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Posted by: Copper

Oh God I Need You. I Do Not Understand Lord. Please Make Me Feel Better. I Huyrt So Very Much. Oh God It Hurts. Why Why Why Why Why Why Why. Lord I Just Called Tom's Work To Leave A Message For Him That If He Wants His Things He Can Call Me Anytime And Come And Get His Things. They Asked If I Wanted To Speak To Him And I Said No, Because I Was Scared God. Lord, He Called Me Back And Said That I Was Acting Like A B****. God I Am Not Acting Like That I Am Hurt. Lord, He Said That He Was Not Acting Like An ******* And That He Took My Not Wanting To Talk To Him Like A B****. God Please Show Me If This Is Going To Ever Work Or Not. God I Am Losing Faith. God It Has Been 14 Days And I Want My Husband Back. God Why Is He Being So Very Very Mean. He Has Always Been So Very Respectful Of Me. Lord, Heal Me, God I Am Losing My Mind. Please Lord Make It Go Away. Lord Show Tom How Much I Love And Need Him.
Oh God Please Please Do This.
Lord, It Hurts So Bad To Hear Him Say This To Me In Front Of His Friends. Lord, He Told Me I Was Leaving Smart-*** Sarcastic Comments With His Co-workers, God I Was Very Respectful When Leaving That Message. I Just Wanted Him To Know He Could Come And Get His Things. Because I Thought He Had Driven In Here Earlier To Get Them, And When He Saw My Car Had Left.
God Why Is This Happening To Me????? Why, When I Have Lost So Very Much. I Have Lost My Parents, A Marriage, And Now A Second Marriage And A Son. God. Please Stop It Stop It Stop It Now. I Can't Take Anymore. No More.
Pleae Stop It God.
Amen.


Posted by: lizzie1007

I feel so bad for the obvious pain you are going through. I wish God would give me the words to comfort you. I have been where you are, as far as crying out and saying, God, why?????? A couple of weeks ago, I was at that point. I typed into the search engine, God please help me...it brought me to this site. Since then ...I can't wait for a break to be able to come to this site....never have I had the peace of mind. Later that afternoon going home...it was like God hugged me and said, all I ever wanted was for you to want me as badly as I want and need you. It seemed from that moment on everything in my world came together......He wanted me,,,,,as his child,,,,,,the one he saved and rescued to come to him and work on loving him......now my hours are all spent with him crossing my mind and me talking to him (at every chance)....the rest--------he will take care of ......I pray that he gives you the courage and strength you need....I pray he takes away your hurt and pain......he does love you and he hasn't forsaken you.......keep your faith and he will reveal what he wants from you......it took almost 40 years for me to listen.............even though I have known him since I was a child........I would go to him.....and he would answer and I would do it my way.......thus why my life has been a mess......now I trust him.......my thoughts and prayers are with you....blessing,,,,,lizzie


Posted by: Copper

dear God,
i am so sorry for being angry with you. Lord, i am weak and you are strong. Lord, i am slowly being broken down, for you.
Lord, i again try to give my husband completely to you, even when
he is mean, even when he is cold, i will not let my emotions get to me.
Thank you God, for all of the people who have prayed, Lord, I don't know what i would do right now without their prayers, and thank you God for you listening to me too.
Amen.


