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My Final Request

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Posted by: nathanmitchell1981

God I have Given it all up to you, I have satyed faithful, and always kept my trust in you, but this is all I can take, you have made me suffer enough, I cant live like this anymore, I trusted you... How could you be so cruel? You have taken all from me, and I still trusted in you... But now I cant suffer anymore, my life is over, and I thank you for never being there for me like you promised, you took my wife, and daughter from me, as well as my health. All I ever asked for is my family, they were all that I had, how could you be so cruel? But now it's too late I have made up my mind this is the last time anyone will ever hear anything about me, because I am going to end my life today, God thank you for turning your back on me, thank you for never being there for me like you said you would... For this I hate you... Now i am dead, im sorry...


Posted by: christythompson

Nathan.... You are loved
God is calling you...
It is easy to blame him for your pain
Did he cause it or did you?
He can make you a new person
He can restore what the locusts have stolen
but you
yes you...
have to give him your life
surrender...
all that you are...
Your rising up and laying down
Give him your
attitude
Your business
Your health...
Your relationships
Give him your all and trust him...
The pain is great and he knows your pain
he suffered it himself
He suffered our rejection and your rejection now.
He says come all ye who are heavy laden.
God wants to make you a new man.
Do you want that...
a new man for your wife and child...
Jesus, draw this man to you in his time of anquish.
Let him put away all blame
to repent and begin anew in you.
I come agianst all spirits of suicide
and say jesus
you love him
let him know this and reject you no more.
Create in him a clean heart a new heart
Touch this man and give him hope.
Bless you nathan
stay close for we are your family too


Posted by: bill & alexis

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Originally Posted by nathanmitchell1981
God I have Given it all up to you, I have satyed faithful, and always kept my trust in you, but this is all I can take, you have made me suffer enough, I cant live like this anymore, I trusted you... How could you be so cruel? You have taken all from me, and I still trusted in you... But now I cant suffer anymore, my life is over, and I thank you for never being there for me like you promised, you took my wife, and daughter from me, as well as my health. All I ever asked for is my family, they were all that I had, how could you be so cruel? But now it's too late I have made up my mind this is the last time anyone will ever hear anything about me, because I am going to end my life today, God thank you for turning your back on me, thank you for never being there for me like you said you would... For this I hate you... Now i am dead, im sorry...

Nathan,
Hello brother!

My heart truely goes out to you.

Are you crushed by your wife leaving?

-Of course you are!

Does this test seem unbearable?

-Absolutely!

Is it worth taking your life?

-NEVER!!!

The test of your faith is more precious than silver and gold! The LORD has not left you, or, forsaken you!

Continue to run the race, and fight the good fight of faith! Don't quit - you'll be a better man for it!

If your wife is saying "NO!" - that doesn't necessarilly mean "no" - it just means "not now!"

Ask the LORD to forgive your anger towards Him, stay in prayer, and then watch Him move on your behalf!

This is no reason to check yourself out of life! Be strong and courageous!

"When the going gets tough - the tough get going!"

Get tough spiritually, and don't let the devil kick you anymore! Be the Warrior of God you were destined to be!!!

Be in Peace, and have a very blessed day in the LORD!
Semper Fi!
-Bill

Father God, thank You for Nathan! Impart a spiritual boldness, and peace for him to walk through this situation! Do not let him end his life, and make a serious mistake, which will last for eternity. Bring restoration in to his relationship, and healing for his heart. Completely restore what the enemy has stolen from them - in Jesus name - Amen!


Psalms 23
1 The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. 3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. 5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.


Posted by: akabezalel

The police have been sent out to check on Nathan.

We still need to pray for Nathan!

Getting the police there is only a first step, Healing, Salvation and Deliverance are the next ones and we still need to build hedges of protection around him and stand in the gap between heaven and hell for Nathan.

Thank You to those who prayed for Nathan... Keep it UP!!!


Posted by: christythompson

Jesus
I pray for Nathans pain
Lord you can heal him and heal his family.
God be with him this night
for we have heard his cry
loudly and we are waiting in the garden of gethsemane with him.
God save this man in every way


Posted by: PMB

Lord God I praise your name and thank you for the miraculous now in Jesus precious name. Satan the Lord God rebuke you in the name of Jesus. I decree and declare life for Nathan, for it is written John 10:10 (Amplified Bible)10The thief comes only in order to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have and enjoy life, and have it in abundance (to the full, till it [a]overflows).

Lord God I ask you in the name of Jesus to send Michael the arch angel and the angels of the Lord to contend with the angel of death.

