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Horrible depression & hopelessness
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Posted by: mellie73
Please pray for me! I'm in such a bad state & so hopeless where my hair is concerned- it's getting so bad and I fear I'll have to get a wig soon and I'm too young! My pride is crushed enough as it is. We have family get-together's all the time and I couldn't face anyone with a wig- I'm horrified by the gradual day by day changes I see and all the hair on the floor. I'm almost out of time. I can't even function like a normal person anymore and have lost hope and lost everything it feels like. I'm beyond depressed. I stay inside as much as I can. I hate to go out in public. Things have snowballed and I'm just a mess right now!
Posted by: Ready4Rapture
Dear God, Ease the worry of your child. Show this creation of yours just how beautiful they are. Give them the answer they need, according to your will. Lord, we joyfully anticipate the new bodies we will get in Heaven. Constantly remind us, Lord, that your standard of Beauty is so much different than what Man has conceived. You ARE Beauty, Lord, and thank you for making us ALL in your image. In Jesus' Name, AMEN.
Posted by: FriendOfGod
Oh dear gracious God, please give this dear person your strength and hope. Comfort her and give her peace and joy. Please heal her and set her free from bondage. I ask you desperately in Jesus name I pray, Amen.
Posted by: ninababy73
Father God, I know that Mellie is beautiful as she is created by You. Touch her spirit and let her know that. She is precious in Your sight with or without hair. Grant her peace in that matter. May she learn to love herself regardless of the physicalness of day to day and be accepting of the changes. If there is something that she needs to do to help in the hair loss stoppage, I pray that You speak to her and let her know. I speak to the spirit of depression to cease in Your mighty name. May an overabundance of peace pour unto mellies' soul. Thank You Lord for Your answers. Amen
Posted by: Ready4Rapture
Not only does Jesus love you, but I LOVE YOU, too. Think about how many people believe in, and love, Jesus. That is the same amount of people who love you. Isn't that AWESOME??????!!!!
Posted by: mellie73
Yes it is awesome and I appreciate your thoughts and prayers. As kind as they are, it's still tough and I need help- I thought that God wouldn't put on us anything that we can't handle... and I'm telling you now, I can't handle this. I absolutely cannot handle it. At all. It's heartbreaking especially for a young girl. Hair is supposed to be our crowning glory and I guarantee you that if it were any of you going through it you'd be out of your mind with despair. I don't want to wear a wig. I want a miracle- this has been 4-5 yrs now since I was diagnosed. I'm TIRED of dealing with the pain and heartache from it. It pains me too to see what the rest of my family is going through. My other sister wears a wig and she's only 37. It's "time" for a miracle. For all of us- it's TIME.
I love you all too and pray God will bless your lives so abundantly!!! Thank you so much for praying for me. It really means alot.