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Hey Bill, I need help again...

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Posted by: cjrwells

Hi Bill, You helped me so much interpeting my dream and now I need your help again...DESPERATELY...

*A bit of background then the dream OK?*
I divorced in 1999 from and extremely abusive marriage. (He since remarried and kidnapped his own wife and beat her badly, he's in prison now). I was very hurt by that however and I have not dated or even tried to be with a man since. But... two prophecies came to me concerning marriage and ministry. So I was expecting and somewhat hoping but just not actively. In fact I believe that it is THE MAN WHO FINDS A GOOD WIFE and not me out seeking a husband. Right? Anyway, one day in walks this man, and at first I pay him no mind (as usual) but he is a bit presistant and so I go out with him. Well Bill, I'll be honest...I was "with" the man. He travels and so shortly thereafter he left town but did call. NO he is not married. Anyway (I'm trying to be quick), I began to just feel bad as I well should but I also know I am in love with the man. But I did repent and asked God for guidance. I have not called him but this morning (actually all week), I just cried out to God with a desperate heart for an answer. I just need to know is this the one or not. I didn't ask God for a sign but I prayed for something 'tangible'. Then I went to sleep and dreamed this...

The dream... I was studying for a research paper (I am currently enrolled in college and really am in the middle of a research paper) and there was an 'element' missing in my research. I was reading and had books opened and yet something was missing. Then suddenly there was a man (it seemed in my dream to be this same man I told you about) and he said I got the missing 'element' right here and showed it to me. And sure enough when I saw it (an article or picture...I'm not sure) I said yeah that is what I need. But immediately it (the missing piece) was gone. Again I seemed alone and still diligently studying but again I was confused because 'something' was missing in my research. I felt comfort that this man knew what was missing and had 'it' but still 'it' was missing again. I became frustrated, very frustrated and again this man appeared and said "I told you, its right here", "I got it" and I awoke...

When I awoke I said thank you Jesus you got the missing link, you got your hand on the pulse! I couldn't immediately get out of bed. I laid there reflecting and then uncertainty set in and confusion again. but I felt a release in my spirit. I felt loved and just a 'release' from the heavy burden I was feeling all week. So what am I to think...What does it mean??


Posted by: bill & alexis

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Originally Posted by cjrwells
Hi Bill, You helped me so much interpeting my dream and now I need your help again...DESPERATELY...

*A bit of background then the dream OK?*
I divorced in 1999 from and extremely abusive marriage. (He since remarried and kidnapped his own wife and beat her badly, he's in prison now). I was very hurt by that however and I have not dated or even tried to be with a man since. But... two prophecies came to me concerning marriage and ministry. So I was expecting and somewhat hoping but just not actively. In fact I believe that it is THE MAN WHO FINDS A GOOD WIFE and not me out seeking a husband. Right? Anyway, one day in walks this man, and at first I pay him no mind (as usual) but he is a bit presistant and so I go out with him. Well Bill, I'll be honest...I was "with" the man. He travels and so shortly thereafter he left town but did call. NO he is not married. Anyway (I'm trying to be quick), I began to just feel bad as I well should but I also know I am in love with the man. But I did repent and asked God for guidance. I have not called him but this morning (actually all week), I just cried out to God with a desperate heart for an answer. I just need to know is this the one or not. I didn't ask God for a sign but I prayed for something 'tangible'. Then I went to sleep and dreamed this...

The dream... I was studying for a research paper (I am currently enrolled in college and really am in the middle of a research paper) and there was an 'element' missing in my research. I was reading and had books opened and yet something was missing. Then suddenly there was a man (it seemed in my dream to be this same man I told you about) and he said I got the missing 'element' right here and showed it to me. And sure enough when I saw it (an article or picture...I'm not sure) I said yeah that is what I need. But immediately it (the missing piece) was gone. Again I seemed alone and still diligently studying but again I was confused because 'something' was missing in my research. I felt comfort that this man knew what was missing and had 'it' but still 'it' was missing again. I became frustrated, very frustrated and again this man appeared and said "I told you, its right here", "I got it" and I awoke...

When I awoke I said thank you Jesus you got the missing link, you got your hand on the pulse! I couldn't immediately get out of bed. I laid there reflecting and then uncertainty set in and confusion again. but I felt a release in my spirit. I felt loved and just a 'release' from the heavy burden I was feeling all week. So what am I to think...What does it mean??
Cynthia,
Well hello there again! Sorry, but I do not comment on relational issues in the natural...(Who, and when, etc...)

I will gladly speak of relational issues in the Spirit though! Jesus has a missing element you have been missing for a long-time, and it is going to take intimately seeking HIM to regain this "element." You are in a time of learning right now, just as you are in the natural. I would venture far enough to say - you will need this element He is offering before getting into a serious relationship.

Be strengthened through HIM, and remain strong!

Be in peace, and have a very blessed day in the LORD!

Semper Fi!
-Bill

Father God, thank YOU for Cynthia! Reveal to her, YOUR perfect will in her life! Show her the element she is missing LORD God! Let her seek, and find, what YOU have in store for her to receive. Keep her strong, and steadfast in YOUR ways! Heal her of the emotional pain she is still feeling from her previous marriage. Let their be forgiveness, and a greater measure of Love in her heart. Touch her ex who is being used by the enemy to hurt people. Convict his heart, and draw him close to YOU! Restore to Cynthia what the enemy has stolen, and make her a testimony for YOUR Glory - in Jesus name - Amen!


Posted by: cjrwells

Thanks Bill for your prayer and encouragement... Let me share this morning with you...

I arrived early to school and so spent almost an hour in my car just praying and listening to christian radio. In the mist of the prayer God began to speak to me and to sum it all up it was on the vein of "NO COMPROMISES" I was reminded of the things he has done in the past for me and even things he is doing right now and I just repented and confirmed that message.

Then I ran into the computer lab to see if you had posted to my reply and you had and it is as always right on target and also confirming. Bless you Bill and thanks...