I plead the blood of Jesus and bind the spirit of death in Jesus name. Lord God release the spirit of Isaiah 11 in Nathan, now in the mighty name of Jesus. 11 2And the Spirit of the Lord shall rest upon Him--the Spirit of wisdom and understanding, the Spirit of counsel and might, the Spirit of knowledge and of the reverential and obedient fear of the Lord--


Posted by: firekracker

Father, I lift up Nathan to You...help him to see and feel and hear evidence of you working in His life. Lord, give him peace and comfort. Help him to see You are the answer and he can trust on You. Help him to know Your love and desires you have for him and his life..thoughts of peace. In Jesus name. Amen


Posted by: JeriRose12

Dear Lord, show Nathan Your love. Make it plain to him that You did not do this to him. His wife made her own choices. And, perhaps, he made choices that made it hard for her to stay. I pray that Nathan will realize the truth: man will ALWAYS fail, but Jesus will always be there to pick up the pieces of our broken hearts. Show Nathan this. Lord God, may he come to You in his desparation and give You the chance to help him and lift him up. I pray he finds hope in You. Do not let him continue to reject You but find in You the only hope any of us have. I pray he comes to repentacne and salvation. I pray he is delivered from the spirit of death. Set him totally free, in Jesus Name, amen.

~JeriRose~
Finding YOU in 2005


Posted by: MarkSentMe

Nathan, stay strong! We can't rush God's Work, and we can't make others love us. Our prideful side doesn't understand why we aren't loved the way we feel we should be. Taking your life is contradictory to God's plan for us, it also robs your daughter of her father. So long as we still have breath in us, we still have a chance for a "do-over", a chance to make things right. But dead, we forfeit. Your daughter gets to grow up knowing nothing more of her father except that he checked out without even thinking of her. How selfish. You also give your wife permission to bring someone else into your daughter's life, to instill his values, his discipline methods, his spirituality or lack thereof. He gets to see her grow up. To go to school. To attend her prom. To walk her down the aisle when she gets married. Another man she will call "Daddy."

There are a lot of people on this site who have gone through similar situations with divorce and custody and job loss. As Christians we need to lean on each other and support each other through the hard times. If you do not currently attend church, that may be the first order of business. Find the nearest Christian church and go in and talk to the pastor. I know our pastor and he alsways has time for his flock. If the first church can't accomodate you, keep trying. Your life is worth it. I don't want you to die. And neither does God.

Father God,
I hold Nathan up to You. Please comfort him and please wrap Your loving arms around him. Please send an angel to watch over him and protect him. Please draw him closer to You and ease his hurting heart. Please watch over his wife and daughter. Please help them to lay down their pride and hurt and to work to reunite their family. Thank You, Lord. You are the Great Counselor and the Great Mediator. I ask that Your Will be done. In Jesus' Name I Pray. Amen.

Sharyn


Posted by: FriendOfGod

O dear gracious God, please do something about Nathan! Please don't let him end his life! Let him know that you love him. Remind him about Job. Reveal your truth to him. Let him know that if he just stands fast, you will recompense him double for his trouble. Let him know that it is the devil that kills, steals, and destroys, but that it is you who brings life. Please don't let Nathan give up on you, for you have not given up on him. Save him Lord! In Jesus name I pray, Amen.


Posted by: Sulten

Dear Nathan, You have so many people on this site who will care about you and pray for and with you. You are not alone and you never were. Whatever happens to us in this life, no matter what adversity strikes the Lord is always preparing a way out and for your escape. He is preparing a way for you right now. How do I know this? Because I have walked in your shoes, I have felt the way you are feeling now. I even tried to end my own life when I was young. I learned that it was just the thing the adversary wanted me to do. They wanted to cut my young life short and prevent me from accomplishing the work the Lord had in store for me to do. I thought my life was over and nothing good could ever happen to me again. I had a relationship not work out that tore me apart. What I did not know at the time was all the blessings the Lord had in store for me in the future and the way that as I learned to turn to him, he turned all those painful experiences around and I was reborn again in the knowledge that Jesus Christ died for my sins and has prepared a life for me where he wants what is best for me. Put your faith and trust in the Lord even now when you feel he has abandoned you. He is there. He is no respector of persons. He loves you. He will lead you to safety. Whatever circumstances are making you feel there is no purpose or reason to continue he can turn around in your life. You do not want to die and find out then, that you missed out on those blessings and what he was going to do with your life. Nathan, the Savior knows your pain. He suffered everything for us. He understands and there is nothing that he does not understand and nothing that is too great for him to help you with. Please brother let us pray for you as long as you need us to. Know that there are people who you can turn to here who care about you. You will be kept in my prayers until I hear about you. Please let us know how you are.

