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Unbearable Pain!

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Posted by: christythompson

Please pray for me
I have so much turmoil inside
that there seems to be no peace.
I am grieved to the point of tears, no sleep or appetite
I am so restless that it is hard to read Gods word
and I forse myself to read and pray.
I am waking after a few hours sleep
and then its back to unbearable pain

Pray for a release in my life to set me free from this
There are many things in my spirit
that I need restoration from.

Healing between myself and a friend

Healing from abandonment-
My exhusband when he left me for other women
changed the locks on the house rendering me homeless
It still hurts that he did that

My Mom, would keep me in a car
on the streets of Chicago while she went to the bars
or I would wake up alone in the house.

I have tried to go through and purpose everything to forgiveness
that I can think of.

It is hitting me...
Maybe because my husband is remarrying
But I know I need to be free and healed from this

I made no money this month...

I need some love. I am so desparately lonely

I feel like I have been strong my whole life
without the comfort of another person...even a friend
to say...Here let me help you
except for you my prayer family

Please accept my tears and forgive me
All the advise that I give others
and look at me!




Posted by: FriendOfGod

Quote:
Originally Posted by christythompson
Please pray for me
I have so much turmoil inside
that there seems to be no peace.
I am grieved to the point of tears, no sleep or appetite
I am so restless that it is hard to read Gods word
and I forse myself to read and pray.
I am waking after a few hours sleep
and then its back to unbearable pain

Pray for a release in my life to set me free from this
There are many things in my spirit
that I need restoration from.

Healing between myself and a friend

Healing from abandonment-
My exhusband when he left me for other women
changed the locks on the house rendering me homeless
It still hurts that he did that

I have tried to go through and purpose everything to forgiveness
that I can think of.

I made no money this month...

I need some love. I am so desparately lonely

I feel like I have been strong my whole life
without the comfort of another person...even a friend
to say...Here let me help you
except for you my prayer family

Please accept my tears and forgive me
All the advise that I give others
and look at me!


O dear Christy, my heart goes out to you my dear sister. There are really no words to describe the magnitude of your pain. It seems so unbearable. If there is anything I can do, I am happy to offer you help. I am here for you my dear sister. You are well loved! {{{HUGS}}} Lord, comfort Christy right now Father, as only You can. Remind her of what Jesus went through with his pain. I know that there is not a high priest that does not understand what she is going thorugh. Please surround her with Your love Father! Bring her peace that surpasses understanding O dear Lord! Please by no means allow her to go through more than she can handle, live with or bear. Please give her the strength to go thorugh all of this. I know You are by her side. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

I am here if you need anything my dear Christy!

God Bless You So Much Sister!


Your sister in Christ

Janet



Posted by: Christian Commando

Lord-

Heal the , spirit, heart and mind of our dear sister of all the negative experiences she has dealt with for so many years. Help her to feel your presence and filling in place of the rejection and emotiness she feels. Turn the hur and anguish she feels over to love and compassion once more and help her to leave these negative thoughts and feeling at your feet and replace them with your love, joy and peace by your Holy Spirit to comfort her and know she is not alone in her sorrows. In Jesus Name- Amen!!



Posted by: JeriRose12

My heart goes out to you, Christy. I am so sorry you had to deal with all this. No words can really express anything very helpful. . . .they can seem so empty right now. But we all have times when we don't feel strong. . . .and that's when HE is strong in us.

Dear Lord, please be everything Christy needs right now. Be the love of her life. Be her Supply. Be her Comforter and Friend. I pray she will draw close to You in intimate realtionship as never before. Let her heart be filled with You and Your love in a mighty way. Let her feel Your arms comforting her and holding her. . . .Give her peace and strength for the days ahead.

Let forgiveness flow from her to others. I know it isn't easy, and it often doesn't feel like it "flows." But fill her with Your forgiveness so full, she can send it to those who have hurt her. I pray she can release this to You as many times as she needs to, until she is rid of all bitterness (Ephesians 4:31). Let her know and experience this victory.

I ask and pray, in Jesus Name, amen.

