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prayer so that my lord will heal my damaged heart and mental illness
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Posted by: Mr. MANNYE AYALA
short and sweet i always say- i have had 3 heart ( MI) and suffer from major depression with psy features last year in july of 2005 i got an( mi ) heart attack while i was working - they gave me 3 months to live since then emergency visits are common. i am greatful to my lord but suicidal thought are constant everyday struggle after so much treatment and therapy i dont feel any improvement and my legs and arms i feel are getting weaker - no family - no girle friend no friends - my only boy was killed in a car accident nov last year
. no sparkle of life anymore my ex wife left me for someone with more money 9 years ago .i used to love teaching 4th grade elementary , now iam bearly able to get around in my cain lost all to paying bills, now i am homless and living in the parks 
in oahu hawaii - the housing market or should i say affordable house ( their is non ) please pray so that my heart will get strong - and if the lord permits for him to send me an angel 
to accompany me in my last days of life - its pathetic 
being in this condition ------------- prov 3.5 
Posted by: Chris Logan
Father God in Jesus name I pray for this man and ask that Lord you would grant him your favor. you know his heart, you know his cry and I ask Lord that you would reveal yourself to him and let him know your love for him.
Enable him to find a job that would help him to find affordable housing. Look beyond his fault and see his need.
Minister to him and put caring, compassionate people in his path Lord that would reach out to him.
Heal his heart Father, his spiritual heart along with his physical heart and send ministering angels to help him with the depression. Give him hope Father, encourage him and strengthen him to take up thy bed and walk and follow thee. Show him the way to rise up and be healed in Jesus name. Strengthen his inner man and heal his soul and memories and deliver him from the things that are separating him from you. Save him Lord from this path of destruction and especially this self-destruction.
Lord you know everything about this man and what he has been through and where he has been. Father, look beyond his fault and see his need and enable him to look to you and not man for his deliverance and healing. Burden peoples heart to pray for him and to reach out and love him.
lead him to a church Lord that has an outreach ministry that would help him Father in his need and enable him to have a heart that would desire to help and pray for others. show him you have a plan for his life Lord and that he is special in your sight and that you love and care about him in every way.
Take control of this situation Lord----heal his mind, his emotions and his body Lord so that he can be all you want him to be. Most of all, show this man his desperate need for you----you are the answer, you are the way, you are the truth and you are the life!! Lead, guide and direct him to you in Jesus name.
Posted by: Rachel R
Yikes!
Lord, please rescue Mannye and comfort his heart.
Heal him and make a way for him to begin a new life.
Send angels to help and protect him.
Show Christians his plight and touch their hearts.
In Jesus' Name, Amen.
Posted by: Mr. MANNYE AYALA
TODAY - june 7 i woke up feeling a little better ( most days i cant even get up and walk around ) but i will rejoice this day the lord has made for me to enjoy 
the pains in my arms and legs are not normal but then again i,m not normal ( i,m defective ) i want to thank chris logan from a small town in mid west town for her prayers and comments also rachel from morrow bay ca.
i am a firm believer that the lord puts - ( angels in your path everyday ) you just have to focus really good to see them like ( CHRIS AND RACHEL )
in different ways
YOU DONT KNOW HOW COMFORTING your words are to me
today i was able to reach the university to use the computer and write back to you fine people servants and angels of our lord
prov.14.21 blessed are those who help the poor ,but even more blessed are you for comforting a beaten up body and soul like mine
love you respectfully ....... MR. A ( god bless all 
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