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marriage needs prayer
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Posted by: rainbow788
My marriage is in need of prayer. we are going through another rocky time in trying to reconcile after living apart for a long time. I dont know what to do and am not hearing clearly from God. Others are interfering in our marital problems and making things worse. the interference of some of these same people helped to cause the separation in the first place with their meddling and their lying. my husband was the one who wanted a divorce several years ago and then he changed his mind and about a year and a half ago he said he wanted to reconcile. He claims he loves me but his actions often speak otherwise. He has lied too much in the past and trust is a big issue now....its hard for me to trust him and the pain is still there. He broke my heart and he expects me to just forget about everything. Everything seems more important to him than our marriage. I cant do this alone. He is back to his selfish ways again. The stress is causing my illnesses to worsen and i am depressed most of the time. And very lonely. maybe its time to give up and get divorced and move on with my life. I love my husband....we have been together for 24 years and have 2 children. i have prayed so long for God to restore our marriage and our family. I know its hard for him to deal with my health problems and my chronic depression that results from my illness. the depression is terrible during the winter months. After 7 years of endless trials i wish i could see some light at the end of the tunnel.
Posted by: akabezalel
Jesus, meet Glenda where she is and guide her in her steps. Show her the Goodness of God and draw her deep into relationship with You so that she can clearly hear Your voice. Bring her husband to repentance and Salvation. Deal with this situation and heal Glenda's body. Shield the children from this struggle and bring them to Your side fir Salvation and relationship. Thank You Lord Jesus! AMEN!
Posted by: rainbow788
Thank you akabezalel for praying for us. Things have been bad since before Christmas and continue to get worse. my husband has been very critical and will not even talk to me now. I was sick with the flu over Christmas and now he is saying that I "ruined" Christmas for him and the kids and my parents and basically everyone. I feel bad enough without him making it worse. He acts like I "planned" to get sick then. right after Christmas my daughter was sick with the flu and then my husband was sick for several days with it. somehow this is my fault according to him. I "ruined" his holidays and the kids' holidays. He doesnt care that i spent the holidays alone and sick however.
I dont think I can do this anymore. Aside from this prayer board I have no support whatsoever. my heart is broken from this constant rejection from everyone i love. my kids are going through difficult times but wont talk to me and my daughter acts like she hates me. no matter how hard i try she rejects me. this has been going on for years since i got sick and had to leave my job. she blames me for the financial problems, for the separation (even though it was her father who wanted it). she is my firstborn...my only daughter and this just breaks my heart. I believe that certain people in my husbands family did a lot of damage by saying things to my kids (a bunch of lies) when we separated. they think nothing of lying and trying to tear a family apart and satan used these people to carry out his evil plans to destroy. all the stress is worsening my health so much and i've lost a lot of weight and cant eat anything. My fibromyalgia is the worst its ever been.I have prayed for physical healing, for my marriage and our family but only see things getting worse. I feel empty and dead inside. I wish I could hear from God but I do not. All i feel is this crushing depression day after day. the past two days have been almost unbearable. I really appreciate everyones prayers. its hard to pray when all i can do is cry.