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Originally Posted by stejay1
Hi,
Please pray for my financial problems. I am being sufficated with bills and have no money to pay them. My job is very slow and I'm living with my family whom I owe lots of money. There the best loving family anyone can ever hope for and have always been there for me. I can not ask them to help me anymore because it has already affected there life savings. I have caused much stress for them over these past months. I owe money to other family members as well as my friends. My credit has been completely ruined. I feel like I am at an end with no hope in sight. I am completely overwhelmed. I say my prayers every night but feel that because of the sins in my life that God is no longer taking me serious or listening to my prayers. Everytime I say that I will change or try, I always revert back to sin. because of this, I'm afraid that I have made God angry with me. I feel that the devil is really trying hard with me and I'm very afraid. Because of my financial woes I feel a darkness around me with no light in sight. This feeling is especially felt when I first wake up and I realize that I have certain bills to meet. I have no desire these days to even get out of bed! I just want my life to change. I have just purchased a study bible and will make a commitment to reading it as much as I can. All I'm looking for is hope, A steady good paying job with health benefits. I'm not looking to get rich, just to get my bills paid. PLEASE PRAY FOR MY SOUL SO THAT I STILL HAVE A CHANCE TO GO TO HEAVEN. PLEASE HELP ME TO FIND A GOOD PAYING JOB AND TO KEEP MY FAITH AND NOT BE TEMPTED WITH THE BAD THINGS IN LIFE. Please tell Jesus that I love him and want him in my life always! Thank you for reading my prayer request. Steven |