Posted by: Copper

[blue]gOOD MORNING gOD,
lORD i PRAISE YOU THIS MORNING AND THANK YOU FOR SUCHA BEAUTIFUL ONE AT THAT. gOD, THIS IS MY TIME TO GIVE MY HUSBAND ONCE AGAIN TO YOU. lORD, BE WITH HIM THROUOUT THE DAY. lORD, LET HIM KNOW OU ARE THER IN THE SOUND OF THE WIND, IN THE BEAUTY OF THE WORLD AROUND HIM AS HE WORKS, IN THE WAY THAT HE FEELS YOU. lORD, PLEASE ALLOW CIRCUMSTANCES TO HAPPEN TO REMIND HIM OF YOU AND THAT YOU ARE THERE. lORD, CONVICT HIS HEART AND DO NOT LET THESE EVIL INFLUENCES INFLUENCE HIM ON THIS DAY. lORD, i KNOW THAT HE IS OURS TO TAKE CARE OF. lORD, PLEASE DO ALL OF THESE THINGS AND HELP ME TO NOT WORRY ABOUT tOM FOR THIS DAY. hELP ME TO GIVE HIM TOTALLY TO YOU. lORD, PLEASE WEIGH HEAVILY ON HIS HEART, lORD. LORD I PRAISE YOU AND YOUR MIGHTY POWER. I KNOW THAT WE ARE NOT ROBOTS AND THAT TOM HAS REJECTED YOU FOR SO VERY LONG, BUT PLEAE LORD DO NOT GIVE UP. LORD SEND ANGELS TO FIGHT THE DEMONS THAT SURROUND MY HUSBAND. LORD CHANGE HIS EYES, I HAVE BEEN PARYING THIS FOR SO VERY LONG. LORD HEAL HIS HEART. SEND THE HOLY SPIRIT TO ENVELOP MY HUSBAND AND SPEAK TO HIM. PICK AT HIM UNTIL HE CANNOT STAND IT ANYMORE. I THANK YOU AGAIN GOD FOR I KNOW THAT YOU WILL DO THESE THINGS FOR I HAVE ASKED. IN YOUR NAME
AMEN.

sorry if any misspellings, i close my eyes as i pray.[/blue]


Posted by: Copper

Lord, thank you for such a wonderful day with you. I enjoyed learning of you today, God I can see you changing me ever so slowly. I thank you for the chance to get right with you. I thank you for this trial, and see now that this is a wonderful opportunity, not a hindrance. Lord, I want to be like Job, and perservere no matter what comes my way. Lord, make me stronger for you.
Amen.


Posted by: Copper

Lord, I woke up this morning with a heavy burden on my heart for Tom. Lord, please, I told you I gave Tom to you to take care of. This terrible feeling will not go away, I have prayed all morning for you to take it away. Lord, please help me to discern if this feeling is of you or of the other side. God, take care of Tom, because I feel like he has gotten in trouble or something is wrong.
I know you will do this Lord. Thank you, and please please take this away so I can get on with my work today.
Thanks God, Copper


Posted by: Copper

Dear Lord,
Tom called three times while I was asleep last night. He was angry because he thought I may be out on a date. God, he said he wants to go to marriage counseling and work this out. Lord, please help me to discern if this is truly what he wants, or if he is just scared of being on his own. Lord, also please help me to discern what You want. Lord, I want what you want. Lord, God, please help me to know what to say and what to do in this. Lord, help me to know what You want me to do in this. What step do I take next. Lord, also, please help Tom to believe that I was indeed asleep last night, I certainly don't want to push him away if this is what You want. Lord, I thank you for this chance to possibly save my marriage, speak through me that I may first help Tom to come to you. My marriag is second to You, and I want Tom to know you as I do, especially now. I have enjoyed learning about you these last two weeks, and don't want to lose that.
Thank you God, I know you will be right here with me through this,
luv, kimberly


Posted by: lizzie1007

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Originally Posted by Copper
Dear Lord,
Tom called three times while I was asleep last night. He was angry because he thought I may be out on a date. God, he said he wants to go to marriage counseling and work this out. Lord, please help me to discern if this is truly what he wants, or if he is just scared of being on his own. Lord, also please help me to discern what You want. Lord, I want what you want. Lord, God, please help me to know what to say and what to do in this. Lord, help me to know what You want me to do in this. What step do I take next. Lord, also, please help Tom to believe that I was indeed asleep last night, I certainly don't want to push him away if this is what You want. Lord, I thank you for this chance to possibly save my marriage, speak through me that I may first help Tom to come to you. My marriag is second to You, and I want Tom to know you as I do, especially now. I have enjoyed learning about you these last two weeks, and don't want to lose that.
Thank you God, I know you will be right here with me through this,
luv, kimberly
I continue to pray that God will comfort you and give you wisdom and guidance through this.......I look at your post dailey for good news.....You are doing the right thing........and I hope that the Lord opens Tom's eyes to see the love you have for him......and that he too puts God first in your lives....................blessings ..................Lizzie


