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Jesus is so beautiful and loving
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Posted by: DespondentSoul
Dear Brothers and Sisters,
God proved to me last night that he loves me. He is so sweet and caring. He seems to care even about small matters that we have to deal with. I am on fire for God now. I love him more than ever before!
Ok- this story is going to sound very bizarre...please try to understand it- please be compassionate.
Ok- I have a disorder known as OCD- short for obsessive/compulsive disorder. But, with the grace of God, I have come a long way! I am so much better now than I was, say, three years ago. OCD is a strange illness of the brain. Maybe you know someone who washes their hands excessively? It is possible that they may have OCD. People with OCD often fear germs, among other things. Germs are pretty scary to me too. Thats why I was horrified at what I saw yesterday morning.
We (myself, my step dad Chris, and my Mom Jackie...Oh yeah! And our cats Boog and Sissie) live in a townhome. There are four units in this building. The home next to us, to our right, is vacant.
Our driveway is large and inviting, and many people use it as a turn around space. Yesterday, some man decided to park his car next to my Camaro and clean out his car. He unceremoniously threw out his trash onto the driveway, only about ten or twelve feet from my car. I know this doesn't make any sense- but I was petrified. I was upset, depressed, and even had thoughts of harming myself. Its very hard to explain the reasons why...I somehow felt "dirty" as a result of this man's insensitivity. You see, I am very much afraid of garbage.
I prayed a lot, and cried a lot, and whined to God a lot. He must have been tired of my incessant whining. He he he.
So, I fell asleep at 3PM, and I woke up at 6PM. I was so overjoyed when I looked out our front bay window. Someone had removed the trash!!!!!!!!!!! An act of God? YES most certainly. Maybe he did it himself, or (and this I realize is a much more plausible explanation...even for believers! LOL) maybe a good samarithan came by and decided to do a random kindness, and removed the rubbish. PRAISE GOD!!!
I know realize just how sweet and considerate God truly is. I love God with all that is within me. I feel his glorious, warm presence right now in this room. I am so honored to serve a God so benevolent. I am so happy to be in league with Jesus! I praised God a long time last night, and I am still praising him today.
God is so wonderful beyond words. Don't you think? 
Posted by: ninababy73
Abba, my Lover of My Soul, I praise You for blessing D/S. Father, continue to keep Your loving hand upon him. You are worthy of all praise, adoration, and glory. I love and thank You for being so gracious to all of us. Hallelujah!!!