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Battleling on in the Spirit_Gods Hand & Mercy is evident!
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Posted by: Ferrari
To all who are praying for my family & I may God our Father in heaven richly Bless you in all abundance. Thanks PilgrimPaty, Sheila Stone, HopenFaith & JerryRose for your prayers, encouragement, insite & advice. Its of great comfort knowing one has family in Christ no matter where on this planet.
Yes, Cassandra & I made it to see James, she worked Saturday till 12h30 & phoned me more that day than she ever did with quite a bit of both fear & anger in her voice to tell me she did'nt want to stay long & did not realy want to go. Evident was her spirits division, but the Holy Spirit saw to it that we got there. James spoke to us both to gather insite into our issues & to see how serious we are about both God & our marriage & to acertain the degree of wilingness. As he rightfully said that deliverence is a serious issue & if Cassandra playes games with God the enemy will come back 7 fold & things will be worst than ever, his words to her was if the desire & will does not excist within her for God to heal our marriage then she must divorce me, but that she must know that she cannot re-marry as then she would be an adulteress & also explained the consequenses it all holds.
Cassie as I call her, has expessed the will to walk the road of deliverence & healing & James has told us to meet again this coming Saturday at the same time where deliverance ministering starts for the both of us. Clearly though the spirits in question are in a place of submission since yesterday, as Sunday we were to go to church as a family & Cassie started to become verbaly agressive toward Saturday evening, & when I called here to see if she & the kids are ready on Sunday morning she was short & nasty on the phone & did not care to go anymore. She did however say I could pick-up Michael & Zoe & take them to church which I promptly did(which is a miracle, as she ussualy does not like it if I want to take the kids out by myself & ussualy manipulates the situation to always prevent it) & the 3 of us had a great morning with me witnessing the beginings of a desire in both of them to serve the Lord with them both talking about Jesus regularly out of their own & Michael telling me that he is praying for Jesus to heal our family, also asking me to explain to him again what I told him to do to Cassie some days ago. To explain, last week I told him & showed him to take his hands & put them on his moms tummy then as if one were grabing & pulling something out, saying,"take all the cross & shouting out of mom Jesus please(sort of like pulling it out of her belly), then take happiness & put it into mom(doing the reverse as if putting back) & saying in Jesus name so that Jesus can make mom happy & loving again." Michael wanted to know how to do this again hence his asking, that was great, they realy had a great time telling me regularly that they love me & clutching me in love & not insecurity. Over the past months there has been a determined effort to poison my children against me, with Cassie telling them that I do not want them, turning things around by telling the kids that I do not want her & don't love her etc. With Michael particularly always being angry with me & not wanting me to love him, Zoe has more decernment & is not easily fooled & has always loved my love.
Miracle of miracles is the normality that has enterd into Cassandras moms home so suddenly, peace to a large degree is evident, her mom talks to me with a respect & kindness & now entertains conversation with me & the shock of my life when her dad came out from his room yesterday knowing that I was there, seeing me & saying howzit while giving me a thumbs-up, that in its own is a mighty miracle of God, even Cassie expressed shock. To explain, about 2 years plus ago I approached Cassie & her folks in her moms kitchen to find out whats going on as I knew that they could not stand me nor our marriage & I wanted to hear it from their mouths & to confront Cassie with her desires toward our marriage, in short to find out what side of the fence she was on cos one day she was for & the next against etc. 
Her dad attacked me (thereatend to shoot me once too) & pinned me in a corner & had his thumb deap into my one eye & would not listen to my plees to let me go as I did not have the intention of when I went there nor wanted to be physical with him or anyone, needles to say I felt to save my eye that I had to retaliate which I did & hit him once but quite bad cutting his eye open. Since that day he has not wanted to see, speak nor wanted me to even appologise to him.
So as I said God has already started to break down barriers which is so great, her moms spirit too, as now when I'm there she gives Cassie, I & the kids more space & there already is'nt the ussual silent behind my back gossiping, in fact for the first time ever her mom stood up for me when I disiplined Michael infront of her, usualy she would get angry yet hold her tongue but get Cassie to give it to me, yesterday she supported me with awsome results, that is a wow.
