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just need prayers...

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Posted by: de_javue

i try so hard to be good, to live right, to help others, and to care for my family, who i love dearly, but it just seems so hard at times to do, i need strength and the will to keep trying, sometimes i feel like its hopeless and i want to give up the fight and just give in to the devils will, please pray for answers and a sign that i am walking in the right path, life just sems so hard at times and it just seems so much easier to throw your hands up.
i have seen so much pain and misery in my life and i just cannot understand it.
i get to the point to where i just don't care anymore, and i do not want to be like that, i know in my heart that the lord has the only answers and that we must believe and trust his will, but it is so hard sometimes when so many things make no sense,i don't know what to do at times, i feel like i'm all alone in this big ole world.
its like you try so hard and no matter what you do is never enough, like its all for nothing, i just want to know the answers and to have a feeling of solace and peace within myself that the life i am living and the love and care i give is noted and worthy, it feels like no one cares what i have done. please just pray that i figure this all out and learn patiece and to abide by the lords will and stop asking why. i know so many things we just are not meant to know, and i guess thats my big problem, i want clarity and answers to my pain and to the grief my family has suffered.
it seems like we hurt for no reason and i cannot understand that.
why? why must god's children suffer?


Posted by: akabezalel

I am praying for you right now for understanding and instruction from the Holy Spirit.




Posted by: MASZOO

I will be praying for you as well.