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Originally Posted by iammutt
i walk through life sad ,always feeling im doing something wrong,nothing ever goes right,i cant find a job ,people have pretty much supported me my whole life,i feel worthless,lost hope and faith in myself,its hard to pray ive lost faith in that to,i cant make since of anything,but im not stupid,i believe in god and his son but cant have faith in the word,it doesnt work for me,im tired of the pot i smoke ,alcohal i drink and the ciggerettes,it seems impossible to break free from,ive had a rough life i used to be able to blame on everyone else,im tired of blaming people ,i need god ,i just woke up with tears,crying in my sleep,gods grace is the only reason im here today,after being brought back from suicide,well i dont wanna live no more ,not like this
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