Possibly could also be the quiet before the storm which ussualy happenes before a major breakthrough, but the biggest thing that happened is that Cassies anger is gone & with that tonight when she dropped me off at my workshop where I've been staying for the past 5 months, she asked me to please pray for her as she has great conviction regarding her eating disorder in particular her need of taking slimming tablets which she does daily. To display trust in me like that & to speak of noticing God change in me is radical, we held each other while I prayed for her & our marriage & our kids , usualy she refuses any prayer, another wow.
As for the safety of my children, God has given me peace, they are safe. Cassie has also said that once this project I have been designing & manufacturing on for the past 8 months is done & the money comes in & the depts are paid, which this job will cover, God willing that I make the final dedline of 10am the 31st March (2 weeks) she & the kids will come home as, WOW, 
she sais & admits that her moms house is not the place to raise strong charactered children, also saying to Michael that she now needs to learn how to cook (I used to do all the cooking), so with out a doubt GOD IS AT WORK changing hearts & desires. The Lord has blessed me with the visible evidence of His Power & Glory in witnessing what I in the flesh thought impossible - EPHESIANS 3 v 20 "Now to Him, who is able according to the power that works within us to do everything immeasurable far beyond what we pray or think of "
A book which my sister bought me, "The power of a Praying Husband" by Stormie Omartian - Harvest House Publishers, Eugene, Origon 97402. Ther is also, "The power of a Praying Wife" by the same author, is what all of us husbands need to read, it offers such insite & empowers in Christ from within the marriage & truthfully has given me the ability to start doing things in Christ the way the Lord I believe wants me to conduct myself as a husband & father & priest of my home. It WILL encourage & empower you to follow through within your marriages. Although Cassie & I are a long way away from full healing, God is in control & I ask to please still stand by us in prayer & suplication till our victory is complete. On prayer & fasting, God did instruct me to do so from 1pm Friday to 1pm Saturday past which I did, seeking God & never taking a thing for granted praying in the spirit ceaselesly is imperative as the enemy never sleeps & niether should our spirits.
Father God I pray in the mighty name of Jesus for you to change & heal the hearts, placing your desires within us all, our wives & those husbands who have fallen astray & those who are misguided within their marriages. Release your ministering angels into their lives & marriages of all on Annointed.net who seek you & your restoring, healing mighty power within their marriages & family to minister persistently Your Will & desires to them. Heal those shattered hearts & emotions, take away the fears & axiety that exists in these situations, replacing it with faith, courage & an overcoming spirit with all husbands, wives & our children who suffer so greatly. Comfort the children of all those Father who long for their moms & dads to be one, allow & will it Father that Your ministering angels reveal themselves to the little ones that they know You are in control, give them that confidence Father God. Unite that which is precious & sacred Jesus; Jesus I plead your precious Blood over everyone at Annointed.net, may Your Blood Jesus protect, heal & cover us, our families & children, may Your Blood Jesus protect us from both physical & spiritual harm being a hedge arround us. May Your angels go forth Father God to war against the enemy taking back ALL that has been stolen from us, may your angels Father God capture & render nul & void all & any words spoken against us, our marriages & children, finances & businesses too.
This I ask in Jesus's Mighty name AMEN
Posted by: JeriRose12
Lord, I pray that Cassandra is serious. Do not let her change her mind! I pray she is totally delievered, and that she breaks all unhealthy family ties as need be. I pray that she LEAVES Father and Mother and CLEAVES to husband. The #1 I pray, is that SHE is saved, truly and really born again. The marriage takes second place to the individual salvation of her soul. That is our #1 cry here: Let her be saved to the uttermost!
Protect those children, Lord. Stop this mother from carrying through on her threats. Protect "Ferrari", too, Lord. I plead the blood over every member of ths famly. Send all the protection needed to keep all safe.
Give James Lottering wisdom in dealing with this situation and helping to see Cassie delivered.
Let this be done, in Jesus Name, amen.
~JeriRose~
Finding YOU in 2005