~JeriRose~
In HIM in 2007




Posted by: firekracker

Dear Heavenly Father, I lift up Christy to You. You know better than words can describe all she has been through and all the pain she feels. Father, You said if we seek You we will find You and if we ask believing, You will answer. Dear Jesus, it is so hard to not ask why and so hard to completely trust especially with long term pain and hurts. Father, it is earthly people who hurt us...and not You. I ask that You reassure Christy of this. Wrap You loving arms around her so she can feel the very presence of You working in her life. Help her to know how to truly forgive and how to truly have peace. Dear God, heal her heart an give her peace like only You can. Father, your word says that You prepare a table for us in the presence of our enemies. Let Your power be known and You love be felt. In Jesus name. Amen



Posted by: ninababy73

Christy, my loving sister, I love you and am praying for you. I am sending you so many hugs and so much love right now from Maryland. (((((HUGS))))

Father, my heart breaks for my beloved sister, Christy. Lord, draw her close to You wrapping her in Your loving arms. Father, she has carried so many burdens that she need not carry. Father, I pray that she will release them all to You. May she cast all of her cares upon You for You care for her, Your precious and beloved daughter. Father, remove all of the pain and the anguish from the past. Lord, I pray for all of the hurts to just go. Father, remove the tears from her eyes and cover her with peace. Lord, again she has carried so much for so long, may she release it all to You. Give her peace where there is none. Give her joy where there is none. Give her strength and energy where there is none. Give her rest where there is none. Give her a renewal of appetite. Remove all of the dead places, Lord. Remove the hurt and lonliness, Lord. Remove all bitterness. Father, right now I speak fullness to her. I speak peace and forgiveness to her. Lord, I speak love in abundance to Christy, right now. Father, I cover her with an outpouring of love. I pray for an abundance of growth and wholeness. Lord, increase her finances. I pray for a wealth of clients to just flood her so that her business grow. Father, I pray for a renewal in her spirit. Again, Father, may my beloved sister leave all of these awful burdens at Your feet and walk away from them no longer picking them up. Instead, My Precious Lord, may Christy just rest in Your loving arms as You continue to speak healing, love and peace and joy to her. I ask these things in Jesus' Precious Name, Amen



Posted by: BrendaMagana

Ancient of Days, take up this case and weave out good from it for Christy.

Make a way for her in accordance to Your riches by Jesus Christ. Bring an end to all the pain she has suffered. Please send true love and true friends.

Enlarge her material, spiritual and financial territories and send a partner meet. You know how terrible loneliness can be. Stretch out Your mysterious hands and help Your daughter.

In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen




Posted by: christythompson

Thank You for you prayers
I am still not sleeping even though I am taking tylenol pm
I have been getting 3 hours a night at best for the last four nights.
I have been praying and asking God to show me where my roots need pruning



Posted by: ninababy73

Father, my sister need rest. Lord, cover her now with a rest. May tonight she get a good night sleep. Take the pain away and give her peace. Quiet her mind and soothe her heart. Cover her now, Lord. I ask in Jesus' Name. Amen



Posted by: JeriRose12

Father God, I pray in agreement that You will send rest to Christy. I remember someone posting about not being able to sleep and some of us posted a prayer, and she came back and said she slept like a baby after that. So, Dear Lord, send Christy a calmness of mind, heart and spirit. Let her thoughts rest. Let her body rest. I pray that she will be able to release all that she needs to release, to lay down all the rocks, to let go all the burdens, and to find in You the sweetest rest and peace. Draw her onto You into the Secret Place and let peace attend her and rest come over her and let sleep be her portion tonight and every night. Send a miracle flow of anointing, in Jesus Name, amen.

~JeriRose~
In HIM in 2007




Posted by: DJluvsMJ

Christy, I am very sorry for what you are going through, loneliness is a painful, painful thing. Know that even though sit alone, you are loved. God has something wonderful planned for you.

Lord, be her shield and armor as she gets the rests she needs. Send her a angel so that she may feel your spirit and warmth around her as she turns her pain over to you.

In Jesus name Amen



Posted by: ninababy73

Father, I continue to lift my precious sister up in prayer. Lord, refresh her. Heal her and give her rest. Give her peace and comfort and an abundance of love. Lord, meet all of her needs. In Jesus' Name, I pray. Amen



Posted by: onesnowflake

Dear Lord please help this lady to get a good night sleep free of pain so that she can funtion during the day. Lord place Your arms of protection around her and help her to rest in Your arms at night in a peace and comfort knowing You are right there holding her.

