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I need your prayers

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Posted by: New York Yankees

I need some prayer. I have come to realize that I may be holding unforgiveness toward God. I don't want to be mad at my creator, I am really close to Him and am in love with Him. BUT, I find myself discouraged in Him every time a certain incident of the past cause me pain again. I experienced an excruciating situation that God had control of, NOT CAUSED, a situation that hurt very deeply. I want the looming fear of its return to leave. I became closer to God because of it, but have no desire to experience it again. I am afraid to say remove the fear at any cost, because I am afraid that I will hurt over something worse. I need release of this bondage.

The situation was adultery. My husband left me for someone else for a year. My husband came home, and we are working on things. I am not contentious, snooping, or rude to him. We don't bring up our past, and He and I have treated each other better than ever since we have laid our differences down. I love my husband dearly and hate it when I hurt over this all over again, because he is sorry. I just don't know what to do. I know that God wants us to be faithful to Him and wants all of the high places torn down in our lives that were once idolatrous to Him, I just want my husband to be faithful. This problem is mine, I don't want this to be between God and me. I want to worship Him 100% of the time, not just when I am "NOT HURT OVER THIS."


Posted by: mknalp

I have lifted you up in my prayers. God Bless!


Posted by: JG

This is Pastor Jerry and I am praying for you right now.
Dear Yankees

This is Pastor Jerry and I am praying for you and your marriage right now. I am praying the love of Jesus come on you so much you can't even remember the sin.

Remember we really do care for you.

Pastor Jerry