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Urgent Prayer Needed Please

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Posted by: Genna

I’m coming before each of you today to ask for prayer. Raymond and I have apparently come to the end of our road and without the divine intervention of our Lord and Savior he will be moving out tomorrow. He took our children out for a walk to the park yesterday and told them he was leaving, as I sat at home watching my entire family walk away in tears.



I know that nothing is too hard for God. I know that this is a simple task for HIM and I know HE knows my heart but I can’t help but wonder all of the WHY’S? WHEN’S? HOW’S? I can’t help but feel like I’ve lost this battle and I keep asking myself what do I do now? My best friend is leaving behind his family in search of himself without a second thought. I know that Raymond is troubled by his decision; he has openly shared this repeatedly with our friends. I know he is not sleeping or eating and I hate that he is suffering, but honestly I’ve prayed for him to have NO peace, NO rest, NO enjoyment, NO pleasure and be in constant turmoil until he turns his life over to the Lord. So I’ve asked for these things and he’s gotten them, Amen.



He told our friend that when he told the kids he was moving out, they didn’t seem to care; our friend told him they are hurt and wouldn’t allow their emotions to be shown to him because in their eyes he is the one who caused this pain. When our children came home last night and Raymond left, they both were in tears. Unable to rationalize his decision to leave behind everything he held so dearly, them. They are hurting and angry. They are still believing and praying for a mighty movement from the Lord and are discouraged that nothing has happened in almost 2 years except our fragile family being further ripped apart by the enemy and his evil disciples. The other women in Raymond's life are pawns and although I could honestly care less about any of them I know they are also being manipulated by the enemy and will eventually get what they deserve. A friend told me one time that “all relationships end as they started”, so I know that NONE of these people currently in Raymond's life will last, this is NOT the will of God for him to be with anyone but me. So I guess my question is: If I KNOW all these things, why am I hurting so desperately? Why can’t I take my eyes off this situation and put them on God, of where my hopes and miracles come? How come this hurts so much?



18 years is honestly ½ my life. I have shared so many great memories with Raymond that I can’t even bring myself to understand how he could ever just “move on” like he has.

Tomorrow & Sunday will be a very difficult day for our family. I have been scheduled to work this Saturday many months ago so its not that I’m hiding away here at work while the man of my life packs his bags, kisses his children and walks away, while I sit here wondering if the kids are ok and how they are handling this, how Raymond is doing and how he is handling this. Can you imagine how useless I’ll be here at work tomorrow while my family falls apart? Warriors I am DYING inside! My heart is breaking and I’ve not eaten since Tuesday, I’ve tried but ummm… but it’s NOT working out!



I’m asking that if you find it in your hearts to say a prayer for each of us over the weekend I would so greatly appreciate it. We will ALL be hurting in our own special way. I don’t know what more to do. I’m so lost and have never ever been and felt so alone in all my life. I just need help please!




Posted by: Rachel R

Lord Jesus, I cry out to you for Genna's dear family.

I come into agreement with her for her marriage.

Be with them and may your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

In Jesus' Name, Amen.


Posted by: Praying Gal

I will be praying for restoration of your family, better than before, also for light, wisdom and Divine guidance for you all, plus a spirit of forgiveness to predominate in your home.


Posted by: JeriRose12

I prray, Lord, that Genna will focus on You and get her eyes off her problems and her husband. Do not let her allow these things to destory her emotionally. Let her bring all hurt to You, and let her give her heart to You, that You may heal it. Help her to seek You with all her heart and to find You. For You are the one who will help her through this difficult time. Overwhelm her with Your love. Let her know YOU as her lover and husband. I ask and pray, in Jesus Name, amen.

~JeriRose~
Finding YOU in 2006 (The Year Of The Double Portion!)