Amen



Posted by: FriendOfGod

Quote:
Originally Posted by ninababy73
Christy, my loving sister, I love you and am praying for you. I am sending you so many hugs and so much love right now from Maryland. (((((HUGS))))

Father, my heart breaks for my beloved sister, Christy. Lord, draw her close to You wrapping her in Your loving arms. Father, she has carried so many burdens that she need not carry. Father, I pray that she will release them all to You. May she cast all of her cares upon You for You care for her, Your precious and beloved daughter. Father, remove all of the pain and the anguish from the past. Lord, I pray for all of the hurts to just go. Father, remove the tears from her eyes and cover her with peace. Lord, again she has carried so much for so long, may she release it all to You. Give her peace where there is none. Give her joy where there is none. Give her strength and energy where there is none. Give her rest where there is none. Give her a renewal of appetite. Remove all of the dead places, Lord. Remove the hurt and lonliness, Lord. Remove all bitterness. Father, right now I speak fullness to her. I speak peace and forgiveness to her. Lord, I speak love in abundance to Christy, right now. Father, I cover her with an outpouring of love. I pray for an abundance of growth and wholeness. Lord, increase her finances. I pray for a wealth of clients to just flood her so that her business grow. Father, I pray for a renewal in her spirit. Again, Father, may my beloved sister leave all of these awful burdens at Your feet and walk away from them no longer picking them up. Instead, My Precious Lord, may Christy just rest in Your loving arms as You continue to speak healing, love and peace and joy to her. I ask these things in Jesus' Precious Name, Amen


Lord, in Your grestest mercy, please hear and answer these prayers! In Jesus name I pray, Amen.



Posted by: Illuminate

Dear Heavenly Father, I lift up Christy unto you right now and ask that you would give her favor, emotionally, physically, and more and more faith in the name of JESUS. Dear GOD, in the name of JESUS I also ask that you would remove all pain, all loneliness and restore it with healing and a compassionate god fearing mate, and, TRUE friendship where she can get together for a cappuccino sharing a godly conversation and simple enjoying a each other's company lifting one another's spirit:-), in the name of our POWERFUL LORD, JESUS CHRIST, amen.

Love,

Lorena



Posted by: christythompson

Thank you
for praying
I am still struggling.
I think I watched every preacher on regular TV
this weekend and popped a Tylenol PM every 2-3 hours to sleep.
I am claiming healing from these roots of rejection and abandonment.
That apparently still plaque me




Posted by: FriendOfGod

Quote:
Originally Posted by christythompson
Thank you
for praying
I am still struggling.
I think I watched every preacher on regular TV
this weekend and popped a Tylenol PM every 2-3 hours to sleep.
I am claiming healing from these roots of rejection and abandonment.
That apparently still plaque me


O dear Lord, please still be with my dear sister Christy. Please touch her and relieve her from her mental anguish and give her the strength to live a better life. I ask of You in Jesus mighty name I pray, Amen.



Posted by: ninababy73

Father God, continue to hold my sister's hand. Lord, draw her close to You and give her a sound and peaceful night's rest. Lord, remove all past hurts and disappointments. Lord, cover her with healing and fulfillment. Lord, fill her with joy and peace. In Jesus' Name, I pray. Amen



Posted by: MarkSentMe

Christy, just this morning, as I was praying and thinking that the only family I truly have is my immediate (under my roof) and my church family- including prayer board members. Mt birth family really has very little to do with me, even less after I became a Christian 2 years ago.

A Christian sister/ very good friend once scolded me when I kept worrying about something which I really have no control over- she said,"You need to give this to God and stop taking it back from Him!"

My heart goes out to you as you are being tormented by things in your past and present. In Sunday school this week we were talking about when we try to see the purpose in the events which have happened in our lives and we try to categorize what happened and why and sometimes we just can't make sense of it. I guess sometimes we just aren't supposed to have all the answers.

Quote:
I am claiming healing from these roots of rejection and abandonment. That apparently still plaque me


I ask that God help you to weed your garden, roots and all. I ask that He prune your branches so that you again can bear fruit.
We can't change our past, but we can change how we view it. Pastor Todd related a quote about our cars having a very large windshield but a very small rear-view mirror. We are to see the God as the big picture and the past in a very small light. We can look back and try to focus on what was good and try not to dwell on the negative.
It sounds like you are spiritually burned out. You give and give and give to others and now you are exhausted for Christy.

Father God,
I hold Christy up to You today. Thank You for a wonderful sister. Lord, please carry her as she is enduring these trials. Please help her to resolve her past and to put it to rest. Lord, please bring forgiveness and healing to her heart. Please revive her spirit and please send a fellow believer who will share Your Word and Good news with her. Please speak through the televangelists and bring Your message to Christy and others who need to hear from You. Lord, Christy has been a beacon to many of us in our time of need, please shine a light where there is now darkness in her life. cover her with Your love, Lord. Thank You, Lord. Amen.

Sharyn



Posted by: christythompson

Thank You my prayer family.
I am greatful for your kindness
My self image and feeling of being worthy
is not where it should be.

I have had to fight feeling sorry for myself
thinking why I am not good enough to love or be faithful to.

Losing my appetite has made it easy for me to start dieting.
I need to diet.
My health would be better.
I have started walking with a concentrated effort.

