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Depressed!
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Posted by: wowGOD
I feel depressed, and I am not sure exactly why?
The good thing is things make me cry that are of GOD.
It seems like I keep running into HEAVY stuff.
That night I was asleep, I was not molested, but attacked the enemy.
I had a friend fake or try suicide, that took a toll.
I just ran into someone who is a child- mol and was caught for it.
He is really messed up, but if the LORD wills me to help him I will.
Most people won't like this, but, if the LORD leads me,
I will minister to people like him, murderers, witches, rapists, etc.
Obviously, I have much compassion on the VICTIMS, as I know they
are innocent and need help as much or more and I like helping there too.
ONCE they believe and repent, it will stop the cycle of destruction that
they bring upon others.
But I need to draw closer to the GOD to say what he wants me to say,
and do what I must do.
Posted by: Patsy
There are many, many twelveth step programs in the world. We each qualify to go to one kind or another. They all seem to have the same idea. You can even be just a friend of. After thirteen years, and going four or five times a week, I learned a huge teaching. There is a huge difference to helping and enabling. For me, I have lost two thirds of one lung, and one third of the other lung. Last split, down the middle and I was left to die, for the family and doctors agreed I am ready to go. I have Christian doctors at a large university. God sewed that tear up, and the story of Jesus mercy and kindness have opened many doors for me to speak of my Lord, for people are curious as to why I wear oxygen. I go back to my pulmonary critical doctor on the 29th of March, and I am sure, this beautiful story is going to get even greater, praise God. I think once the conversation is started the best I can do is just listen, and say a prayer for messangers to come to the person who needs the Lord. I am an open vessel, and his word flows through, then God takes over.
Praise the Lord for my added days!!
Patsy
Posted by: MarkSentMe
WowGOD, maybe that is your calling! We need people who can do what many of us cannot. The "forgotten" people need ministering and compassion, not just punishment and warehousing. God has a purpose for you.
I am saying a prayer for you. Be Blessed!
Sharyn
Posted by: Patsy
I am a miracle!! When, I was misdiagnosed, I went into a coma, had surgeries on my lungs seven times, and the lungs then split down the middle.
Family and doctors decided to let me die. My best friend was a doctor of ministry, and he told me he told God that he thought death was my best friend. God sewed my lungs up when I was taken off of life support, now, just days added to my life. I may have more good news after next Friday 
I don't want to know but one God!!
Patsy (oh, I take no credit for prayers, for I ask the Holy Spirit to pray through me and the icing is that I was also a social worker. God Bless You real good.
Posted by: MarkSentMe
That is AWESOME! God IS good...all the time 
Posted by: Patsy
Yes, God is good all the time, and all the time, God is good. I am sure we all have wonderful stories to tell of Jesus! I guess I never told you how I got to Annointed One. Jerry was surfing the web and seen a plea for financial help I had up, and he posted it on Annointed One!! God is so amazing. Sure appreciate Jerry's surfing though!!
Patsy
Posted by: faith rising
WowGod, maybe the feelings you are having aren't of depression. Maybe God is putting a holy burden on you to minster to not only the victims, but to the ones who made them victims. There is nothing wrong with ministering to rapists, murders or witches. If anyone needs God, it's them! Demons are influencing them to do the horrible things, and who better than the living God Jesus to deliver them! Jesus needs people like you to reach out to them. Pray about it for a while, and ask your pastor for prayer, and get at least three confirmations before making any decisions. From my own experinces, it is advised to get healing for any issues you have first, then go for it! Look at what happened with that woman in Atlanta who was held hostage by that man who murdered those three people. She ministered to him. He spared her life and turned himself in because she allowed God to use her. If she never opened her mouth about God, he may have killed her and others.