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Feeling Apathetic...

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Posted by: jlfirefighter207

Hey everyone,

I am not sure why, but I am feeling pretty apathetic about my situation today. Not entirely caring if Glenda comes back or not. I guess I really do care, and I feel really numb. We have been getting along great and she is spending lots more time with me, but she is still talking to the OM. She hasn't said anything about him, and I guess that I thought with all the time she has spent with me, that maybe he was leaving the picture. She told me last night that when she talked with him on that day, she found out that he was jealous of me. She wouldn't say any more about it when I asked where it all stood. At that moment, all of the excitement I have when she is around went away, and when she left, I wasn't disappointed like normally I am. I do not know why I feel this way or what God is trying to show me. I do need your prayers and advice right now. I am sorry that I have to bother you all with this, most of you guys are probably saying, "at least, she is coming around and spending time with him," but this really plays on my heart. Thanks, friends.

JL


Posted by: GA5966

Jesus,
I bring JL to your throne room today. I pray you will give him a clear path in his situation if he is to let his wife go because she is in an adulterous affair give him strength to do so but if you think you can reach her and her heart isn't too hard then restore their home. If she is so involved in her will that she can't be reached give JL release. I pray father that you be the light unto JL feet. In Jesus Name, AMen


Posted by: Praying For Restoration

Ooooh JL!

I'm not sure what your emotions about it mean, but I'm so excited about what she told you about the OM!!!! I've got to run out the door so I only have a sec, but there is a testimony in Restore Ministries By the Word of Their Testimony Book where something like this happened, and the jealousy of the OM was basically an indication that his behavior was getting more and more unappealing to the wife and helped push her over the edge to choosing her husband! His jealousy became a vehicle to show her many of his other faults, and put her husband in a very good light.

I'm sooooooooooooooooo impressed by how you are handling things, and I praise the Lord for his obvious work in you and your situation. He is an awesome God, you and Glenda are going to be stronger than ever, and what a wonderful testimony you two are going to have to God's graciousness, healing power, and love!

Wahooooooooooo!!!!!

Blessings,

Erika
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I'll pray while I'm driving!


Posted by: jlfirefighter207

Thank you, PFR, I will try and find that book and another that a friend told me about this morning. I appreciate everything that you guys have done for me, from the prayer to the advice.

I need you to keep praying. We had dinner last night and had a really good time at a new restaurant in the area. It was really nice, but she wasn't in too good of a mood. She said that it wasn't me, but she and I argued some over our situation. I hope that I didn't say the wrong things...I have a habit of that sometimes, opening my mouth and trying too hard to say how I feel. I need your prayers, not for me, but for Glenda and her finding peace with her situations.

Thank you all so much...

JL