Lord, I pray for exactly what she requested.
For CLARITY!
For DIRECTION!
For HEALING!
Set her and her children free.
Guard and keep them safe.
I release him to you, Lord. Your will be done.
In Jesus' Name, Amen.
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Originally Posted by liliesgrace
Jason came home almost two weeks ago.But it didnt LOOK like he came home..coming and going..not unpacking...lying...cold and mean to me...
Supposably here to help us pack and move. Slept on the couch mostly. Distant from the kids. Last Saturday night, a few days ago, he was supposed to be home to watch the kids while I worked the night shift at the hospital. He promised at 6 pm even that he would be home by 7pm. He never picked up his phone again, and never came home. I had to work 12 hours KNOWING my children were alone at home, in any danger that he chose to leave them alone in. He was supposed to be there to protect them. At 4:30AM he called the ER and I answered. I was not happy to hear from him, and he knew very upset.He was on his way to work and apologetic for drinking so much he past out. He was hung over and admitted to lying to me on the phone the night before, that he had already made the choice he was going to some party. I think he was with a woman, I hear it in my spirit. Well, he came by Sunday night, that night, after work around 7 pm. He was leaving town for a training for work, to return back on Wednesday.He did call me that night and again on Monday night. Not very loving, but at least polite.Didnt ask to even talk to the kids. Has not apologized for leaving them alone saturday night,scaring them, or hurting their hearts. Today he called me, early in the afternoon, which I thought was odd. It didn't go well. He was trying to get me upset, and a couple of times he succeeded. I told him that what he did saturday night was unacceptable and it was not ok that we couldnt count on him. He was very angry that I brought it up, but I can't risk my kids for him to live here. I CANT. He has to be done with the partying and the women, etc. He has to be commited. Well, he was pretty irritated and trying to not talk to me. He was so strange. I asked God to reveal to me what was going on. Tonight, he never called to say goodnight, so I called the hotel where he was staying. They said he checked out, told them that he had to leave unexpectedly for a family emergency. I told them I AM HIS FAMILY. They were stunned, but very kind. They told me that he checked out a day early to come back to Portland. I tried to call his cell, chloe tried to call his cell. NO ANSWER AGAIN. That is what he did to us on Saturday and most of the last two years. I am devastated and exhausted. He was supposed to arrive home tomorrow (wed) with a trailor to move the rest of our things. Obviously, that isnt in his plans any longer. He is with Bri, or someone else. It doesnt matter really Guess..what matters is that he chose someone/something else and lying to us, over being HOME with us. I am sick to my stomach and completely a crying mess. My 15 year old daughter,13 year old son, and 9 and 7 year old daughters DID NOT need this pain again. Lord help. Please pray that Jason will have no satisfaction in his sin and rebellion and will repent for real. I can't do this anymore. I really can't. nor can my children. Either Jason gets right with the Lord and us, or he is done having chances. Please please pray for clarity, direction, and healing. Thank you SUZANNE |
Please convict Jason and bring him to his knees. Please humble his heart and have him repent of his wicked ways. Help him to get right with you. Please give Suzanne strength to do the right thing. Please provide other means of help for Suzanne and her family. Please give her peace during this horrible, frightful ordeal! Have your will and your way in all of this. I ask of you in Jesus name I pray, Amen.