I do not understand the lack of sleep though
I got six hours last night with taking two PM tablets
and just had night mares
.




Posted by: Rachel R

Oh, Christy, I am so sorry for your pain.

It has been a hard, hard, hard journey and I'll bet you are so exhausted.

You must need sleep so desparately.

How frustrating to share that sleep with nightmares!

That must be almost no rest at all.
Lord, please hold her close and help her get through this.

Send her all the information and strength she needs.

In Jesus' Loving Name, Amen.




Posted by: GODS Grace

Christy,
I'm praying
This may sound really stupid, but I do care about you. Previously, you mentioned going to the doctor to have a lump looked at and having difficulty sleeping. Is everything well from the exam?
I'll be praying all is well.

Father, I pray that Christy see herself as Your precious daughter, loved and greatly valued, and created by, and for You. You created her for love and relationship. Permeating every area of Christy's life with complete wholeness and health from the top of her head to the tip of her toes.. You want past memories healed...led her to safe non-judgemental friends who are trustworthy, so she can see Your beauty and love inside of herself and surrounding her presently. When these memories come to her mind bring painful feelings, open she eye to your presence never ever leaving her side. Let her feel and know true love, safety, security and comfort so she can rest soundly and peace. Remind her to take care of herself the way she tries to always take care of others. Please help her not be so overly hard on herself. Sent help to my sister for all her emotionally, financially and physically needs. Thank You, In Jesus name.

I'm praying




Posted by: ninababy73

Father, I continue to lift my sister up in prayer. Lord, give her rest. Heal her heart and mind. Lord, bless her and comfort her. Give her peace. In Jesus' Name, I pray. Amen



Posted by: eagle4him

Father in the name of Jesus we come boldly to Your throne of grace. Cover Christy with Your loving arms and pour out Your Spirit upon her. Forgive those who have hurt her, Lord, and release Christy from the painful memories. Restore her mind, her health and give her peaceful rest and sleep.

Father we pray for peace, for health, for prosperity of the mind, will, emotions and also for provisions. Give Christy this day Your daily bread.



Posted by: ninababy73

Quote:
Originally Posted by eagle4him
Father in the name of Jesus we come boldly to Your throne of grace. Cover Christy with Your loving arms and pour out Your Spirit upon her. Forgive those who have hurt her, Lord, and release Christy from the painful memories. Restore her mind, her health and give her peaceful rest and sleep.

Father we pray for peace, for health, for prosperity of the mind, will, emotions and also for provisions. Give Christy this day Your daily bread.



Father, I pray in full and complete agreement. Amen



Posted by: MarkSentMe

The Tylenol PM is probably causing the nightmares! It contains Diphenhydramine, the same ingredient that is in Benadryl. In large doses (or in your case, the frequency of doses) can cause hallucinations, so it would not be unsusual for you to have nightmares.
Father God,
I continue to hold Christy up to You. Please continue to flow blessings on her and please take the pain she is having. Please be with her as she is walking and please protect her sleep from disturbing images and thoughts. Thank You, lord. Amen.

Sharyn



Posted by: Jon Henry

Quote:
Originally Posted by eagle4him
Father in the name of Jesus we come boldly to Your throne of grace. Cover Christy with Your loving arms and pour out Your Spirit upon her. Forgive those who have hurt her, Lord, and release Christy from the painful memories. Restore her mind, her health and give her peaceful rest and sleep.

Father we pray for peace, for health, for prosperity of the mind, will, emotions and also for provisions. Give Christy this day Your daily bread.
Heavenly Father, I stand in the gap and in total agreement with Your saints in these prayers for our dear sister Christy. I claim the promise and victory of Jesus that whenever two or more of Your saints agree as touching anything on earth, it shall be done by our Father in heaven according to Your perfect will. I ask all this in the precious name of Jesus Christ. Amen and amen



Posted by: ninababy73

Father, bless my sister's time off from work. I pray continually for You to bless her with sweet, peaceful rest. Lord, continue to do a work within my sister healing her fully and completely from all pains and heartaches. Father, cover her with forgiveness and peace. Lord, infuse joy within her bones. I ask these things in Jesus' Name, Amen



Posted by: ninababy73

Father, smile on my sister today. I pray that her time off is one of peace and rest. In Jesus' Name, I pray. Amen



Posted by: ninababy73

Father, continue to look upon my sister. Lord, I pray that her time off was full of rest and peace. Father, continue to bring her a place of healing. Remove the pain, Lord. Cover her with the fullness of joy today and everyday after. In Jesus' Name, I pray. Amen