Dear Heavenly Father, I rebuke the adversary from any ploy to distroy this young life and call upon the councils of heaven to intercede in his behalf and work a miracle again in his life of hope, restoration of faith and belief in what You can do in his life. I pray for a divine intervention against any harm coming to this young man. I pray that the angels shall surround them with their loving and healing presence. Bring light into his life where there is darkness and clouds. Let him feel of Your presence, Your love and concern and that he is not abandoned or forsaken and will not ever be by you. Please open a door in Nathan's life for the Holy Spirit to abide again and find new hope and life. I pray for any earthly help he stands in need of at this time. I pray he will have friends to administer to him and comfort him in every need. I call upon the forces of heaven to marshall against the powers of darkness in his behalf and ask in Jesus Holy name amen.


Posted by: jeremiah184

Nathan, I pray for you in Jesus' name that you will turn this devastation over to the Lord and let Him revive and restore you. Jesus, only You know how come this happened, and I thank You that You do know. Jesus I pray that You will move in nathan's heart, spirit and mind and give him a sound mind. COmfort and console him and keep his heart with You. Lord, help him walk through this valley of the shadow of death, knowing that though his life is changing wildly and painfully, that You do not change but are our rock. Please allow Nathan to hear You and please pour Your blod on his wounds that go deeper than this problem and I ask that You would help Nathan to keep with You Jesus. Thank You Jesus for loving us so much that You prune us to be who You want us to be..help us go through these trials and please You. Jesus You are the oNly One.


Posted by: nathanmitchell1981

I still do not have my Wife, and Daughter here with me at this time, but I now see the family that I do have, and I thank you all for praying for me, Jesus Christ can do some wonderful things just when I truly felt I couldn't escape the grasp of the demons that I was allowing to drag me down... A HAND CAME FROM ABOVE AND LIFTED ME UP... PRAISE GOD!!! I lost my job, and felt that everything had now been lost... and again, GOD SAID NO!!! and instead of helping me find a new job... He gave me a business of my own.

God just keeps on giving, HE DOESN'T STOP, and I for one am greatful, he gave me the strength to realize no-matter how bad your situation may be, there is always a way out as long as you trust in him, and I will never lose that trust again, thank everyone who has prayed for me during this time of trial that I have been going through, and may God Bless you all, I will remember all of you, and hope that one day I can do for someone, as you all have done for me. "Show The Way Of God" "JESUS IS LORD" Thank You...


Posted by: jeremiah184

Jesus I thank you for being consistent, unchanging, loving and truthful. I praise you because you love us so much and so thoroughly that you let us suffer at times to be drawn to you, to let us see Your self in others, You are an awesome and Holy and perfect One True God. Praise You, Praise You Lord Jesus, the lamb of God. I thank YOu Jesus for giving Nathan Your grace in his time of distress and anguish. Jesus I ask that You continue to work on him and transform him to be the man of God You want.
I ask for you to convict his wife's heart and conscience Jesus and to bind all deception and untruth around her. Jesus please guard and protect the child's heart, mind and spirit. Jesus I ask for yOU to comfort Nathan and to bind up his broken heart and to help him obey You Jesus and keep coming to You and surrendering what he is now going through to you...Jesus help Nathan to bring to light his wounds for healing and help him pray to You Jesus. I thank YOu Jesus. I thank YOU.


Posted by: FriendOfGod

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Originally Posted by nathanmitchell1981
I still do not have my Wife, and Daughter here with me at this time, but I now see the family that I do have, and I thank you all for praying for me, Jesus Christ can do some wonderful things just when I truly felt I couldn't escape the grasp of the demons that I was allowing to drag me down... A HAND CAME FROM ABOVE AND LIFTED ME UP... PRAISE GOD!!! I lost my job, and felt that everything had now been lost... and again, GOD SAID NO!!! and instead of helping me find a new job... He gave me a business of my own.

God just keeps on giving, HE DOESN'T STOP, and I for one am greatful, he gave me the strength to realize no-matter how bad your situation may be, there is always a way out as long as you trust in him, and I will never lose that trust again, thank everyone who has prayed for me during this time of trial that I have been going through, and may God Bless you all, I will remember all of you, and hope that one day I can do for someone, as you all have done for me. "Show The Way Of God" "JESUS IS LORD" Thank You...


Hey Nathan! It's so good to hear back from you! Its so good to know that you are doing good! Praise the Lord! God Bless You Brother! We all love you. Keep it up!

Your sister in Christ

Janet


Posted by: Marcelline

Psa 118:17 I shall not die, but live, and declare the works of the LORD.