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Posted by: gwenith21

Writing out into the abiss of Annointed.net, sharing my inner life and secret desires, my cries of pain, my cries of terror, in hopes that someones prayers will ease the turmoil and lift the fog of fear and confusion from my life.

Here at annointed I come when I am at a loss, and I come here always in hope and faith that my prayers will be said by another, and that brings me comfort and peace.

Tonight I am needing a bit of comfort and peace. I have alot of changes going on around me, inside me, and its very hard. Ive lost a lot of weight, I am drinking more then usual, and I just feel stressed, and nervous.

Ive been in love for nearly half a decade now with the same man. Nearly this whole decade I have been away from him, and tomorrow I get to share time with him again, the first time in a very very long time. He is like my best friend, and my feelings for him are as strong as I have ever had for a man and that is a frightening thing. Only God is perfect and infinite, and having such a strong love for a man is scary because of the state of out human condition. WE all let one another down, we all hurt others, we all fall so short! I hold no expectations, but I do hold hope in my heart that someday God will allow us to be together. Tomorrow may change my mind on this, but, Tomorrow may also just strengthen these feelings already more then they are now. I wont know until tomorrow, and I am nervous. Obviously I am praying that these feelings are valid, and that this long suffering distance has not been in vain.

I cant even explain what I feel and what I need prayer about exactly, but in my heart I know, and if you could just ask the Lord to read my heart and give me clarity, peace, faith, and confidence in my present situation and tomorrow at my meeting I would be so grateful. I just guess what i am saying is I am praying for true love and companionship to grow tomorrow, that good seeds will continue to be planted between the two of us. That we will build off a foundation from God and his laws....

I will try to come back and update the post so I can let you know how the meeting goes.

God bless each of you, get some sleep and know I am praying in gratitude for your compassion and love as you pray for me tonight.

There is a lot going on in the Universe right now, Im sure many of you are feeling anxious and stressed as well. Pleas feel free to write me anytime with prayer requests or just chit chat if you want..
God bless
Ciao-


Posted by: christythompson

Lord Let your will be done here
Let Gwenith give you all of her life
and put you first.
God convict her and give her strength
to stop drinking all together
Give her purpose and direction.


Posted by: prayyior

Heavenly Father, I lift Holly up to you this day! I ask you to quiet her mind that she can hear you. Lord, bind up loneliness and cast it far from her, and give her peace.

Lord, let your Spirit reveal truth to her during this meeting. Let her recognize it as from you. Hold her in your hands and protect her and guide her thought and words. Lord, I know how much you love Holly and I ask you to draw her closer and closer to You.

Lord, I ask for your Divine Wisdom and guidance to be upon Holly today. I ask it in the Name of Jesus Christ our Savior and Lord. AMEN