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I'm new here and need mental healing. Please help me.
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Posted by: Love4Jesus
Hello all,
I'm new here as of today. I would like to request prayer for myself. I need healing mentally. I am a Christian of about 5 years now. I have suffered for the last 19 years from Bipolar Disorder (manic/depression). I am on numerous medications but still have such problems. I've been feeling worthless and useless lately and have been very depressed to the point of having suicidal thoughts. I have not been sleeping and have been having crying spells. I'm trying to push through this but it is very difficult. Not too many people understand what I am going through so I don't talk to anyone about what I'm going through. I keep it all to myself. I want to just feel happy and be able to laugh again. I did see my psychiatrist on last Wednesday and he is trying to help me with my medications. I don't dare stop those because the last time I did that I ended up in the hospital. I do see him again this coming Wednesday. I want to feel again. I feel like I have no feelings right now and it's hard. I feel so alone. I am frustrated with myself and how I am feeling. That is why I'm glad I came upon this web site today. I'm sure this was no accident. Please help me.
Posted by: kaj2apr
Praise God for you finding this site. i am also bi-polar so i know how you feel. i aslso stumbled upon this website by the power of GOD. I have alot of depression at times to and at times feel worthless and suicidal. and to top it all off my wife called 3 months ago from overseas and said she wants a divorce.l talk about a stab to the heart. The only thing that helps is prayer and talking to others here for i know when two or more prayer Gods willis done. In jesus name i pray the depression is lifted from you. AMEN
Posted by: Prov.31gal
IN YOUR NAME JESUS
Please touch our Sisters heart, comfort her frustration, ease her need for understanding and keep her heart steadfast. Please Lord bring blessings of people to comfort her and help her. I pray you be with her constantly.
In Christ Jesus, I pray
Amen
Love4jesus, Ive posted a private message to you. Please read it and get back to me. Or email me directly at: SUPERWOMEN1976********.com. I CAN BE HEAR FOR YOU IF YOU'D LIKE. REMEMBER YOU ARE NEVER ALONE, HE WALKS WITH YOU, HE IS WITH YOU EVEN NOW. BLESS YOU SISTER
Posted by: Ragamuffin
You are not alone, there are so many of us that suffer from depression and take meds, and you are right, not everyone understands. But you did not stumble upon this site by accident, this is a Godincidence. Here you will be prayed for and the knowledge of knowing that people will pray for you and are praying for you as I type this, is awesome. There is a song "Somebody's praying me through" - it's a great song, I forget who sings it though.
I am sure you have been through many coping skills with your psychiatrist and therapist - sometimes for myself, I could scream when they ask me if I'm using my coping skills... But what I have found works best for me, is music. I listen to the music and I sing along and the bad thoughts have a hard time entering, because I make sure I have praise music on (I love Vineyard music). The music helps soothe me to sleep at night (although I do take meds) and when I wake up with a song in my head, I smile and think, I made it to one more day.
So we go on, moment by moment, breath by breath, but we go on. My Uncle Michael (you'll meet him in heaven one day as I am sure he is part of the welcoming committee since 11/12/98) used to ask us, "how do you eat an elephant? one bite at a time", so I bought an elephant, and I look at him when times get tough, when the darkness overpowers the light and it is bigger than me. One bite at a time and I can do this. Hang in there, somebody's praying you through...
Blessings to you...
Posted by: MeSing4him
Heavenly father I asked that you will touch & heal this dear person from the top of her head to the soles of her feet and cause the chemical makeup of her body to come in line. Father I asked that you give her comfort in knowing how much you love her and that she has a special purpose on this earth. Bless her in Jesus name.
AMEN & AMEN
Psalm 40:1-3
Posted by: Montauk173
Lord please lift this person up and put Your healing touch on them as You did me though I had a different problem. Please show them the light of Your healing touch. Allow them to be in remission from their disorder until it is time to come home to You. Let the doctor be able to find the medication that will do this for them. In Jesus Name. Amen.
Posted by: Love4Jesus
I want to say a big thank you to all who have posted. I am overwhelmed by the amount of love and compassion that is here within these boards. What a difference you all have made in my life already. A simple thank you to you all.
Posted by: cgirl
Just tell Jesus everything, and wait on Him, He will surely bring you out. And bind and rebuke the feelings that try to creep back again. In His presence there is fullness of joy, so spend time, much time in prayer, especially when you don't feel like it. Also bring it up at church, go up for prayer, let them lay hands on you and anoint you with oil.
Heavenly Father, I ask that you would heal Love4Jesus. By your stripes he/she is healed. Give her/him life and to have it more abundantly. Give her/him the joy of your salvation. Take away the hopelessness and depresstion. In your name and to your glory, amen.
I bind this foul depression and command it to go now. I loose peace, joy and hope to take it's place. Even now.
Ephesians 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
Matthew 16:19 And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.
So, when you feel down, that's the enemy. Don't lay down and cry, don't take it anymore, fight! I used to suffer from something similar to what you're going through years ago.
God bless.
Posted by: Ragamuffin
Abba Father, I am glad to see that your daughter is hear reading and praying another day. I ask her that you bless her today in a way that she recognizes so clearly that it is you. I ask that you bind the darkness and the enemy from having any room in her life. I ask that You fill that empty place in her life to overflowing so that there is so much more of You and no room for any darkness. I ask that you heal her, heal the chemical imbalance and heal the pain it has caused her in the past. I ask this in the name of Your Son, Jesus.