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Looking For Deliverance

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Posted by: jjones

I was given this site by a relative of mine you sent me her praise report of having her prayers answered through your prayers and ministry. I hope you can do the same for me.

You see I am a single mother who has been looking for that soulmate or Godly mate that God has for me. I am 47 years of age and have never been married. I was pursued by a man named Willard since the age of 14. Willard was 8 years my senior. I finally succumbed to his advances at the age of 17 and became pregnant (with twins). Willard moved to Houston and 5 years later I followed because he said he wanted to help me raise the boys. The truth was this never happened. Willard was married and had promised to divorce his wife. Again, this never happened. However, I stayed in this situation for 17 years with hopes that one day he would leave his way. After finally realizing that it wasn't going to happen, I left. My life has not been the same, I was robbed of my youth. Every relationship I encounter start with hope and promise but always end in failure ( I have had one which lasted 4 years). It seems men cannot commit to me for some reason. I am told that I have all the makings of being a wonderful wife, homemaker, and mother, and friend.

I am now in a relationship with Joseph whom seems to be looking to settle down. He was married for only 4 years and have been divorced for 17 years. He is talking commitment somewhat. Again, this is starting out beautifully (the only downfall is he lives 2000 miles away). I have been knowing him for 8 months and he now is starting to show some change even though he says he's not. I try to keep lines of communication open but am hopeless and don't know what to do.

It seems as I am operating with a sense of urgency and wondering if I will ever find that right man. Plese pray for me to break all ties which bind me from everything that has been stolen from me and restore my happiness.

Janet


Posted by: cgirl

Dear Lord, I ask that you would provide a godly help meet for Janet if it be your will. I pray that she would have a close walk with you. Jesus, be the love of her life, be her first love. There is no one like you dear Lord. Take away the lonliness and let her find happiness in herself and in you. Let her be happy and whole before she goes into another relationship, heal her completely, in your name and to your glory, amen.


Posted by: jesusluvsme

First thing that is important to answer your question is, is he a Christian and does he love the LOrd God with all his heart soul and mind? Does he go to church reguraly? If he is not a Christian, then that is not God's will as Jesus said do not yoke (join) together with a non believer, as they are in darkness and you as a believer, if you are, are in the light. If he is not a believer, this will also end as bad if not worst like all your other relationships. You said you lost your youth. I also did to and we have no one to blame but ourselves. We did not follow God's commands and we payed to price for doing so. We only sowed what we reaped. But, the good news is that Jesus forgives and helps us to have His love, Joy and Peace, if we stay in Him, by follwoing His commands. It is as simple as that. I am 47 years old and finally have decided to be single and to seek Him with all my heart, soul and mind. I have found that only God can make me happy, not some woman. Even a almost perfect Godly woman can not come close to making me as happy as Jesus has. I also have realized how short is life on earth and realize that our future in Heaven is what I am looking forward to and wanting Him to be pleased with what I do for the rest of my life is my goal. I have wasted almost my first 28 years in so called following Him. I want the rest of my life to be full of joy, peace and His love, not the pain, and misery that I had the last 28. Only you can decide what you want the rest of your life to be. Nothing wrong with getting married to a real man of God that loves the Lord with all his soul, heart and mind. But, to marry someone that does not, is just prolonging your agony for the rest of your life.


Posted by: lizzie1007

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Originally Posted by jjones
I was given this site by a relative of mine you sent me her praise report of having her prayers answered through your prayers and ministry. I hope you can do the same for me.

You see I am a single mother who has been looking for that soulmate or Godly mate that God has for me. I am 47 years of age and have never been married. I was pursued by a man named Willard since the age of 14. Willard was 8 years my senior. I finally succumbed to his advances at the age of 17 and became pregnant (with twins). Willard moved to Houston and 5 years later I followed because he said he wanted to help me raise the boys. The truth was this never happened. Willard was married and had promised to divorce his wife. Again, this never happened. However, I stayed in this situation for 17 years with hopes that one day he would leave his way. After finally realizing that it wasn't going to happen, I left. My life has not been the same, I was robbed of my youth. Every relationship I encounter start with hope and promise but always end in failure ( I have had one which lasted 4 years). It seems men cannot commit to me for some reason. I am told that I have all the makings of being a wonderful wife, homemaker, and mother, and friend.




I am now in a relationship with Joseph whom seems to be looking to settle down. He was married for only 4 years and have been divorced for 17 years. He is talking commitment somewhat. Again, this is starting out beautifully (the only downfall is he lives 2000 miles away). I have been knowing him for 8 months and he now is starting to show some change even though he says he's not. I try to keep lines of communication open but am hopeless and don't know what to do.

It seems as I am operating with a sense of urgency and wondering if I will ever find that right man. Plese pray for me to break all ties which bind me from everything that has been stolen from me and restore my happiness.

Janet
Janet, reading your plead sounds so familiar, I too wondered from relationships, just wanting to be loved, doing all the wrong things, unfortunately it has taken me most of my life to realize the only relationship I needed was the one with God. It hit me about a month ago..now I struggle daily to work on it. I have peace of mine that his love is the only one I need, but the physical part of us makes it i hard to be lonely, I am tempted daily to run into relationships that I know once again can't succeed without God's blessing. The spirtual side of me prays for patient. Believe me, you can be in a dozen relationships and still be alone if God is not the most important one. I pray that God gives you the patient to know that he has a wonderful plan for you, lets just love him right now.....he is one that we can share and not cause so much pain in lives........blessings, lizzie