Posted by: Copper

Good Morning Again Ladies,

and oh what a fine morning it is!!! Tom and I had a lovely date last night!!! We went for dinner and a movie! He says he would like to see a marriage counselor! Praise God, oh my goodness Praise God in Heaven!!!!! Wow. Wow. Wow. He also said that God had been working in his heart! I don't know if you ladies remember or not, but earlier in the week I called Tom's work but did not speak to him. Well, this upset him, and he called me back lashing out with many vulgar and rude words. I did what God told me to do and was just peaceful and calm, I did not retort rudely or harshly. I just said I was sorry, and I loved him! He said that he turned to his co-worker after he got off the phone and said, "Can you believe it, she said she loves me! After I just cussed her out, she still loves me".
He said that got him thinking, plus an episode where he woke up that morning and could not breathe! He has heart trouble, and he said it was like God was saying to him, be careful. So, ladies, it looks like right now, my husband is open to marriage counseling, Christian at that!!!!! What a wonderful God we have. I did not have to do anything at all. All I have been doing is trusting God, and praying with all of you, God really hears us doesn't he?
One thing though, could you continue to pray with me, for there is one HUGE issue. And, I know alot of you will say, well with that issue it would be over. He says he is having trouble accepting my children. He said that he doesn't know if it is them or if he has something else wrong and is putting it on them. Please pray with me that God will also fix this area of his life. I know that God can heal all hearts. Tom and I talked last night of his need to put God first, and I gave him a package of CD's I bought of Christian sermons called No More Games, by a preacher, now I can not remember his name, darn, on my Christian radio- Walk in the Word. That is the name of the show. Well, he said he will listen to them!!!! God, is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooo Goooooddddd. This is a man whom three weeks ago would not even listen to Christian music.
He is going to continue to stay at his apartment, while we attend marriage counseling, and perhaps our marriage will be reconciled.
Now, that I have updated you I will pray with you.
Thank you all for your prayers and encouragement, you have truly blessed and touched my life in a very special way, I wish I could hug you all tightly,

Dear God, good morning! Thank you for giving me a special evening with my dearest husband. Lord, help my husband to be true, true to himself and to me. Lord, please I reaffirm all of the things that I have asked you for in my prayer for Tom. Lord, please bring him to a special place where he knows you and can accept your grace and can begin a life which includes you. Lord, I find it much more important that my husband know you than for our marriage to work. God, I love lyou dearly and want to thank you for giving him this chance to make his life better with you. Lord, only you are able to forgive others whole heartedly, and I stand amazed. Lord, please continue to work in my husband's heart and Lord, help me to be a light unto him of you. Lord, speak through me, and let me show him the true aspects of a Christian. God, help me to continue to put you first in all things, and to not begin to put Tom first. God, help me to have discernment concerning him, and to know what it is that you would have me to do. Help me to consider my children at all times, and Lord, help Tom to get past his issues concerning my children. Place a dear love in his heart for them. Lord, for they have a love for him, but if we are to truly be a family, this is a definite must. Lord, help him to see that they are just little people, whom have not chosen to be in this situation, (their father and I divorced.). Lord, please heal Tom's heart as I have seen you heal mine in this past week. I have seen you take me from a destitute, bitter, angry person into a person whom sees that your will is ultimate and sufficient. Lord, help me to be able to handle whatever comes my way and to be a good servant of you.
Lord, I pray all of these things in your heavenly name and praise and sing your name over and over and over, for you are truly AWESOME.
I have seen the power of faith and you, I stand completely amazed.
Thank you God, love kimberly


Posted by: lizzie1007

Congrats on your wonderful nite.....may God continue to bless you both as you look to him.................I am so happy for you...........THANK YOU ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,LORD.....I will raise my hands to honor you.....blessings....Lizzie


Posted by: brenda50

please please do not lose faith i have been were you are and after the first marrage i lost faith i to lost both parents before i was 21, and a son when i was 22,i did lose faith for a lot of years, and i missed so much,and had so much pain,but now i am with the lord again its wonderfull, please lord i pray you help this lady with her pain,to ease it so she can love you,and that her husband understands and helps her and not hurt her for him to realise how much she loves him and needs him,as she loves and needs you lord.please heal this ladys hurting,thinking and praying for u brenda x