His lifestyle isn't Christlike either. He is living with a woman whom he is not married to, for example. He is divorced, although I don't know who divorced who. None of my co-workers who are Christian stood up for Jesus either. I have a problem with being shy. I have a crippling fear of communicating to people that I am trying to overcome. I have a form social phobia, and I need to be set free. One thing he said about the show on heaven is that the Buddhists seemed the happiest. My Vietamese co-worker is Buddhist. My boss admires her for appearing happy all the time. "I think I might become Buddhist." he says. After leaving the restaurant, he is now asking my co-worker about Buddhism. Sorry, if I am beating myself up, but now I really think it's my fault that he is going down the wrong path.
He should be asking me about Jesus. But he does not desire what I have, but desires what she has. What have I done!
How is it that Buddhists can be so happy if they don't have Christ!
I know that it is a false peace, based on the energy or something. Joyce Meyer has stated time and time again that you have to make unbelievers want what you have. From my boss's perspective or perception, he doens't see me as having a life that he wants. It's my fault!
I do come to work grumpy and depressed, with a bad attitude even though I've heard Joyce Meyer's advice against it, but really it's against the truth of God's Word. I am not obeying God when I come to work grumpy and depressed with a low self-esteem and sometimes lazy and its no use attitude towards my work. I know that I am not displaying the fruits of the spirit at all times. I strive towards being a good Christian at work, like all other places. I guess I'm not trying hard enough. My flesh does not want to be cheerful around my boss, because I admit, he gets on my nerves. He teases me about watching Joyce Meyer on the Internet. Please pray for me to be a better witness and example in the workplace as well as for my boss' salvation, whether I sew seeds or other Christian collegues sew seeds. God Bless You All!|
Originally Posted by rocker
Janet
Your boss's standing before God is not your fault. From what you're saying, you've obviously been an effective witness for Christ for quite some time. Hang in there. God is still using you in this situation as well as others. Just be sensitive to the leading of the Holy Spirit and He will guide you. Your boss is responsible for his own decisions and destiny. Father please convict Janet's boss of sin and show him Jesus is the only way. Please draw him to Yourself and bring him to a saving knowledge and faith. Please help Janet be a more effective witness for Christ in these coming days and minister to her needs. Thanks in Jesus Name amen. |