Posted by: GODS Grace

Quote:
Originally Posted by ninababy73
Father, bless my sister's time off from work. I pray continually for You to bless her with sweet, peaceful rest. Lord, continue to do a work within my sister healing her fully and completely from all pains and heartaches. Father, cover her with forgiveness and peace. Lord, infuse joy within her bones. I ask these things in Jesus' Name, Amen
I agree! With Love, Grace



Posted by: christythompson

I took time off from work
It has really helped me immensely
I know God is working on me
I thank You for your prayers




Posted by: FriendOfGod

Quote:
Originally Posted by christythompson
I took time off from work
It has really helped me immensely
I know God is working on me
I thank You for your prayers


Lord, continue to help Christy as only You can Father. I ask of You in Jesus mighty name I pray, Amen.



Posted by: ninababy73

Father, I continue to lift my sister up in prayer. Father, continue to cover her with rest and peace. Lord, I thank You for the wonderful works that You are doing within my sister. Father, continue to remove all pain, hurts and regrets of yesterday. Continue to just fill her up with the abundance and fullness of joy and love and peace. Lord, continue to be with her as she commits to her diet and exercise regiment. Lord, give her sucess with the weight loss. Bless her at work. Provide an abundance of clients for her. Bless her in every way. In Jesus' Name, I pray. Amen



Posted by: Lady4theLord

Lord heal this woman's friendship and heal her turmoil. Give her peace and great joy. In Jesus Name. Amen.



Posted by: JeriRose12

Father God, I pray that You would bring Christy the freedom she needs. Show her plainly how You have given her the sword she needs to cut these things out of her life. Show her the way that You want her to fight and win this warfare. I pray, right now, that her eyes are opned to see what You have placed at her disposal for her victory. Let her know the weapons of her warfare are not carnal but are mighty to the pulling down of strongholds. Show her what these weapons are and instruct her how to use them. I pray she will know and understand what Your Spirit is instructing her to do.

Show Christy the value You place upon her. Open her eyes to how precious she is in Your sight. I pray she will have a clear understanding of Your love for her.

Help Christy to stay on a healthy diet. Show her the foods to eat that are beneficial to weight loss as well health. I pray she can stay dedicated to eating foods that are right. Help her to keep excersizing as well.

I pray for peace as she sleeps. Lord, as she wins this battle, I know that the peaceful sleep will come to her. Remove all these things that trouble her and let her lie down and sleep peacefully. Show her the keys You have given her to victory, so she may win over these feelings of rejection and abandonment. Let her no longer be troubled by these things. And, at night, let her be able to sleep for the new peace You have visited her with.

I ask and pray, in Jesus Name, amen.

~JeriRose~



Posted by: guardianangel

Father, I also stand in agreement for Christy in this time of need for her. Bring her friends that she can consider closer than family who will be beside her. Give her rest that she needs. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen.



Posted by: Rachel R

Quote:
Originally Posted by guardianangel
Father, I also stand in agreement for Christy in this time of need for her. Bring her friends that she can consider closer than family who will be beside her. Give her rest that she needs. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen.

Lord, I agree!

Comfort Christy's heart and ease her pain.

In Jesus' Name, Amen.



Posted by: ninababy73

Quote:
Originally Posted by JeriRose12
Father God, I pray that You would bring Christy the freedom she needs. Show her plainly how You have given her the sword she needs to cut these things out of her life. Show her the way that You want her to fight and win this warfare. I pray, right now, that her eyes are opned to see what You have placed at her disposal for her victory. Let her know the weapons of her warfare are not carnal but are mighty to the pulling down of strongholds. Show her what these weapons are and instruct her how to use them. I pray she will know and understand what Your Spirit is instructing her to do.

Show Christy the value You place upon her. Open her eyes to how precious she is in Your sight. I pray she will have a clear understanding of Your love for her.

Help Christy to stay on a healthy diet. Show her the foods to eat that are beneficial to weight loss as well health. I pray she can stay dedicated to eating foods that are right. Help her to keep excersizing as well.

I pray for peace as she sleeps. Lord, as she wins this battle, I know that the peaceful sleep will come to her. Remove all these things that trouble her and let her lie down and sleep peacefully. Show her the keys You have given her to victory, so she may win over these feelings of rejection and abandonment. Let her no longer be troubled by these things. And, at night, let her be able to sleep for the new peace You have visited her with.

I ask and pray, in Jesus Name, amen.

~JeriRose~



Father, I continue to lift my prayer in full and complete agreement. Amen



Posted by: ninababy73

Father, continue to smile on my sister today. Heal her heart and give her peace. Lord, continue to cover her with rest and joy. In Jesus' Name, I pray. Amen