!! AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN |