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A Mother in Need of Prayer
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Posted by: ta_ibanez
Hello all. I have been getting emails from this site for quite a while now but am now coming to you in desperate need of prayer. Some background- I am 21 years old with a 9 month old son and another son due in August. My babies' father and I have been together raising our son since he was born. I wanted the relationship to be more than it was and that became my realtiy, even though I knew in my heart that he was not committed to me. A couple days ago I got a call from my doctor who found that I tested postitive for an std... I have been fully faithful to this man for 3 years. I won't give all of the details but long story short-ened, we will no longer be living together and I am very hurt. I am hurt becuase he did this to me and our "family" but I am mostly hurt because he is not really sorry. He said that he is but he does not show true remorse. Secretly, I want him to get down on his knees and beg me not to end the relationship because I want know that by leaving him- atleast I hurt him in return. But that has not happened, won't happen and I know it is best becuase it would make it that much harder to move on.
I know that this is God working in my life. I am not as dedicated of a Christian as I know I should and could be but want to be. I seem to fall away from the Lord when I am in a relationship, as I seem to focus all of my attention on that person. I truly believe that this is God giving me my "out" and I am willing to follow Him and take this step into the unknown. My fear in all of this is my 9 month old son. I know he will get over that fact that his mom and dad are not together but lately I have been crying a lot and I know he must pick up on that. His dad is still in our home and will continue to be with us until he finds somewhere else to live. That it doubling my hurt, anger and stress but I do not feel as though I can kick him out with absolutly no where to turn. I also fear for my sons' future. Thier father is not the best example of the man I want my sons to be and I know that he is going to teach them things that I do not believe are right to do (ex: carrying condoms and having sex at the age of 8 is ok) but I can not deprive them of a relationship with thier father. I know I am getting ahead of myself but I am scared to death of not being able to be with my boys all the time and before this incident I contemplated staying in this bad relationship until my kids were older just so I could oversee overything. I am so scared. My heart needs some major mending. I have not been to church in atleast 3 months and have not felt a close relationship with the Lord for even longer. I know the best thing for my son and I would be to find the Lord again. To ask Him to lead us and actually follow his every step. I want to do this but every time I say that I will give Him my life and let Him take over I end up turning away because there is a part of my life I can not turn over. But I want to start FRESH! I want a relationship with the Lord that I have never had. I want to dedicate my life to Him. I know I can do this at anytime but I am planning on going to church this Sunday to be prayed for. My heart is in this. Please pray that I do not loose this desire to become a woman of God. Please pray for my family. Please pray for peace in my heart and the ability to truly forgive the man who hurt me so badly. I need prayer for strength and courage to do this on my own. At some point I am going to have to get over the fact that this man did not love me and that he did not want to be with me. Please pray that I will be able to fully get over this hurt and him- that I will be able to look at him, maybe even be able to be friends without any jelousy or pain.
I am so sorry that this is so long but I have no where else to turn right now and am in need of some serious prayer. Thank you so much for your time.
God Bless,
Trisha
Posted by: prophecy
Thank You Lord for Your love. Thank You for Your mercy. Please give Trisha peace. Strengthen her spirit and her faith in You. Please draw her closer to You, and make her relationship stronger in You everyday. Give Trisha wisdom and understanding. Make her strong to get over the pain she is feeling over this man quickly. You can heal all that people cause pain in. Please do so for Trisha and her babies. Give her the power to pick up Your Word everyday and study what You are telling her. Give her the wisdom to understand what You want for her life and to do what is right. Let her be an excellent role model for her children. Let her be excellent in showing everyone You through her life. Please comfort her and help her to feel Your love as she goes through this trial. Put it in this man's heart to be a God fearing father to these babies he helped concieve. You planned for these babies. They are not accidents. Let them know that when they are older. Give them the wisdom to know right from wrong. And to be the people You made them to be. Thank You, Lord, for hearing & answering our prayers. In the Name of Jesus I pray. Amen. 
Posted by: Christian Commando
Dear Lord God- I stand in complete agreement of prayer for this situation. In Jesus Name- Amen!!
Posted by: desiree33
I am 34 years old with four children, 2 boys and 2 girls. The oldest daughter will be 13 tomorrow, April 11, 2006. Tomorrow I will loose my home through foreclosure and do not know what to do. I am giving up on everything. I dislike myself. I am embarrassed to say that I hired a comp to mediate and stop the foreclosure. I sent them 2,000.00 quick collect cash and was told they could stop the foreclosure. I was scammed and do not have much more that 11 hours before the house belongs to someone else. Please pray for my family and I. Please pray for a miracle before it is too late. My mom and dad are disabled and s****ed togther that 2,000.00 along with a friend and we were scammed. I need help. We are a larges numbered amount of people in this home and I am completely devasted that I messed up and trusted a company that cannot help us at all.
Thank you everyone,
Desiree
Posted by: Beverlyjoy
Lord, this family needs a miracle now, that only you can perform. The enemy has come in, like a flood lift up a standard against him. Stop the hands of the devil who is using his demons to dupe people out of their homes. Strengthen Desiree33 and mend her broken heart. Provide them with a place to stay in the name of jesus. Remember her parents and those who were trying to help. Oh, Lord make haste to deliver them.
Posted by: rmowdy
Lord God,
Touch this Mother and her home and everything surrounding it. I being a single mother understand how things seem so hopeless at times. Bring peace and comfort to this family. Lord I pray that a mircle poors out on them touch them love them and let this mother know that you are great and powerful and a forgiving God. You see our hearts and our minds you knew what we were going to do before we ever did it. You said bring to me all things and she has now done this. I know you take care of things I don't know how but I know you do. I thank you Lord for being with this family and Lord I pray that the people who scammed them is brought full force to justiuce. That they are stopped so that they may not scam another family. Lord bless the little girls 13th Birthday. Let it be a awesome celebration of the wonderful gift that is.
In Jesus mighty glorious name Amen!
Posted by: bluecatkeeper
Lord, we pray for Desiree. Please provide them with a means to keep their home and keep together. In Your name, we pray this Amen