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Posted by: stephanie_42002

I am 19 years old and I have a lot of health problems that keep me from doing things that most people my age do, I am in pain everyday of my life, everything seems to be a struggle lately, my doctors have recommended surgery but I don't have insurance and they are very risky procedures, but he seems to think that it will save my life, I know with God's help and prayers this can be healed without the surgery. I need to be saved again I know how powerful our wonderful God is but yet I admit that I have fallen short and backslid. I need all of the advice and prayer I can get.



Posted by: Writer4Hirer

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Originally Posted by stephanie_42002
I am 19 years old and I have a lot of health problems that keep me from doing things that most people my age do, I am in pain everyday of my life, everything seems to be a struggle lately, my doctors have recommended surgery but I don't have insurance and they are very risky procedures, but he seems to think that it will save my life, I know with God's help and prayers this can be healed without the surgery. I need to be saved again I know how powerful our wonderful God is but yet I admit that I have fallen short and backslid. I need all of the advice and prayer I can get.


Let's take this one step at a time. Being young is wonderful, having health problems are not. It says we are to take all things to God and be thankful for everything. Thank God that you can not do the things other 19 year olds do, for your health problems and yes, even your pain. Then praise him in song outloud for what you have to be thankful for; such as, this prayer line, family, etc... Ask God to heal you or if necessary to be the hands that perform your surgery. Are you not able to get State Insurance. In some states, if you don't make enough money, you can get insurance through the state. This is not welfare, but a helping hand to those who make less money.

As for your needing to be saved again. Have you asked God into your heart already once, to be your personal Lord and Savior? Did you ask for forgiveness of your sins at that time? If so, you are already saved and do not need to be again. God accepts you where you are, just ask for His help to get back on track. Read your bible daily, even if only for 5 minutes, sing praises out loud, rebuke Satan out loud and thank God for the good and bad in your life. God is already with you, but may He God bless you abundently.



Posted by: kimmie-girl

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Originally Posted by stephanie_42002
I am 19 years old and I have a lot of health problems that keep me from doing things that most people my age do, I am in pain everyday of my life, everything seems to be a struggle lately, my doctors have recommended surgery but I don't have insurance and they are very risky procedures, but he seems to think that it will save my life, I know with God's help and prayers this can be healed without the surgery. I need to be saved again I know how powerful our wonderful God is but yet I admit that I have fallen short and backslid. I need all of the advice and prayer I can get.

Sweet baby girl-Oh my how the Lord has a precious plan for you. You do not need to be saved again - you just need re dedicate to your precious God and ask forgiveness. Pray all the time , talk to God as you would your best friend. He knows how you desire to be close to him. you will need to search for avenues to get your health back. Pray that God will open doors and close windows. there is a stor of a man in a flood - he was on the roof of his house and a boat came to save him. he refused to get into the boat proclaiming "God will save me" then the flood got worse and a helicopter came to save him, again he proclaimed "no i will not go God will save me"-- the poor man drowned... when he got to heaven he asked God "why didn't you save me?" Gods reply?---" i tried!! First i sent you a boat - then a helicopter"
MY friend do not be like this man. ask and let God give you an avenue to take and do not be afraid. ask your Dr.- research the wed - call organizations- find information to help you pay for treatment. there are lots of avenues to take - find out if there are places that are doing experimental treatments for your problem - maybe they will pay you. you never know. but if you need to talk or need help researching just e-mail me. 19 is a scary age to feel so left out and alone. God is awsome and faithfull. let him love on you again.. Now go get um.



Posted by: stephanie_42002

I did have state insurance when I was 18 but it was child medicaid and I lost it the month I turned 19, and now they say that the only way I can get the adult medicaid is to be completely unable to work. Which I don't understand it because I know a girl who can work but is too lazy too and she gets it. I just don't understand. I was brought up in an extremely religious family and I have seen God perform precious memorys but sometimes I wonder why he's not really helping me. I know that God is real for I have felt him myself, I just wonder why he isn't helping me in my time of need. I feel as if he is teaching me patience but this is a serious issue that I don't feel has a lot of time to spare.



Posted by: DebL

Dear Lord, I pray that you will be with Stephanie at this time, and help her with the needs that she has. I pray that you will heal her, and give her comfort. Help her to know that once she accepted you as her Savior, she does not need to do it again, that she is still saved. Give her peace in her heart about her salvation. Help her to find the assistance that she needs to take care of her health needs, and give the doctors wisdom in her treatment. Thank you, Lord, for all that you will do in Stephanie's life. Amen.



Posted by: Frederik

I'll pray for you.



Posted by: Writer4Hirer

This isn't medicaid insurance that I was thinking about. It is insurance for low income people. I would suggest you call a couple insurance companies and ask them what the name of the insurance organization is for low income families within your state. God is with you even now, never think he isn't. Just because you don't see results, does not mean he isn't working behind the scene. Frequently during our toughest times, God is carrying us, but we can't see or feel it because our own emotions get in the way. Lord we pray you will turn this all around for your good and glory and open the doors for this precious child of your's.

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Originally Posted by stephanie_42002
I did have state insurance when I was 18 but it was child medicaid and I lost it the month I turned 19, and now they say that the only way I can get the adult medicaid is to be completely unable to work. Which I don't understand it because I know a girl who can work but is too lazy too and she gets it. I just don't understand. I was brought up in an extremely religious family and I have seen God perform precious memorys but sometimes I wonder why he's not really helping me. I know that God is real for I have felt him myself, I just wonder why he isn't helping me in my time of need. I feel as if he is teaching me patience but this is a serious issue that I don't feel has a lot of time to spare.




Posted by: blondieison

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Originally Posted by stephanie_42002
I am 19 years old and I have a lot of health problems that keep me from doing things that most people my age do, I am in pain everyday of my life, everything seems to be a struggle lately, my doctors have recommended surgery but I don't have insurance and they are very risky procedures, but he seems to think that it will save my life, I know with God's help and prayers this can be healed without the surgery. I need to be saved again I know how powerful our wonderful God is but yet I admit that I have fallen short and backslid. I need all of the advice and prayer I can get.

I play for healing for stephanie,her soul,her mind ,her heart,and body. Lord your child stephanie has been lost and has returned.We pray for angels from heaven to be with her in each and every hour of every day.Amen



Posted by: Shieldoffaith

Stephanie Jesus meets you where you are...just pour your heart out before him and cast your eyes unto his holy hills...for he is our refuge and our strength a very present help in times of trouble. I pray that the lord will restore and use you mightly for the extention of his kingdom, i speak healing, provision and restoration into your life in Jesus mighty name. May God bless you



Posted by: stephanie_42002

I want to thank each and everyone of you for your words of encouragement, it means so much to me and may God bless all of you.