| I was pondering why it was that after I tithe--a week later I am without job. What I came up with is that this may not be what the LORD has for me. Maybe it was for a time, but not for settling at. |
Your next job will be better than the one you just left. You are going to be employed where you will feel most comfortable, where the work is going to be challenging yet relevant, and where you can share the Gospel without fear. You are going to be put in a place where God will use you best.
They mean so much to me, and help so very much. I also think that the LORD may be testing me and I believe that he is going to open a door for a job very soon. He has always been faithful and I have learned to trust him more and more. The job that I had was in a very hostile, very bad environment and one that I could have put up with but sooner or later it would have come to a head and I probably would not have been there too much longer--and I cannot imagine being there into the new year. I had heard too much negative on the very second day--not to mention that the guy who was the one that caused major problems, he was a major factor in my leaving and his manipulating and kniving (sp?) for the short time that i was there--only because he was clearly not the person who had hired me but because he was/is such a major control freak he did all that he could to get me out and finally, it worked. If he didnt hire me, then he was not going to be in support of my being there and found fault after fault after fault with me, even though I did the best possible job that i could do. My old bosses always told me that I did very good work for them despite what anyone says. Only by the GRACE of GOD was/am I able to do a good job at all. Also, I know this is bad of me but I did hear from a good friend that the very next day the other assistant (who they were going to dump alot of work onto now that I was gone) has since resigned after hearing that she was going to have to 'help out' until they got another person to help out. I say--GOOD FOR HER! I also want to believe that it was the LORD showing them something as well--but, i dont know about that one. I do have some interviews possibly coming up either this week or next, and I am just praying that the LORD open the door at the place where he wants for me to be.