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Protection/Breakthrough - violent anger

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Posted by: notes4soulwings

please pray for me - sometimes I don't feel as if I can go on. my husband gets violently angry; he does things that is called "crazymaking". he denies ever getting angry; he denies that he yells and curses - swears and gets so raging mad. he has never physically hit me but his verbal and emotional abuse is very, very difficult to deal with. without the Lord I could not do it. of course, I have no where to go - I stand and fight in the name of Jesus. as he gets older, he gets worse; grumpy, irritable and very selfish. most of the things listed on domestic violence and emotional abuse websites are what i observe in him and myself. he refuses to go anywhere with me, does not take me out to dinner, acts so charming and "nice" when there are others around but is mean-spirited and cruel when the "cycle" hits. if I am kind to him to keep the peace, it is never enough. if I don't go to services or fellowships and stay home, he is calmer but the moment I go he starts his crazymaking although he says, "have fun" when I go. he won't stop me from going because he know others will wonder why. sometimes I feel he puts things in my food because I get violently ill - like food poisoning. so when I listen to Holy Spirit and refuse what he gives me [he hardly offers me a cup of coffee even], I don't get so sick anymore. He is stingy although he pays the household bills. He is adamantly stubborn and I cannot discuss anything with him - he must be right; he must win although I don't see it that way. I just want him to recognize that I have my own feelings, not how he wants me to feel; I want him to know that I have my own thoughts, not how he wants me to think; and I can voice my own opinion not what he wants me to be without him yelling at me that I'm "stupid", I don't know what I'm talking about, etc. He won't do this in front of others but will say so after we're alone. I have caught him lying; I have observed him being secretive about financial matters and he gets angry if I ask him about our standing moneywise. He is not the man I thought I married. We are both older; retired. My grandchildren look to me/us for stability in their lives. I don't leave because I don't have funds and I have been advised by the children that they don't have room for a parent. I have to go.

Thanks


Posted by: Missamae80

Heavenly Father, I lift this relationship to You. I pray You heal this husband. Please remove all this anger from him. Please protect this wife. Please restore this relationship. In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.


Posted by: Rachel R

He is controlling you.

He is afraid of losing control.

It may be Alzheimers or senility or just mental illness.

He is mean and selfish and abusive.

If your children expect you to stay in this situation without their help then they are too.

Forget about their help and call on others that can really help you.

There are agencies that can help you escape safely through planning and get you restraining orders to protect you from him.

Escape to safety.

Rachel R
Lord, rescue this dear woman and show her the way of escape.

Tie his hands and close his mouth so that he can never harm her again.

Wake her children/grandchildren up and get them moving to her defense.

Open doors, and open minds, and let people see what he is REALLY like.

In Jesus' Name, Amen.




Posted by: notes4soulwings

I sincerely am thankful for your words of kindness and your prayer. I am deeply grateful to God for His mercy and grace. My personal feeing is I made a commitment and it's been so long. I have basis to walk but I look at it this way: I vowed in "sickness and in health" and "for better or for worse". Well, his soul is sick - do I jump ship? or do I stay and continue to pray for strength to endure? how would I start again? I'm older now, not 40 or 50...God sees and knows everything, doesn't He? And I believe He is ABLE....to do more, beyond, exceedingly, abundantly over and above all we ask. Someone else's bad behavior can affect me but GOD can affect someone with bad behavior, to change them and save them,transform their life. Please continue to pray. I do leave the house when it's absolutely overwhelming. I do visit the children at their homes from time to time {not enough though] to get away and when I return after a few days, it is nice and peaceful or a while. I can never do anything "good enough"...guess it just helped to vent in writing. Thank you!


Posted by: Rachel R

You DO have funds, some of what you have is yours.

Make sure your paperwork is in order.

If he is in charge of the money and this is mental illness, or Alzheimers, or dementia there is no telling what he could be doing with your money.

He could be gambling or donating it somewhere. I hope you check.

I am sure you have made up your mind to allow this to go on, but it is an awful example to your family.

It must drive them crazy to see you live like this.

I'm praying for the Lord to protect you and for you to get him some help!

Rachel R



Posted by: MaryanB

Oh Heavenly Father in the name of your precious Son Jesus Christ, we humbly ask that you make a way where there is no way. You are able OH LORD. We ask that you deliver this husband from all demonic forces and influence. I have done a lot of research as I praying for my family members as well in this regard. Science is in a torrid deliberation in RE: mental illness or demonic forces?. They use to say mental illness was like any other sickness, like cancer, TB, now after I have done much research I AM NOT SO SURE. I ask for Protection for this precious one in Jesus name. Amen Let me say this.... those who say it is mental illness, think about this.... the person who is so called with mental illness some seem to methodically control their evil ways at will almost. If it was truly a mental illness they could not do this in my opinion. I bind you Satan and all your evil demons who trick and deceive YOU ARE BOUND AND CAST INTO THE ABYSS IN JESUS NAME AND BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS AMEN AND AMEN The Light will overcome the dark and Good will overcome evil


Posted by: FriendOfGod

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Originally Posted by MaryanB
Oh Heavenly Father in the name of your precious Son Jesus Christ, we humbly ask that you make a way where there is no way. You are able OH LORD. We ask that you deliver this husband from all demonic forces and influence. I have done a lot of research as I praying for my family members as well in this regard. Science is in a torrid deliberation in RE: mental illness or demonic forces?. They use to say mental illness was like any other sickness, like cancer, TB, now after I have done much research I AM NOT SO SURE. I ask for Protection for this precious one in Jesus name. Amen Let me say this.... those who say it is mental illness, think about this.... the person who is so called with mental illness some seem to methodically control their evil ways at will almost. If it was truly a mental illness they could not do this in my opinion. I bind you Satan and all your evil demons who trick and deceive YOU ARE BOUND AND CAST INTO THE ABYSS IN JESUS NAME AND BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS AMEN AND AMEN The Light will overcome the dark and Good will overcome evil


Lord, in your greatest of mercy, hear these prayers. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.